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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

If you were still all that I wanted  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
5/24/2016 10:39 pm
If you were still all that I wanted

I have spent more time over the last eight or nine years being hung up on someone who likes me but also didn't want what I wanted. I dated plenty over the years, well, some anyway, but always there was the idea of wanting him. Of waiting for him. Until one day I finally realized he knew how to find me. He could make the first move just as easily as I could. So I gave him the opportunity, and then I walked away. Finally realizing that waiting for him was nothing more than a crutch. As long as I stood there with the door open to him, I could say I was open and looking, but I was really just standing there with an open door to someone who was always walking toward it, but never actually walked through.

It would be so much easier
If I still only wanted you
Even if you continued to hold me at bay
Even if you never wanted me
I'd sit here silently wanting you
In my place
If you were all I dreamed about
These dreams would be sufficient
These lingering desires
Would carry me through
Dark days when all I had was hope
But I want so much more than your offerings
And I need so much more than you're willing
To give
And your indifference has thrusted me
Back into a world of intimate strangers
Of lust and fantasy
Of all that can be seen but still unknown
Life was simpler when all I wanted was you
So much simpler
Quieter
confining
Lonely

gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
5/25/2016 3:57 am

 Thank you!


janslunicko 45M
45 posts
5/25/2016 10:14 am

 sexy poetic, Recite me


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