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Relationship - who want it?
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Relationship - who want it? I recent had boyfriend for about 6 months. We broke up about a month ago. I met him on POF app and I like him immediately. He is handsome French guy, quite funny, confident and cool. Dress well and bit bad boy attitude. I know straight away he is not perfect and Im not 100% his type but I didn’t worry to much. Even on the first few date I can see him look at other girls. But I didn’t mind. Im not traditional girl who want guy 100% monogamous. I don’t trust me to be that either. But honesty is important and I want ME to be main focus. Anyway I like him so willing to try for him. We chatted first couple of dates and I learned he did like monogamous girl, he said he never cheat and expect same from girl. Again I feel this is quite old fashion but I happy to give it a shot. Cause he is attractive to me really to be honest. For the first 3 months Im happy. We fuck a lot. Right from first date I think if I can give him really good fuck he will be happy with me. Even if Im not really his type. He will feel hard to leave me. Looking back Im pathetic. Hate myself for that thinking. From second date we start fucking and we meet 2 to 4 times per week after that. We go to nice place such as restaurant or cinema then back to apartment. He is not most amazing sex but I really like him. He has great body, nice cock, quite big, and he cum lots which really turn me on. I would suck him often. I know he really enjoy it. I do too. I was loved to give pleasure more than receive. And all that cum all over my face and in my mouth, then on my breasts. Such a turn on. I loved seeing how turn on he get watching me drink it down and lick it up off my body and his. I let him do what he want. Fist me. Anal. Fuck my mouth hard with cock. Fuck my pussy hard with vegetable. Im want him happy and Im happy too. Only bad thing, Im frustrated he won’t lick me. He doesn’t like to do. He like to finger me really hard and fast though which I do really like and can make me cum. After 3 months though I feel the passion is starting cooling. We still see each other and have fun. But he doesn’t fuck me so much. He’s happy to just let me suck him while he massage my breast or finger me a little. I enjoy this but I want my pussy properly taken care of. I want his hard cock inside me banging me hard. And if I could wake up one morning with his head between my legs while he suck on my clit Id be very happy girl. I dream of rubbing his handsome face all over my soaking wet pussy while I am cummy. But he never does. I didn’t cum by him for a long time and during masterbation I never think of him any more. Thats the only time I cum. I crave more. We begin to fall out at that time. One day on the busy BTS I can see him constantly looking at a beauty girl. I don’t mind. I like to look too. She is gorgeous. But I want some attention to. Im holding his hand at that time. I try to place it up my dress and onto my pussy. I just want him to rub me over panty a little while we bored and he enjoying that girls looks. But he pulls his hand away. He says to me "you want us arrested"? Im annoyed and tell him to go chat to her. Our trip is ruined after that. At that time Im remembering before I flirt with stranger on BTS and found some of them fondle my ass, breast even pussy at rush hour. I almost cum by this some time. Walked off with my panty soaking. But now my partner won’t do to me. Crazy I know but thats my feeling. For the next month we barely fuck. Even I suck him less though Im so horny all the time. Im bit fed up. Plus I crave risky excitement and new experience. Towards the end, my friend move into my apartment. She has been made homeless by landlord and she has no where to stay. So I let her stay in my small apartment for a while. When my boyfriend here she sleep on sofa. When he is not we sleep in my bed together. She is cutie. Only one year younger than me but look like . Pretty, happy face. Big eyes and cheeks. Always smile. Very short - less than 150cm. Little bit chubby. very big breasts. Actually she is F cup. Rare for Asian girl. Mine are nothing next to her lol. And good shape too. Not sag. I really like to see them and touch them when we are half naked in apartment together. I even massaged her whole body and loved the feeling. She is not into girl though. Unlike me. But she knows I like girl too and doesnt judge me. From moment my boyfriend meet her he can’t keep his eye off her. Particularly her tits. I know he like big breast. He told me so many times. Bigger than mine even. I feel invisible when she is there. And she like him too. She told me so many time how handsome he is. She is bit flirty but I don’t mind too much. Im not possessive. Finally one night we all watch movie together. Im bit tired and grumpy to be honest. So by 10 pm I say Im going to bed. My boyfriend won’t stay the night because he has trip early next day. So Im happy to let them finish movie together and he can leave when he want. I kiss him, stroke his cock a little, wish him a good trip and struggle to bed. My friend is watching everything which I like. I sleep for an hour then wake up because of movie noise. I lie sleepy for 10 mins. Then I decide to see if boyfriend still there. Actually I want his cock to be honest. My bedroom doesn’t have door. Just curtain which can see through. I walk slowly sleepy to the door then look to them through curtain. They are not watching movie. The sofa face my bedroom door. They cant see me cause my