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Me and the Boys Part 1
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Me and the Boys Part 1 So, I started writing these pieces try and make some sense of my recent sexual encounters while giving credence as where I need go from here. Is/was of this real? No, but any and of the sex acts included here are things that I would love either do or do again...,.,It doesn’t matter, I am open, ready and waiting for each and every one of these things happen, complete ! The first sections were brought on by a Mentor. He taught me to open my mouth wide and to spread my legs and ass for him, and, as it turns out, a couple of other MEN. We have since had a parting of the ways....not sure why, but the following occurred on a Friday afternoon and evening! I had met Ronnie at a coffee bar in Waynesboro.....we talked for a couple of hours and he invited me over to his place that evening...... Yes, we talked SEX quite a bit, after he brought up the topic and made it clear that he meant MAN on MAN SEX. I joked that I have searched LONG and HARD for MEN with those specific attributes. Then I shared expansively, maybe too expansively, about my bisexuality, my very submissive bent, where I’d been and done so far and where I wanted things to go....more boundaries to be shed of....taboos to be broken. My stories about my mentor and his using me variously, and the double teaming incident got his attention and seemed to perk him up. Maybe I over shared, but I just could not shut up. I confessed to being an unrepentant sub, oral, bottom....and further going into my growing fondness for restrains, my desire for multiple MEN, seeking to be totally used up by them, giving them my mouth and ass and the rest of me for their pleasure and entertainment! I don’t know that I’ve ever, ever, been this frank about my SEX/BODY/MIND connection. Thankfully, Ronnie was not shocked at all and came back with a lot of his own SEXUAL story, but mostly about his experiences as a TOP, a DOM/TOP at that. Describing acts he committed and ones he demanded be done..... on subs. He loves to FUCK and USE subs...my ears certainly perked up at that....and He touched on the feelings of POWER over another being....ultimate POWER over the sub. He matches his /Yang/ALPHA/DOM/TOP to my FEMALE/Yin/OMEGA/sub/BOTTOM subs are only there to Serve....to open their mouths and spread their legs for the DOM/TOP, to serve his needs until he CUMS....that this is the biggest honor a sub can have...to perform adequately enough for a DOM so he will shoot his CUM inside the sub!!! This was all new data for me and I was completely entranced by his descriptions. At the end of that pleasant afternoon meeting I felt excited. I actually have a wonderful date with a MAN. A real live, HOMOSEXUAL was and BIG and TALL and HUNKY and seemed like me. That switch had clicked the moment he said my two favorite words......DOM/TOP! While we were just checking things out, my brain was working overtime....what does he think of me, does he like me, am I his type, and.....the most important of all....Does He a want to FUCK ME? I mean he was good looking and enough that is he could ask me strip and spread right there and I would consider it briefly before shucking my clothes off! Anyhow, we get up and go out our cars. He’s right behind me, really in my space, I can feel and smell him....and makes a joke about it......that if he were any closer his dick would be in my ass. WOOOOHOOO! He looks around, no one, no cars, he pulls me close and kisses me, HARD, full in tongue, I’m sucking on it, hands are traveling....Enough!!!! We unclench. He gives me his address, in ink, on my hand. He says, Be at my place at about 8 pm. Then, his last words....whispered in my ear....You know, I think your search for LONG and HARD is over.. He smiles, gets in his car, waves and leaves! Quite a turn of events, I’m a bit awestruck by it all, head spinning. I do know where I’ll be at 8 pm though.....Try and stop me...... So, it’s 7:50pm. I’m in the car going over Afton to Waynesboro. Nervous as a cat....showered, shaved....figuring that SEX will pretty much on the agenda..... Especially, after Ronnie’s closing remark. Like other times, I have these competing and compelling urges.... desire, angst, resignation, fear, anticipation....all melded together in a soup of insecurity. His house is off towards Lyndhurst, away from downtown...woodsy, off the road, long driveway..... I pull up to the house, nice and well kept. I notice that there are 4 cars there...Ronnie’s and 3 others..... I’m out of the car like a shot and up to his door....knock and hear a.....Come on in!!!! I am so there, in the moment, I’m through the door and I stop in my tracks....All I can see is Ronnie BUTT.....magnificent, tight, hard Ronnie BUTT. He just drops his towel and there it is..... Ronnie is 57, tall...6’2”ish and probably 200lbs. Hard bodied from years of gym workouts.... So there’s this BUTT hanging out, and he laughs, he Knows, knows what I’ve been thinking, the fear balanced with resignation, knows that as of now I couldn’t and wouldn’t leave here without HIM totally sated....He laughs again, still facing