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i have sat by myself & alone all my life the few times I have let people in my life they took advantage of my supreme vulnerabilities now im a 40 year woman with no experience the only experience I have in life is doing everything alone amazing & shameful Idont qualify for his attention ~ well ~ no point talking to people who if they saw me on a "normal day to day" they wouldnt talk to me ~ because they see two breast online ~ ooohhh that black lady she is so nice nice enough just to fuck over nice enough to<b> piss </font></b>on nice enough to waste her time nice enough to ignore it just hurts lady friends well its safe to say im not insecure as them or dare I admit im so vulnerable id put up with anything ~ as long as im not alone {right} half kil* me I love the attention better than feeling negleted ~ the shame of it ~ hoping I wouldnt spend too much time reflecting ~ hoping I would forget I had no idea noone knows what their fate is ~ im caught in a trap of loyalty & the only way to break this is to die myself & live again in another life time & not this one |
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