room is dark. But I can watch them. My friend is now lying across sofa. She has my boyfriend cock in her mouth. She is sucking him slowly and gently. Her tshirt is pulled up high and her huge tit are popping out below. My boyfriend is enjoy massage them as well as her pussy. Her skirt is pulled up high. Her pink panty is so so wet. My boyfriend play with her pussy and seems she enjoy it. I should be annoyed but I find Im not. Actually I quite enjoy to watch them. I wonder should I try to join them. But actually I don’t want to. And I know my friend won’t like that and I don’t feel I want to reward my boyfriend either. I just stand there watching. He is so hard. So excited. She sucks faster and faster. Her tits bouncing. He is fondling them hard. Then fingering her fast. Finally he cums. Lots even than usual. I can see the surprise on her face. Its all over her face, her hair. In her mouth. On her shirt. He moans and she put the whole head in her mouth. Sucks it slowly. Then moves up and massages it between her breasts. Im impressed by her. I go back to bed but can’t sleep. I play a little. After ten minutes I can hear her moan. I know he must have his cock inside her and pummel her. I have a look again. He is fucking her hard from behind. Skirt pull up over waste and tits bouncing fast. She looking towards my room but she can’t see me in the dark. The fucking continue for about 10 minutes. He bangs her so hard almost like violent. Then stop. He pulls his cock out her then pull her head towards it. He cums in her mouth again. Its running down her chin onto her naked breast. She is a fucked mess. She licks him for a while on knees. He fondles her breast at same time. He’s obsessed by them I know. I return to bed. After 10 minutes my boyfriend leaves and she go to shower. Im wide awake now. I walk to the bathroom and look inside. I want to say something to her. I didnt know what to be honest. But she is fingering herself hard and fast. She didn’t cum i think and needs to now. Her cute chubby ass is sticking out and her breasts bouncing. I watch her cum. Then I go back to bed and ten minute later she climb into beside me. Trying to be so quiet. I turn towards her and cuddle her as I always do. Her big breast so soft and lovely in my hand. I ask her if she enjoyed my boyfriend. She doesn’t reply. She just lie still. Then slowly she strokes my hair. I kiss her breast and put my hand on her hip stroking her. We don’t speak. I can still smell my boyfriend cum on her. Probably still in her hair which she didnt wash. After a while I fall asleep. The next morning shes very upset. Crying. I feel its genuine. I comfort her. I tell her I don’t mind. If she had asked me I would let her do. Its true. Im not possessive. She tells me he touch her often since she moved in. Rub against her breast. Her ass. She liked his attention. Soon she fell for him. Finally on the sofa he start everything. Stroke her leg, then her hair. Then pull her head to his lap. He fondling her breast. Finally he take his cock out and she cant resist it. we cuddle. Her head on my hip. She is shaking. Her tears run to my leg. I want to calm her. Make her feel better. I massage her waist then one her big breast. The other is resting soft on my lap. I know they are sore because I saw them red earlier. My boyfriend fucked her so hard. All I care for is her wellness. Its nice intimate moment between good friend. I feel I love her very much. We stay like this for one hour till she finish cry. No one speak. Later I give her whole body massage cause I know she is sore. She show me her pussy which is so red and swollen. We rub ice on it. By now Im fed up totally with my boyfriend. I feel he is hypocrite. And I wonder how many other girl he fucked. I now crave even more exciting encounter. Its only a matter of time before I seek it and find it. Two weeks later I met my Australian guy (see previous post). Then soon party with his friends. Sixth mouths of frustration are gone by 4 guys in one encounter. I want to tell him but I dare not. Soon after this I break up with him. Better end sooner than later I thought. I am not happy. He seems bit upset but Im not really sure why. I never told him I saw him fuck my friend. He called me only a few times since. Maybe he miss me. Maybe he is horny for my blowjob. I dont know or care. Im horny too but he won’t satisfy that I know now. I now have others who can. Since then Im more happy with my passion life. Much more. I have regular buddies I can trust and rely on. I closer to my Aussie guy now. But def not relationship. I won’t do that again for long time. We meet sometimes one to one. But I also can meet his friends. We had one more group meet party. This time there is another girl. She is amazing. I adore her straight away. We soon meet one to one as well. Next post I will tell you more about her. |
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 great read, sorry to hear about the french boyfriend. Hope we can have our fun sometime soon!
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If we lose pen we can buy new one, bt If we lose pen cap we cant buy new one. thats why I care 4 u Friendship is the best relation than a lover
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love your writing
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No licking for you. Not normal. Reciprocity is essential
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nice real life story...
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Very erotic love you to drink from my cock x
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