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Blogs > SexySweet1111 > Sex and the Southern Lady

My sexual milestones 2: initial sexual experiences  

SexySweet1111 34F
187 posts
7/1/2018 9:06 pm
My sexual milestones 2: initial sexual experiences

After spending years masturbating I was frantic to start school, find a boyfriend and try sex. Since 6th grade i had had close relationships that seemed possibly open to more than friendship but we were so young and inexperienced nothing ever happened.

I had several boyfriends in school and slept with most of them. I lost my virginity to a boy I knew from both school and my church. Our parents were good friends and fully approved.

I assumed he would give me sex, we’d graduate and go off to college together and get engaged our senior year.

Now this seems foolish but I did feel as if I loved each of them at the time and I was fully commited to them as a loyal girlfriend but there was always a powerful sexual tension. I pushed each of them for sex and usually got it. But it was awful sex and not at all comparible to what I had heard about through friends or on the porn I was finding online. My sex life was mostly 10 minutes of oral and 3 minutes of my boyfriend pumping me until he got off. I masturbated all the time and it was the only way for me to orgasm.

The whole time I was leading a double life. I only told a few close friends I was having sex but denied it when asked most people. I joined a abstinence and even became a student leader for a while. I did volunteer work where I lectured disadvantaged girls on the need to wait. I was praised most adults for this work and even got a award for it. I was a complete hypocrite.

When we first started dating my boyfriends loved my willingness to have sex but after a while they would complain. Some of my boyfriends told me I was a sex addict who needed . Several called me names like slut or hoe and one boyfriend broke up with me saying my need for sex was coming between him and his relationship with God! I took to heart what they said but had no idea how to change. How does a teenage girl change her sexual urges?

I tried to deal with all the bad sex through lots of masturbation. And I do mean all the time. I did it in the morning when I woke up, I snuck off to the bathroom between classes, and often spent an hour or so playing with myself while I lay in bed waiting to fall asleep. I was not having orgasms during sex so I would often masturbate right after sex. Sometimes I’d do it two or even three times with my boyfriend watching me until he’d get bored and leave.

Sex was always on my mind. I couldn’t concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes without planning my next sex date with my boyfriend or fantasizing.

When I wasn’t thinking about sex I was trying to get it. I remember having sex with my boyfriend in the living room while my parents were upstairs. Another time after begging my boyfriend we did it in the ladies bathroom of a local shopping mall. He actually got in trouble and his parents had to take him home. He lied, which he hated doing, to protect my reputation saying he wandered into the wrong bathroom mistake. I didn’t get in trouble but he broke up with me. One of the darkest memories was convincing another boyfriend to sneak out to his car during lunch at school. I spent maybe half an hour giving him oral and a handjob to get him hard but much of the time he was hyperventilating and muttering something about needing to prepare for a test next period.

I did seek counseling through my church but struggled to open up about my sex life since I felt so ashamed it. In these sessions it felt as if I was being told that I was treating my boyfriends like objects to get me off rather than people. It’s true I broke up with all the boyfriends who didn’t sleep with me enough but I rationalized that they should be thrilled to have an attractive girlfriend who was very happy to share an active sex life.

My sex life impacted my grades. I had always been a good student and in school I continued to do well. I did great on tests but always struggled to turn in homework since I was often having sex when I should have been working on it.

The most amazing thing about my school sex life is that I didn’t get pregnant. I wasn’t on the pill and my boyfriends rarely had enough condoms to use one everytime.

1bighammer1000 59M
4304 posts
7/2/2018 4:44 am

 Reminds me of the saying like a kid with a new toy. I was really young when I started. I had my first pussy before I knew anything about jacking off. I remember that first orgasm, it just paralyzed me. I was probably too young to cum. There wasn't many girls near, and I started farming for myself at age 12, I spent most of my time working and I was about 17 before I got anymore pussy. Needless to say I have been addicted every since.
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