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scoupe42 60M
6747 posts
5/20/2016 9:20 pm

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5/27/2016 3:51 pm


I was watching a movie called "Victor Frankenstein". Many people might not had like the movie. But as I was watch the movie it got better. Mary Shelley, written Frankenstein in 1818. Victor Frankenstein was trying to create life from part from dead people. In this movie, it's later revealed his brother died, and he used some of his brother's parts to try to bring him back to life. After so many things happen in the movie. Victor was face to face with the monster, he then revealed in the movie that the monster was his brother. The monster didn't know him and had no emotions.

He was hurt that his brother was recreated and was alive but dead. He said, he was wrong for trying to recreate his brother, and he said in the movie, "This is not life". Then havoc took place and he had to destroy the monster. i got teary eyed for a moment. I remember going back to visit my family and see my dad in a coma. I was hoping he was snap out of it. The machine was keeping him alive. I though in time he would come out of it and be himself again.

We had to make a decision, at first i wanted him to remain on the machine. My brother told me, do I really want this for him? I was being selfish, "This is not life". I was down and i went into a depression, and part of me died. I didn't exist for almost a year.For nine months, I let life just passed me by. I was lucky, I worked for a good company, I was on medical leave for a year. One day I look at myself and I said to myself, "This is not life"! I was alive again that day.

For people who always on the run, moving from place to place, getting paid cash to avoid support payments. Or on the run because someone is after you. Your not stable, your like, "The Fugitive". Or you so far in debt, you live from check to check, and you don't even have money to go to a movie or dinner. "This is not life"! Your heart is broken and you, just gave up because you miss them so much. They moved on. Whether you lost a loved one, have a broken, or what ever the reason you feel sad. One day, you going to look in the mirror and see a reflection of yourself and say. "This is not life".

Riddle time***
I have no voice, yet I speak to you. I tell of all things in the world that people do.
I have leaves, but I'm not a tree. I have a spine and hinges, but I am not a man or a door. I have told you all, and I can't tell you more. What am I?

ans: a book









sweet_VM 65F
81699 posts
5/27/2016 2:53 pm

It is always one of the hardest decisions to make. It was as sad movie. .Your dad is in a better place, no more pain. I can relate to this. Great post hugs V

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scoupe42 replies on 5/27/2016 3:11 pm:
It's hard to make, but some of us have to one day make that decision. Thanks for viewing.

sexysixties2 106F
39750 posts
5/23/2016 2:31 am

I had to make the decision to turn off my husband's life support....his parents and siblings have not spoken to me since.

I have also suffered from depression....but thankfully no more.


"Age does not protect you from love, but love, to some extent, protects you from age."

~~Anais Nin~~


scoupe42 replies on 5/23/2016 4:36 am:
You know you did the right thing!

nightsoul1962 61F
17828 posts
5/23/2016 1:35 am

scoupe42 replies on 5/23/2016 2:56 am:
You still here, life can be a great thing! Glad you here, you are one of my friends ad you make my life, the life!

You're very sweet Scoupe, but I would be fooling myself, which occasionally I do, to think differently........I'm very, very tired.

WITHOUT PASSION LIFE IS NOTHING


scoupe42 replies on 5/23/2016 4:43 am:
Life, there is going to be some bad, but when a good day come embrace it!

nightsoul1962 61F
17828 posts
5/22/2016 10:31 pm

I have my life just passing by me for well over 6 years now.....this is no life......and...oh, have I tried to change it, to no avail. Be glad when it'll be finally over!

WITHOUT PASSION LIFE IS NOTHING


scoupe42 replies on 5/23/2016 12:56 am:
You still here, life can be a great thing! Glad you here, you are one of my friends ad you make my life, the life!

Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
5/21/2016 11:27 am

I have never seen it, as its not my kind of movie. And sometimes we just have to let go and move on..Your dad is in a better place, no more pain. Its always hard to loose someone you love..im so sorry my friend..

Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


scoupe42 replies on 5/21/2016 11:41 am:
Thanks my friend, It been 9 years, some days it's still hard. But I try to enjoy life. Thanks for viewing.

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