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what bs is this  

mysexymonkey 48M
20 posts
5/27/2019 8:25 am
what bs is this

New day, new letter, new thoughts. New step, to our meeting, or not. We still do not know much, we have many questions, and we need time.
But with each letter, we find more answers that will help us understand the truth. Understand what will happen next, in the future.
My dear Ben, I know that you are waiting for my letter. And this time it took me a long time to write you an answer. Because I understand that now ... now everything depends on our words. After all, we learn, understand, understand, feel. And we make our conclusion. As I said, and I say it again, we have a choice. And we have to make it right.
I want my words, and my letters, to make you understand a lot. Learn more about me, my world, my mind, my thoughts. Understand what I want! Understand what I'm ready for the relationship! And what does this relationship mean to me? Why do I need them. And how I see the future together.
Thus, you will learn more, you can imagine more, and think whether you need a woman like me (Smile). And whether we will be comfortable, convenient, well together. You have to think a lot over and over again. And I will not try to build illusions for you, I will not try to force you to make my decision (Smile). Your choice, you must make yourself consciously. You build your future yourself (smile). I only suggest that you make our future together. And to live this life, not alone, but with me.
What can I give ?! (smile). Any man should know the woman with whom he will be together. And so that you know me, I have my traits, my personality qualities that you might like, and not like it. But we both understand that we can only find out when we try to live together.
I like cleanliness. Yes, I can get tired at work, but if it's a mess at home, I won't sit down until I completely bring order. I do not like Wash the dishes. Yes. This is true. Stand at the sink and wash the dishes, I do not like. Although, as I said, I like cleanliness (Smile).
I am true, and I consider treason the most despicable act. As you know, I don’t like it when my man is very<b> drunk </font></b>and he often does that. I confess that there are days, occasions, holidays, when you need to relax. And I myself am not a “saint,” I can also drink, and even grow<b> drunk. </font></b>It is only when there is a big holiday. And on the simple “' gatherings” when they offer to drink even wine, I'd rather drink juice.
If you plan, in the future, that I will stay at home. I can not. I need some work. Or whatever you do. I will go crazy if I spend all day at home. And therefore, if we are together, I will still look for a job, even for half a day.
There are also days when I want to be alone. Yes, once a month, women have the very “red” days. And in my case, the beginning of menstruation 1-2 days, it is better not to disturb me (smile). No no. Do not think that I will throw in (smile). Just in these first days, I would be better off if I spend them in bed. And I think that at this time, you can freely meet with friends, or go about your business.
And I still have a lot to admit, just like you. But these little things, I will not paint. Because they are not so significant.
And I almost forgot! Lying! Whatever happens, my man should always tell me the truth. Only in some cases, when this does not apply to our relationship, you can not tell me anything, or lie. But if it concerns you, me, and our relationship, I need to know. Whatever truth is, only truth!
I say this to everyone, because I want us to think it over well. You all thought well. And I realized that I was not trying to impose. I'm not trying to make you fall in love with me. I like everyone, I have my own "pros" and "cons." I'm just trying to show you, make it clear to you who I am. What kind of person I am, what kind of woman I am, what kind of person I am. And I want you to understand, again and again, that I am not playing with you. I don't want to hurt you. And I want the same as you, not to be alone, not to be lonely.
That I like all others have weaknesses. But unlike many women, my life made me "strong." And "direct." And as I have already said, and again I will say, I will not give you false promises, or to say that everything will be fine with us when we are together. I will say again that neither you nor I know how everything will be with us. And many answers to our questions, we only get when we are together. And try to live together.
I admit, I do not deny that everything can be really just wonderful. We will understand each other and not make mistakes that we have acquired with the experience of relations in the past. And thus our relationship will be ... good. And maybe even perfect. But I also do not deny that there will be difficulties. And again, I say that everything can be solved, all problems, and all difficulties. Together!
I'm great. Many thoughts in my head that I would like to discuss with you. Just trying to gain your trust. And trying to show you not only the "strong" side of mine. But the fact that I, like everyone else, have "weaknesses", fears. And of course, I, like all women, dream of having a good, caring man with me. Understanding and true. And with such a man, I will be happy. And I will do everything so that he would be happy next to me. And I will make my man happy every day, only from the thoughts that I have in my life.
Admit it, what I read in your letters. I understand you. I understand that you, like me, need this relationship. Because you're tired, it's hard for you to be alone. And you dream to love again, to smile again, to have those feelings, emotions that were in us, in our hearts, in those very happy moments when we were not alone. And believe, it allows me to understand that you are a good man. And if we fail, I’ll be sorry. Because I think that with such as you, many women would be happy! And most importantly, they would have known true feelings of love and care.
And yet, I hope, I believe that we will succeed. We will meet, we will learn more about each other, and we will understand that together we will be fine. That together we can live our future life. And I do not promise, I just want to believe it.
You yourself understand that now, everything depends on you Ben. Admit it. Those more, I have already said that if you believe me, in my words, and entrust me with your , I will fly to you. And this is exactly what you lack. Trust! And I hope that it appears with each of my letters. Because you read, understand, and feel everything that I feel, understand me. And now you are making your choice, making your decision.
I know that we can not hurry. But you, I, both also know that the time we spend on letters will not fully understand us much. No matter how hard we try, no matter how long we write letters, we will understand a lot only when we are together. The first meeting at the airport, the first conversation. First kiss. Stroll. The first breakfast together. We will understand a lot only when we are together. And you do not need to spend months, weeks, on letters. Or am I not right?
Letters are only the “bridge” that allowed us to meet. See only a part of us, our thoughts! They made it clear what we are looking for and what we need. And everything else ... everything else is just a meeting (Smile). And I think that next week, if you are ready, we could discuss everything. Or not? Or we can discuss everything right now! But please, think everything over well again, because if you decide, send me , I will fly to you! And you have to meet me at the airport (Smile).
I hope that you will not get tired of reading my letter. Frankly, I would have written more. But I think that in a letter you can convey words, but emotions, feelings ... they are difficult to express in words. They should be tested only when we are together, near.
And I will try to you. Can I have it today ?! I will not promise, but I will try. I want you to hear me and my voice. And I understood ... I would understand still not much more about me (Smile).
Hug, kiss.


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