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Death of a Friend
Death of a Friend A long time family friend passed away yesterday.... Death being an anxiety trigger for me, I've been having some rough moments. My middle is absolutely torn up about his passing, for the past 5 summers he had been helping him with his garden and at the farmer's market each week as a summer job. His loss is already felt. He had been living with lung cancer for the last several years, so his dying was not unexpected. It doesn't really matter, though, whether you know its coming or not.... Because you still feel that loss. A small part of you now feels, empty. I had stopped to pick my up after work yesterday and my ex-husband was gone, the family had called him up to say his last goodbye. So amazingly touching.... The friend had passed, and was on the stretcher to be bagged up and taken away, and the family had requested they wait for my ex-husband to be there, be present, and say his goodbyes. It was my ex-husband who apparently had zipped him up and help place him in the hearse. The finality of it all is overwhelming for me, at the moment. Mr. B is no more.... |
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1/21/2020 1:47 am |
So sorry for your loss...never easy to say goodbye to a family friend
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Do you guys approve the new points system? cause I don't... that's why I leave a comment here, to get points AdultFriendFinder is trying to get out of us for nothing!
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1/17/2020 6:43 pm |
I lost 3 close people to me in the span of a year and a half, and your right, knowing that they are going doesn't make it any easier.
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I am sorry for your loss.
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I'm sorry for your loss. To leave private messages, please use my confidential mailbox at my blog: Good luck!!!
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I can only imagine the pain of your loss... ❤️😔 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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god is not a murderer, yet he is a gardener... He tends a world of roses daily.. when a rose reaches its most perfect stage god picks it to bring home into his house to be with him...
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1 post 1/16/2020 1:42 am |
Very sorry for your loss.
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Its very difficult for those of us left behind. I know all too well...the emotions of it all. As u said...even when one knows...its always hard to process. I am so very sorry that you and yours must go through this, even though its inevitable, it never feels managable. I wish you calmness of spirit~~
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1/16/2020 1:23 am |
Sorry for your loss
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1/15/2020 11:44 pm |
I’m sorry to hear that
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1/15/2020 11:44 pm |
Do you guys approve the new points system? cause I don't... that's why I leave a comment here, to get points AdultFriendFinder is trying to get out of us for nothing!
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Thank you Jack
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I never harp on smoking or my dislike of it..... Be he often stated while he was battling his illness, I just wish I could have quit smoking.
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