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Head over Feet  

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7/11/2021 5:24 pm
Head over Feet


This one is long over due and actually the first time I wrote this blog I hit a button and lost it and I was pissed. Everything happens for a reason, right?

L had been working on getting his backyard oasis ready for summer time. New patio furniture, pool chairs and the outdoor grilling area. Of course I helped him pick out and put together all of it. Nothing will test your Jesus like putting together patio furniture. I even talked him into making the lights and tv “smart”. Alexa, dim the lights! He loves it now. Everything was coming together nicely and we both were feeling proud of ourselves and couldn’t wait for the weather to get warm enough to swim.

Work was running like a well oiled machine, my were finishing up in school and my home life wasn’t to shabby either. For the first time in years I felt like I had my shit together. Then I got a call and I needed to go out of town and handle some business. When I told L about what was going on he said he’d go with me. I assured him I was big girl and could take care of myself. It wasn’t about not being about to handle shit on my own, I didn’t need to go alone and he was going.

L doesn’t do hotels so he found a airbnb close to where I needed to be. I followed him down there and we went and got some groceries and made ourselves at home. He was gonna work from his computer while I was out handling what I needed to tend to. He’d be there if I needed anything. The first couple of days for me was just whole lotta sitting and praying. As the week went on I was feeling hopeful and that everything would be ok. I wasn’t sure how long I was gonna have to stay but L was there as long as I needed to be. We went home for the weekend and went back on Monday.

Things were looking positive and I felt like everything was going to be ok, that’s when shit hit the fan and it felt like my soul had been ripped out of me. I was completely lost and felt defeated. It was around lunchtime when I returned to the Airbnb where L had found a keyboard and was just messing around on it. When he noticed I was there in tears explaining what happened he said, “This is why I’m here.”

I started to pack up my things and he said let’s just stay one more night. I had so many thoughts going to through my head. I just really wanted to go home. He said if that’s what you want to do but he really didn’t want me to drive so he was trying to figure out how to drive my car back and have someone bring him back to get his car. That was too much so I agreed to stay.

He ran me a hot bath and poured me a glass of Jack Daniels. While I was trying to relax he was playing the key board again. The one thing that really bonds us together is our love for music. We both come from musical families and often play name that tune while hanging out. We usually spend Thursdays together so we can watch beat Shazam. We’d totally win the million bucks. Since losing his brother he really hasn’t played any instrument. That was their thing to get together and jam. They both were talented.

I got done<b> soaking </font></b>in the tub and had a buzz going and was feeling a little better. We cooked dinner and the conversation over dinner was him telling me that no one should go through what I was going through and he was glad he could just be there. I told him I wasn’t sure how I was going to ever repay him. He told me I already had, that because of me he was able to play an instrument again. He was glad to have someone who loves music just as much as him.

After we cleaned up dinner he sat at the keyboard and played Drake White’s Makin’ me look good again. It took me back to when I heard his brother sing nutshell, the conviction in his voice that night pulled everything together for me. He sings all the time around me but not like he did that night. I also became a groupie that night and had the best sex I’ve ever had.

The next morning I woke up to the smell of breakfast cooking and a beautifully written card. We returned home and everything has returned to normal. I can finally breathe again and know that everything is going to be ok. I wish everyone had an L, you can’t have mine! Y’all already know I don’t share. But that is a FRIEND with benefits!

SC- alanis morissett

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