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Not My Usual Post  

BlueEyesInFND 49F
104 posts
8/26/2010 6:22 pm
Not My Usual Post


Normally I write about a dirty riddle or a naughty story, but not tonight. I haven't been on here in almost a month. Going through a very rough patch in my life right now and not sure where or how anything is going to work out.
Divorce sucks and just as soon as I think I have a grasp on things, they seem, to make no sense at all, AGAIN. I had some friends here that I use to visit with on here and respected their friendships. However, with everything going on, I kind of shut everyone out. I am sorry for that and I hope you all understand. Maybe I shouldn't have done that, I don't know. I guess swinging was, or is just not something I am interested in anymore. I want just one man. To love me and hold me and tell me how much he loves me and appreciates me. One man that seems to want to make me a priority in his life. Of course I crave intimacy and passion, but the connection you have with the one is far more meaningful than the subtle, short lived satisfaction you get from multiple encounters.
I love for my mind to be stimulated as well, yes, intellectually, but sensually as well. If you can make me quiver just from talking to me, than there is surely going to be more than that when we meet, right?
As much as I love to have my mind stimulated, I am not really into cyber. There was only one gentlemen who ever got me there. A feat to feel priveliged to achieve I must admit.
I also must admit that I probably have never given anyone else a chance to take me there. I just know that it would take someone with an amazing connection to even remotely make me think twice about it.
So, I guess after all of that, I am still saying, I don't know why I am writing on here at this moment. I guess I am just lonely.
So, to the friends I referred to earlier. You are few and you know who you are. I am sorry for not replying to you or your messages. I just am not looking for anything on this site anymore. I will check my messages periodically and try to say hello, but for now. I think it is best I just work on me and figure out where I am going in this life and what I want from it.
I send you all nothing but my best wishes.
Good night,
AngelaBelle35

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