away and says...Your Long and Hard Quest is over.....He turns and there is a full 8” at least, of semi-erect Ronnie COCK! My mouth drops and he chuckles....Yeah, I thought this might get your attention....BUT also, Here’s my crew....and the occupants of the 3 other cars come in the room....Big, Beefy, Strong, Husky MEN.... They move with that assured swagger of big men, they too are only in towels and I can see by the bulges that none get complaints about PENIS size! Ronnie laughs and says, You mean I didn’t tell you that I have an organized GANG BANG CREW??? Meet Paul, Robby and Jake.....with that they drop their towels..... I thought we could nudge you a little bit further towards expanding some boundaries......I’m there aghast and agape.....there’s gotta be 30 inches of COCK in front of me....and they are not yet fully engorged.....FUCK FUCK FUK FU FfffffffffAAggghhhh...Ron has grabbed me pushed me into my knees and stuffed his COCK in my mouth, both hands on the back of my head pushing in while thrusting...AAahhGgHaaguuufg. I hear him say....Guys, remember, He wants to be RESTRAINED....go for it, Wrists to Ankles, Tight!!! In fact, make him do it. Make him put the belts on himself and tie himself tight!!!!! Ronnie’s attitude has done a 180. He is now a forceful DOM/TOP. No more quiet, subdued, laid back Ronnie!!!! He says, get my fucking cock back in your mouth and don’t take it out....ever.,,and when I do that, he’s got the back of my head in both hands, pulling me in, impaling my fucking head on his huge, hard, hot fucking cock! I know what he wants, but I’m not sure it can even happen. He wants his whole fucking cock in my mouth and down my throat. 8 fucking inches of hard cock.....insistently seeking out my Throat!! The other are just watching and laugh at Ronnie and . Listening gag and have Rs COCK forced into further and further is getting them excited. One of them pulls my face and spits in my face. It just sits there my face and Ronnie pulls back, back being face fucked! I did as best I could with the restraints, and then they took over I’m sitting my knees with my wrists tightly bound my ankles. I’m sitting , my back is arched and Ronnie is relentless and trying get his entire cock down into my fucking throat!!!! I am not been able to give this other guys much attention. I see that they are big, hard men. They are much like Ronnie in build and as they have dropped their towels I see that they are much like Ronnie in the HORSECOCK dimensions of their PENISES!!! They are taking turns pressing my head down on Rs COCK....GAG, GAG....and touching and rubbing me over. I am spread open for them see and touch.....They spit , slap my face and ass and FAGGOT, COCKSUCKER, CUM RAG..... Am I in my element, fulfilling my greatest desire or Am I simply going be totally PLUNDERED, repeatedly ASS FUCKED and made to SUCK these MEN? They are almost tender in touching me....between my ASS CHEEKS....they touch my ANUS....no penetration YET, just touching and pushing in on it, almost willing for it to open and spread, It is the portal....that will soon be housing one of their COCKS, and then another, and another and another!!!! Right now it’s not just FEAR, the fear of getting what I wanted for so long and HATING IT, or liking it, loving it, and needing it and wanting it over and over. The huge discrepancies and contradictions are playing in my head! How can I want this? NO, I don’t like this! I do not like this at !! This GANG BANG...MEN making me suck and fucking, me, I AM the the receptacle, they are just getting started. I feel the resignation deeply..... I could not stop this even if I wanted it to, NO SAFE WORD, THAT WAS THE DEAL....until the last of them shoots their sticky load inside me!!!!!! But, I am ready, as ready as I have ever been, ready take one of these huge hard cocks IN MY ASS, ready arch my back and take it...TAKE IT IN THE ASS like a good sub! R has allowed me come for air...I can breathe freely with no COCK in my mouth.....they pick , like a toy and put directly in front of a big stuffed chair. My head barely comes the cushion, I can rest my forehead on it but it strains my neck.... my head wants be down towards the floor..... My head is yanked back as R sits, and lets it fall back to the floor.....COCK, HARD, Unrelenting is forced in my mouth as my head is pulled back OPEN, COCK HITS BACK OF, BEGINNING OF THROAT......GAG.....GAG! R says....you will either take MY WHOLE COCK this way or we will put you upside down here for your own special ORAL GANG BANG before we start your ASS! We may do it later anyhow for round 2.....You need take a loan of CUM from each of us....in your mouth AND your ASS....This is TRUE motivation for .... I have written before about being put upside down in a chair and tied in place....strapped...restrained by reins, looped around my wrists, then pulled around the sides of the chair and then underneath, out the back and up, and tied around my ankles....stretched and tied<b> tight....