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Exploring my new world...
Exploring my new world... I recently stumbled upon this site as a recommendation from my soon to be ex (still my best friend). He suggested I check it out last Friday, since then I have not been able to get away from it! I never knew a site like this existed. Yes, I know porn sites are all over the net and in my early 20's explored a bit, but nothing where I could interact with other people and explore their sexuality. I have to admit, I'm not only looking at the guys sites. I love the the beauty of the female body! I have discovered I am a bit of an exhibitionist by interacting here. I am constantly thinking about what kind of picture I can post next and what kind of comment I will receive. My only fear is that someone I know professionally will stumble upon this... My thought to that however is "oh well, they were on this site too". I feel like an attention right now. For the last 20 years I have been with the same person and after a time my beauty died in his eyes. I thrive on the attention I am receiving! I don't know how healthy this is but I think it is normal for a person to want to be desired. In my exploration since the separation I have learned so many things about myself. BDSM is something I would like to explore (in a mild sense). I do not want anybody to cause physical pain to me or hit me (I would hit back), but I would love to experience a sexual encounter robbed of all my senses except touch, taste, and smell. Maybe try being tied up... I have been with other people in the last two decades as one on one and also in an orgy type setting. I have to say that if the atmosphere and company are just right, the orgy thing can be an amazing experience! This is something I would definitely like to explore some more. In the mean time I plan on continuing my interaction here with as many people as I can, both male and female. Please don't be offended if I do not respond to you though. I get inundated with chat requests. I cannot keep up! Well I guess that is it for now... I am planning on trying to blog regularly and maybe write up some of my encounters in the future. Have a fabulous and sex filled day! SxyStephanie |
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While I am not the first person to want you to drop me an email so we might connect in person or through chat, I wanted to let you know we share the same fears. I have been in and out of this site for quite a few years but my job is so public (we'll talk about that later) I have always feared running into someone who I have either chatted with or, God forbid, I have played with. Wanna find out what it feels like to have all your attention needs granted? Drop me a line and let's grab a happy hour or a smile. We can trade AdultFriendFinder stories, which is, one of my FAV topics. LOL, I'll wait
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