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Seriously bummed…
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Seriously bummed… I’m sitting here tonight feeling down. I wanted to share with someone so I thought I would blog about it. I met someone a number of weeks ago on here. We talked via e-mail for a while and then she came over to my hotel one night so we could meet in person. I was very pleasantly surprised when I first saw her, a beautiful woman with a great smile that lit up the room. Since I stay in a hotel during the week I invited her up to my room and up we went. We sat and talked for a while… she was witty, intelligent, and charming. We hit it off right away and I think we could both feel the obvious chemistry. After a time we started kissing, she’s an awesome kisser, and things progressed from there… but not too far since she insisted on keeping her clothes on the first time we met. We did (I did) really enjoy each other as much as we could and I REALLY didn’t want her to leave, but she had to. We kept in touch and had some GREAT e-mail conversations… and then her tone changed. You see, I had made it clear that a) I was married and b) that when my contract was up I would be gone. She had started having feelings outside of the “just a fling… feelings” and was smart enough to realize that this could spell trouble. She backed away, explained things to me… but was still conflicted because we still wanted each other in the worst ways. We had planned on seeing each other tonight to talk and have some fun… but last night she e-mailed me and told me she couldn’t see me again because she was afraid of where her feelings would lead her and the hurt she would feel. I told her I understood, and let her know if her feelings ever changed… she could just let me know. I was sad and lonely sitting in my hotel room alone last night. I started feeling sorry for myself… and then it hit me. This wonderful, intelligent, sexy, amazing woman had paid me an incredible compliment. She couldn’t see me because I made her feel like she could fall for me… pretty hard. Wow, I am honored that a woman like her could feel that way about me. I’m still bummed and lonely… but a little wiser for the experience. Thank you my sweet… Save a , ride a cowboy!! |
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Done a similar decision... kicked out the lover of my life. Now, after a couple of years, I'm happy I did so. But still thinking about his creative mind, fingers that could read my body, mind that knew how to turn me on... he often knew better what I needed and wanted than I did myself... Only universal or also in Scotland Where to start my day or is it month Of course I39ll change I39ll do whatever you like Heatseeking missiles  Squirter's life
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