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deep down I wish I had someone who loved me or I wish I wasnt exposed to "cruel treatment" & not missed out ~ I wish I actually knew what it was like to have emotional security like trust & that masculine to imput some ladies are blessed to have in life ~ honestly i do hate myself as much as I post i love myself deep down ~ im like I can see the insecurity ~ pretty ugly visible ~ people like the idea of me yet cant handle the reality ~ "all I really want is some comfort & hugs big cock & loyalty ~ but due to my<b> physical </font></b>appearance ~ i cant expect that i have to be greatful if a man even pushes me infront of a truck ~ he signs of love right ~ felt like a touch to me when people ask what am I greatful for ~ all I can say Im greatful for looking after myself ~ buying & living & making it to being the woman I am today its just sad ~ insecurities ~ im 42 now & I still sit alone & cry ~ amazing ~ i call it face hydration i just need a man in my life to match the woman i am today ~ my creativity is here ~ my creativity makes my home look lovely & my style look great my queendom look enchanting & my love feel real im 42 there is a possibility i could live until im 84 ~ January the 1st 2020 was day 1 today is day 57 2020 ~ Michonne alone uk it happens there is always A first day & always a day 57 after the 1st day ~ its horrible knowing knowing the make up of who I am today & the kind moments were so short compared to the horrible moments ~ & that hurts ~ more tears less laughter ~ its sad i dont go out & & the few times id go out ~ was ~ short lived but positive ~ then someone mashed the fuck out of my car so im ~ carless for now ~ so mylife my start to 2020 back online i was going to make an effort to go to Stone Henge ~ if i get a car soon all is possible ~ fingers crossed ~ i stay away from people its sickening knowing that I personally do not qualify ~its too embarrassing for me ~ looking like that orangutan going up the escalators ~ all alone & shit ~ {funny} embrace the monkey thoughts ~ like a boss ~ ahwell ~ i have pretty clothes so many ~ enough to wear something amazing & lovely everyday of the year ~ x look spectacular for no reason other than ~ ahh yeah ~ I say things like ~ what kurt cobain must have said at times ~ " I just said it" at the same time I remember once when i called for help ~ the ambulance crew ~ ill never do that again ~ I just remember his words as he was looking around my home & i just remember his words talking about my shrines ~ all dedicated to whom I love my inner good if live on more day & the other paramedic ~ pulling me saying ~ nope she cant look after herself ~ { gosh } ~ I do sit here at night & I think ~ maybe my lust of life & love is at work & maybe our paths have not crossed yet ~ hold on for one more day          |
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who ever invented Spotify is my best friend ~ https://youtu.be/XQBvMob3YOE one more day
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2/25/2020 9:16 pm |
Hey beautiful, I'd be more than happy to give you some comfort, hugs, my hard cock and loyalty, that's if you like my cock and want it. Please let me know. X
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2/26/2020 11:35 am |
First of all, your beautiful! You glow!! I love it!! You have on your profile your submissive. That’s a word that attracts men who want to over power you and not be your equal. You can be submissive in a loving way. You can be dominant in a loving way. On this site, some men think, we are hoes or hookers. They think we are just here to fuck and suck. They have no idea we want so much more. You are a beauty. Don’t settle to be a fuck me doll. I’d rather be a fuck you kinda girl to get what I want. Life is too short to spend it on an asshole! 💕
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