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tomboytgirl68 55T
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3/5/2020 10:29 pm
Amazing


Well, perhaps only "amazing" to me.

You know, I began this blog with diary entries when I was 13 years old until almost present currently and most of it not covered yet in almost 4 decades of life span.At the beginning I have lots of entries, but a good portion not usable as emotions/feelings but not about why and no memories to explain. Then, it seems with beginning HS, still drama/angst, etc. but pretty easy to understand the why of it all ... and hope that continues, and it should.

Then there was my decision to stop covering when I was still in school and leap to about 8 months ago or July as my diary notes after July were somewhat ambiguous but my memories were still able to fill in the blanks and to start with just a month ago as not much at all in my diary except emotion/feelings noted but lots going on also ... sounds like 13 again, LOL.

Anyway, so the idea was that my diary entries for these last 8 months were mostly emotions or feelings so somewhat ambiguous, and covered them here now, I would still be able to remember most of what happened since and especially the last couple of weeks.

Also, far as my blog entries are concerned ..... I am much more candid now ... seems like much less inhibited or even trying to govern myself or rather my postings with much propriety at all. And, although just a little bit of a surprise to me ... it just doesn't seem to be a concern of mine anymore with my blog as to being "proper", or even popular in the sense of what I say or do is going to be well<b> received </font></b>by "the majority".

I do not mean to be rude in saying all that. I guess that sure, others may or will not agree with me or approve of me, but who, including myself, does not or can not respect me for being candid? And that thought is quite candid in itself I guess, at least for me. Anyway .....

So, where am I going with all this? Well, with the earlier stuff, my blog entries are like narrations of my original diary entries, whereas, my last few postings are like entries in my early diaries ... have become my diary. And finally, they have been so prolific lately cause even though they are based or initiated using only a relative minimal amount of original diary notations, I can remember lots more of the details ... can fill in the blanks.

Ok, so what you say? Well, that means that even when I jump back to 8 months ago or July, my blog entries are going to be much easier and just as accurate and with more info than when I started this blog and even going back to where I left off originally to do these last 8 months ill go more smoothly.

One more thing, for anyone following all this, I hope I have been clear as to why I had to jump around a little with the sequence of events. I have to admit that I did it mostly for me so someday when I come back to read it again, I will be able to understand it all, the sequence of events and what has happened.

In a way though, especially with these last 8 months, thinking about it all, these blog entries will sorta become my diary, especially during this period.

So just what does that mean for anyone else besides yourself you say? Well, for starters, I will then get my posting done a bit sooner and that means I will have time to blitz both "Survivor" and "The L Word series! of course ... and that is going to be ..... amazing.
xox Kaycee.

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