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Meanwhile, Back At The Ranch ..... part 2 of 3  

tomboytgirl68 55T
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2/16/2020 1:43 pm
Meanwhile, Back At The Ranch ..... part 2 of 3


Hi. Below and probably following is third revision of "part 2", which I sorta apologized already in the "intermission" previously ... you know, warning concerning digression, etc. ... I mean, it has now taken me a couple of entries just to get through that big heavy door! But, me, it was sorta like crossing a line ... out of comfort zone, way out of comfort zone as it turned out. But with stuff like that, if one is lucky, the result can be positive ... always another step away from innocence but also ignorance or from; "hey, let's do that again" to, "never again" ... right?

Well, to begin, I'm right at that big heavy door, (also, the boundary of comfort zone), that Rita is holding open for me ... and on the other side ... a photo shoot that was going to be very different ... not at all like the professional, but asexual, Larry or a remembrance between lovers, etc. but before strangers with unknown motives. Rita had unlocked "the bank vault" or "the cell door" and I was to step through ... somewhat decorated to draw attention and to "meet the gang" ..... no, perhaps more accurately, step past the door which had a stage that I would mount so "the gang" could see just what was on the menu for the day.

Yah ... not too poised right then, not at all. Admittedly, I had "posed" a little before other than 'Larry', but, as I said, this shoot was going to be different ... perhaps a half dozen "strangers" of which perhaps not one were really "interested" in me ... other than just a consequence of their job. As this was "the holiday season", I later noted my feelings at that moment, when on the threshold, was perhaps like being "the Xmas Turkey"... plucked, stuffed and knocking on the oven door! Perhaps those inside were just waiting to consume me, digest me ... and the result will be either good or bad ... or perhaps worst of all ... indifferent. Yes, they will probably exude a degree of professional decorum ... but when it will be "lights, camera, action", I will be trying to enter that zone ... with some honesty ... emit, emulate, exude, radiate ... personal emotions of a degree of sensuality with perhaps thoughts to feel like being defiant to submissive, seasoned with a bit of warmth or aloofness, effervescence, or introspection, etc, ... all those subtle nuences ..... you know what I mean. Annnnd, all of that while trying to maintain an attractive<b> physical </font></b>presentation ... Which at best, might overshadow all the drama that I am or am being directed to be .... emoting. (How about a break ... me too)
xox Kaycee.

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