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Meanwhile, Back At The Ranch ..... part 1 of 3  

tomboytgirl68 55T
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1/9/2020 7:14 pm
Meanwhile, Back At The Ranch ..... part 1 of 3


. Yes, I'm back , never left, but far far away. So, where were we? Yes again, that Sunday morning at Rita's studio ... almost, but no, not the babydoll pj's ... rather, tasteful makeup, etc and teal flannel shirt, black choker & hi-cut panties and heels, a bit of bling and a smile, right? And, of course, Rita escorting me down, "... meet the gang ..." and strike a pose, right?

This is the ... just before any meet and greet, that general lack of self conscious would morph into my PTSD of porn. It was personal, much more extensively poignant than giving that book report in 5th grade or a speech in college. However, both Speech 201 and stuff like this now pending meet and greet were prerequisites for "graduations" of sort, hidden rewards, right?

Anyway, it was now "show time" and what I finally realized was that "the audience" simply wanted to be there, wanted whatever. Anyway, I did graduate and did somewhat overcome my shyness just before preforming, etc. Apparently, Rita and her gang enjoyed "personal photography" so they are, or will be having fun ... I started feel a little flirty again and kinda excited. I had my old photographer for a long time ... now I was about to start decorating my new portfolio. So with more confidence, it was down the stairs and around the corner and up to Rita had paused to unlock the heavy door to her studio and then letting her hold it open for me so I could step and through to what I wanted to ... enjoy ... that I pretty much had before ... you know, some degree of<b> bare ... </font></b>revealing and being, guided, directed through attaining attractive presentations and realizing all eyes on me and all of it garnished with positive commentary ... entice towards wanton expression ...me for the while, perhaps just an object, but a pretty object ..... cause they will say i am .... so through the portal, down the rabbit hole .. remember the smile now and then just a hint of a confident, almost arrogant, stride ... but they wont even notice that ... you are there to<b> bare </font></b>everything, even your soul and they, plus others eventually viewing the product, are hopefully admiring you for it all.

And personally for me ... no, it doesn't seem cheap or shallow at the time or ever ... it's like getting on a carnival ride ... I know, and have always known that somewhere that is wrong, I guess, but other than the argument of harming myself .... and that/this is my decision. So, even if I would deny saying or thinking this of course tiny egotistical shallow concept ... on with the show! and, in a way, I almost need it ...
xox Kaycee.

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