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So you want it darker  

Torrid7 73T
26 posts
8/31/2017 8:37 am
So you want it darker


As a rulle I am a very vivacious, happy, girl with a sunny disposition. I have in my past been into BDSM. I walked away from that life style because I found my self surrounded by people that were not even remotely qualified to be called Master. Or they were simply enjoyers of giving pure pain for the sake of their own enjoyment in seeing others suffer. I spent ten years of my life in that life style. In my male persona (before I knew the woman within me) I had in my charge two wonderful women that would do any thing I asked and with great pleasure in doing so. To say the least I was blessed with the pleasure of Sunshine and Anna as my subs. They were in my charge and I took that responsibility very seriously. Something I saw very little of in other Dom/subs relationships. To be fair, very fair I'm sure there were other groupings out there that did take it very seriously and cherish their charges with great affection and care. It was a mater of where I was at. It seemed that most of the "new" people coming into the life style didn't seem to get the responsibility and meaning of BDSM. They came across as very selfish, self centered, with little concern for their subs/slaves and the responsibilities that go with it.

Needless to say Sunshine, Anna, and I did not attend too many munches with this new crew. We keep to mostly the similar friends we had developed over the years. All of us would lament at the cavalier attitude we saw in the scene. Fast forward a few years. Sadly Sunshine took ill and past away. I and Anna were devastated to say the least. A big part of my hart was cut out. I do so miss her and I'm sure Anna does too. We carried on without her but it was never the same. A couple of years later Anna wanted to do other things and we split up. We still to this very day love each other very much. Just not into the BDSM life style. I walked away from that life style thinking to never return. I carried on as the sexual pervert that I am and though that was the end of it. That part of my life is passed never to see again.

Now that I have discovered the woman within me. The lovely vivacious Leann. I have found that the BDSM life style seems to be attracted to me once again. Still at quandary how and why it is. This time I seem to have an affection for pleasurable pain some what. Quit a surprise to me I must say. Most defiantly not into torture, blood, scarring but there is something about being bound with rope that is scintillating to my physic. Something about<b> flogging </font></b>my back side red that intrigues me. I seem to have an affinity to nipple clamps, CBT, TENS, Sounding. All in the vein of pleasurable pain. The experience of sub space.

I'm not sure where this will lead or where I will go wit it. A continuing story.....Stay tuned campers.

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