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Damn it, Jennifer
Damn it, Jennifer I hate myself for feeling this way For wanting you to come back For wasting my time on another pipe dream I should have known better I did know better Indeed I wanted to resist you But you wouldn’t let me And I couldn’t let myself Pretend that I wasn’t drawn to you I couldn’t avoid you if I tried It was a mere few hours of my life So much life lived before And after, too Yet those moments with you play in my mind Like an old favorite song And I hate myself for this feeling of longing Of wanting to see you again And for what I don’t even know Maybe to just create a few more memories To sear in my brain Or maybe to try again to make it matter as much to you as it did to me But here I am again Still thinking of you And hating myself For hoping and wanting and wishing and willing you to come back. |
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You are not alone with these feelings!!!
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2/2/2020 9:36 pm |
I'm always here if you need to use me beautiful. Just let me know x
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Yes, it is a lonely recovery from heartbreak. And one that does not have a predictable course or timeline. That said, my own experience is that harnessing energy and anguish and venting into writing and conversation both eases your mind and puts a wind at your back. Stay strong!
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Yes, it is a lonely recovery from heartbreak. And one that does not have a predictable course or timeline. That said, my own experience is that harnessing energy and anguish and venting into writing and conversation both eases your mind and puts a wind at your back. Stay strong!
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