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rm_morriganXX 49F
24 posts
5/7/2013 7:39 pm
Update...


It is only Tuesday. One of my delightful readers suggested that I not ‘edit’ my blog but ‘post’ to my blog. He said that it would be easier for you all to keep on top of my sexual musings. I appreciate the advice.
I don’t know if I will follow up with Todd this Thursday. There are times when I feel like doing something wild and then there are times when I feel kind of ambivalent. I tend to let myself feel overwhelmed with work and such and suddenly I am not in the mood for sexcapades. A woman had written somewhere on this site that she mostly regrets the things she didn’t do! I think I need an attitude adjustment and just allow myself to act more freely.
Anyway, there is something I wanted and didn’t want to share with you all. I fear that what I write may make me look poorly; however, I also made a commitment to you all when I started this blog that I would be both intellectually and emotionally honest, so here I go…
You all need a little background. Firstly, Derrick and I got married late last summer. It is hard to believe that we have known each other for less than two years. Secondly, I still see, occasionally, two of my past boyfriends, Jon and Allan. They take me out to dinner now and again, not much more.
Last October, Jon invited me out to dinner. We had a nice time and afterwards, we decided to take some pictures. A little more information about me. I have a passion for photography, and specifically, a passion for erotic photography. The images you see on my page were taken by myself. I am really the only model I can shoot. I will also admit to getting myself turned on taking my own pictures! I hope that doesn’t make me sound like a freak. Jon is also an accomplished photographer and we had never really done any serious work together.
During this period, I was very into taking bondage images. Not S&M leather stuff, but images with ropes. A few weeks before this event Derrick and I had gone to what has become my second favorite store, HomeDepot. I had purchased some exotic looking ropes.
Jon and I went back to my apartment after dinner. I set up some lights around my bed and broke out the ropes. I then took my clothes off. Now, I am not attracted to Jon, not physically. He is lanky, tall and a little awkward looking. But, being there naked while he was dressed kind of turned me on.
We began preparing the ropes, tying knots and getting me all trussed up. When I look back at the photos of that session there is a very visible indication of my condition, my vagina appears to be plump. Oh boy!
We shot for almost an hour and I just kept getting hornier. We finished the shoot and I just laid back on the bed. He asked if he could fuck me. I moaned to him that I just got married… then I fucked him. I turned over while he took me from behind, while still dressed with his pants around his ankles. It was so pedestrian that I was turned on by that also. We both had a happy ending.
What makes this kind of complicated is that I didn’t tell Derrick. He and I are very connected in every way, including, of course sexually. While I would think that most of the couples on this site are in tune with their fantasies, I don’t think that is generally true about most couples. To bring someone else into that most personal place can be very difficult and scary. You need to really trust the other person with whom you are opening up to. Imagine telling your special other about a fantasy you are passionate about and having them recoil in horror? Derrick is very cerebral and a great communicator, it was easy for both of us to open up. The fact that our sexual proclivities are in such accord is really exciting.
A few weeks ago, Derrick and I were looking through my library of images and I mentioned, about a particular image, that is was taken during the session I had with Jon. I was offering up this bait for him as he was unaware of the session. I like to manipulate him like that sometimes. He, of course, asked to see the pictures, which immediately turned him on. He asked if anything else happened. I said no!
A few days later he began to question the shoot and using the stunning logic he is famous for, he finally said that it really didn’t make sense, especially knowing me as well as he does, that the shoot didn’t end with Jon and I having sex. I finally gave it up and told him that “Yes, Jon fucked me!” Derrick was very turned on…
The reason I held out on telling him earlier is partly because when I don’t plan a sexcapade it just feels dirtier and more sexual. Planning stuff is fun also, but doing things off record is terribly exciting. It feels like cheating and there is something very visceral about that. It is also exciting planning when I am going to tell him and I love crafting the story. It is fun to watch his reaction as I share just little bits of my encounters, doling out pieces until the story is done.
So, here is a little of my dark side. While I’m sure that we will do some planning of some sexual romps, I am sure that I will have some more surprises for him in the near future…
If I do end up doing something on Thursday with Todd, I will surely let you all know!

rm_bosobk2001 53M
32 posts
5/8/2013 2:27 pm

I know what you mean about rope play. I've been quite intrigued by the artistic elements of rope play and some of the light bondage play.

Here is a favorite of mine that I have yet had the chance to put into practice...

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rm_EcoBonk 62M
262 posts
5/15/2013 1:48 am

Wow - you are putting together a great series of blogs here.
Took me a while to find them, but I read them through last night and this morning and it's a delightful and enchanting evolution.

The above is a fantastic photograph and also a wonderfully horny image.

look forward to hearing more of your fun and always up for champagne!

EcoB


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