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Hooray! Love this!!
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I've been playing small everywhere, but played exceedingly small in my personal life for a very very long time. I want to show up everywhere, but am starting here in my own space where I have the most control. I've already started by reclaiming my life, by putting my sexuality back in my hands, and am now branching out to do those other things which I desire to do not those I feel I should but what's going to inspire me. Dance class to get back into some physical activity, improv group to explore an area that's just plain fun! and continued sexual exploration becasue that's also fun. Glad things are going so well for you!! Good girls go to heaven,....Bad girls go EVERYWHERE! I love to travel  Come visit my blog tigger678902
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You asked me about this quote. I have mixed feelings - I agree with what is says, but something about how it says it gives me misgivings, although I can't exactly say why. But the main thrust of it, that it is all too easy to "play small" for the sake of an easy life, is 100% true in my opinion. I also think it is why alcohol and drugs are increasingly misused, (mostly by people who either have life too easy, or by those who think they have limited opportunities, but don't actually want to fight that hard for the things they think they deserve, ) because they are numbing. I suppose I sometimes hide away in a reclusive kind of way, not so much because I want to play small, but because a lot of people can be draining, rather than making me feel enthusiastic about life. So I keep myself to myself when I don't have enough reserves to weather the draining effect of life's assholes! Bragging - recently I worked hard and took on a new client, finished making a guitar, and organised a bunch of stupid people into a worthwhile sports team again for another year, lol! (Not all of them are stupid of course.... )
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Glad you are showing the fuck back up here QT. I don't have anything to brag about right now, though it recently dawned on me that, of late, odd numbered years suck for me and even numbered ones are great, so STAY TUNED! Sacrificing for Art I Found it in Sky Mall Most Appropriate Theme this Week on HNW [post 3312759] My Private Blog – Tell me your secrets
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To be honest I have nothing exciting to say. I have actually shrunken from my abilities, and these days I think I run away from responsibility. I hope to change that this year but my belief that I'm way more than I am only lasts until I step out of the house, then it's back to square one. Strangely enough, I push, encourage and guide my co-workers (all younger than me) to better themselves (which is probably all I could brag about, since they take my advice and do real good) and, because of or in spite of me, they are progressing. I always was good like that!
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2/2/2014 3:49 am |
When I want to do something, meet someone, date someone, create something...I set my mind to it and then do whatever it takes to get there. I fail, I make mistakes, I get rejected and eventually it "just happens". Then inevitably, people say "what a lucky son of a bitch." but they have no idea of how it "just happens". Life has a way of being exactly what you desire if you have the nerve to just go for it.
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hello stranger! (what does playing small mean?) I am sure I have fucked up a few times but I try to forget rather than show  xxx My blog: Arjohn Read or seen GONE GIRL? Book Group Gone Girl Watching me Watching you ahaah... For people who like blogging banter: Bloggers United!
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