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she told there time for sex bs scam crap I wanted start this letter with my interesting remark that I made for myself. You know, Ben, I really think that it is becoming a really good tradition come the Internet cafe and see your letters. When I receive your letters and read them, it shows that you are interested in communicating with and developing our relations. This is very important for , because it gives strength and desire continue write you capital letters and describe you everything that I feel and thin Thus, you will have the most faithful and detailed understanding of , my nature and character. And also from your letters I begin recognize you better. Details of your past and present life, your opinion on various topics, your thoughts ... And I hope that all this will continue in the same spirit. There are no major changes or events in recent days in my current life. Everything is good, home, work, a rare meeting with friends. At work, I had no interesting situations. The weather is almost the same as all the last days. As I already told you in my last letter, I want to devote this letter to explaining why I am alone here and do not see a happy future for myself here. As you already know, I live in a Muslim country. And the influence of religion is very strong here. As I said, since childhood I suffered from this. When I gained independence from my father and began an independent life, it was like a breath of fresh air for me. I started a whole new life. I took responsibility for all my actions, no one could limit me. And, of course, for me it was completely new for me to build my personal life and make important decisions. This was the time when a man appeared in my life. He was 15 years older than me, but that didn’t scare me. As you already know, for me the age difference never matters. This man was very gallant, he gave me flowers, he made beautiful courtship, and I fell in love very quickly. It was a very beautiful and romantic start to the relationship. It was also my first relationship. And all this was very bright and emotional. At first we met several times a week in the evenings. We went to the movies, cafes and just walked along the street. There were a lot of conversations, dreams and plans. All this lasted about 3 months. According to him, he had already planned our<b> wedding </font></b>and wanted us to have sex. At that moment I was a virgin ... a naive virgin in love. And I agreed without hesitation. After that, our relationship became even closer. But our meetings did not become more frequent. I do not understand why this is so? He also spoke beautifully about our upcoming marriage, life together, ... Another 6 months passed. Then I began to ask him direct questions regarding his<b> wedding </font></b>and future life. But every time he said that now was not the time. That he had a lot of work and we had to wait a bit. I waited another 3 months, and then accidentally found out that all this time he was married. This was told to me by one of my friends who knew his wife. It was a complete shock for me and a lot of stress. I cried all day, I could not believe it. And the next day he came and saw me in such a mood. I did not hide the fact that I know the truth. I did not demand that he divorced and come to me. I just asked him to say if he loves me and wants to have a future with me? He answered my question very restrained and without emotion. He said: “I am glad that you all learned yourself and understood that I am not going to leave my family and , because in this case it is necessary to share all the property and lose a lot. If you are not satisfied with the relationships that we have now, it would be better to break them off forever. ” After these words, I threw him out and asked him to never appear in my life again. After that, I had a severe depression that lasted about 4 months. I could not work normally, eat and sleep. It was my first, only and most unsuccessful experience of love. And the most interesting thing happened after 6 months. This man was trying to reappear in my life. He knelt down, asked for forgiveness and said that his wife went home and left without a cent. That he had nowhere to live, and he only now realized that I was fine, and how much he loved me and wanted me to return. I silently listened to him and told him to disappear from my life forever and close the door. Perhaps a lot can be forgiven in this world. But for myself, I definitely decided that I could never forgive the betrayal of a loved one. Because it is the most painful, most vile and vile event. Several years have passed since then. Many locals tried to show me a sign of attention, care for me, but I always refused them. Because before my eyes, these negative emotions were still strong. I could not trust a single person again. I could not have anyone close to me. At the same time, I knew that because of my religion and the fact that I was no longer a virgin, there was very little chance that some of the men would agree to have a serious relationship with me and start a family. Because such traditions exist in my country. The girl must be a virgin before the<b> wedding. </font></b>And only after so many years I decided to try my luck again and try to find a soul mate. But I clearly decided that this should be a person from another country, another culture and other principles. So I turned to the international dating agency, where they gave me your email. I really don't know what we will have in the end. But at the moment I am very glad that you have entered my life and we have a chat. I hope I didn’t bore you too much with my life story, and were you interested in reading it? I understand that you can consider my behavior and my abstinence from communicating with men stupid for many years. I am just very emotional, sensual, and it took me so long to forget this pain. I am sure that you have different situations in your life with a woman, as well as the opportunity to experience frustration sometimes. I want to tell you that I am always ready to listen to you and see if you have a desire to share your sad experience with me. I do not insist and do not ask, but I would be very interested to know a little about your past. Maybe this will help me in the future. And, of course, that way I can get to know you better. But in any case, I leave it up to you. For my part, I promise to do everything so that my next letter is not as sad as this letter (smiles). Our life does not always consist of bright and happy moments. This life is difficult, and sometimes there is pain, suffering and sad experience. I think this is really necessary. Because otherwise we would not have learned to appreciate simple things. To find joy in this life, some small, almost imperceptible events or things. The tragic events that awaken our feelings remind us that we are all people and that we are able to feel, empathize and cope with any misfortune. I think you will agree with me on this. Now I have a clear idea of what kind of man I need in this life. And I think that this is not something special or supernatural. I need a man with whom I can talk on absolutely any topic. Who can listen to me, understand and support me. A man who keeps his word, who never gives up and never betrays. A man who will love me, and I feel it every day. With such a person, I am ready to spend the rest of my life! And I will make such a person the happiest. I will give myself completely to him. My heart, my soul, my body. I will always be there at all times. I will always support and never leave such a person in trouble. Today my letter is without a photo, I will send you a photo tomorrow. On this I will end my letter. And as always, I will wait for your reply and wish you success in all your affairs and plans. Your friend xxxxx  |
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