</font></b>For IMMOBILE TIGHT...HEADFUCKING.....Head Down, right in position for a MAN with a HUGE COCK be able STUFF it into my mouth and right into my THROAT....8 fucking inches of hardness, totally unprotected, nothing to stop the ORAL Madness in my throat....it’s a straight shot all the way in...would they really do that to ? Magic 8 Ball says Definitely Yes.....ANXIETY, you bet! These 3 continue their probing my body, humiliating with their touch, their insults and their spit... given freely...I’m really sweating and the spit is mixing in and making slick/slimy. They have still not penetrated my ANUS.....AAAHHHHaahhGggaaa... A lubed finger, a big finger just rudely pushed it’s way through my ANUS.... through that muscular ring, the last defense against being ASS FUCKED, SODOMIZED, the victim of ANAL ....I know those terms, but still, I want it, I want COCK, I want Big Hard Cock in my ass, in and out, FUCKING , going for balls deep!!!! That finger, now two, are deep in , his palm slaps against my ass. Getting ready take his COCK inside ....doing something that MEN are not supposed do...Again, I am ashamed some level but also revel in the fact that these MEN really want FUCK ! Fingers pulled out, I tense and there, there is the lubed HEAD OF HIS COCK pushing against my ANUS!!!!!! All at once this SEXUAL ONSLAUGHT stops. As if on cue, Rs COCK comes out of my mouth and the COCK, lubed and ready to make the dreaded pillaging inroads my ASS is gone.... I feel cheated and relieved at the same time! What??? I am totally unfulfilled as are my team of Hard Cocked MEN, still set on continuing MY ORAL and ANAL PENETRATION... That’s what it really is...I have not vocalized the NO, NOOO, STOP....but I certainly have thought it, along with....PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT STOP!!!! FUCK ME, MAKE ME TAKE YOUR COCKS, FUCK ME, FUCK MY MOUTH, FUCK MY THROAT AND FUCK MY ASS!!!! But it is against my wishes...of my body, my boundaries, my morals, every last shred of dignity....all are being taken!!! So, I have SUCKED Ronnie and almost been FUCKED..,.but here comes the last bit. The last bit of total submission, exposure and humiliation! They bring this ancient, restored pommel, ....piece of GYM equipment and place it in the center of the room. This, along with a video camera on a tripod! I’m thrown a towel and am told to wipe off the sweat and spit...,God, I can smell the SEX on this towel.... the entire room vibrates from the scent of MEN...MAN hormones, semen, sweat, adrenaline, fear....What a total turn-on!!! The guys have donned masks, but not one for me, I see. I’m to be exposed for what I am.... R is at the camera, audio looks to be a part of this too! He starts the camera and says....OK Guys, grab an arm or leg and strap him down tight, we don’t want to give our little CUMRAG any options or excuses...No performance anxiety allowed here....!!!R has handed out 2 wide black leather straps to each. The first ones go around my ankles and my wrists, they hook onto the legs and are held in place once the legs are extended a little....then, my arms and thighs are strapped with a second strap......tight, really tightly! One more restraint to go......about 4 feet of black leather lays on my back and is pulled down and around me and the and finally buckled behind my back! I am truly a sub, and have been put in the most submissive of positions in a room with 4 DOM TOPS...They are intent on continuing TO USE ME until they shoot their HOT MAN liquids, their LOADS OF HOT STRINGY FUCKING CUM into my body! AND, there will be a video recording FUCK, FUCK FUCK FUCK........I’m scared, I hate this, but I love this, I want it all so bad....get me the FUCK away from these maniacs, PLEASE, PLEASE TAKE ME, USE ME, FUCK ME, Use my mouth.....CUMMMM...I WANT YOUR CUMMMM IN ME, IN MY MOUTH, MAKE ME SWALLOW IT...IN MY ASS, MAKE ME YOUR CUMPIG!!! This dichotomy..... yes/no black/white good/bad in/out COCK/cunt DOM/sub TOP/bottom /female..... Through the SEX induced HAZE I think I see what’s been going on and where this is going...like it or not.....the idea was get me all wound sucking Rs cock and someone playing with my Ass, loosening my asshole. Well, I was ready take these four guys, BUT they have changed the rules substantially. I am tied here, I am totally strapped down...RESTRAINED, I can barely move my head, not really able to bring it see anything, I can barely arch my back. I am powerless, I am exactly where I told Ronnie I wanted it to . FEAR, shit yeah! I’m scared, I’m sweating, again, I’m anxious, anticipating. SEX with my MOUTH and ASS...,From 4 of the largest COCKS I have ever seen close! Being wielded by four large, unforgiving, dominant men. There is also the psychological and emotional battery from the humiliation and powerlessness! From being slapped and spit on!!!! It has probably taken about 10 seconds for these thoughts transpire. Along with them, comes the stunning realization that SOMEHOW I was must have been asking Ronnie do this , set this scene during our conversations this afternoon. He heard the desire in my voice, the desire be used, be fucked, be tied down, and the need suck cock! The desire for humiliation! I could only think of words as being appropriate right now, BRING IT , BRING IT THE FUCK !! The mind is ready!!! My body will have follow!!! GOD, am I ready for like 30 INCHES OF COCK....that could be INCHES AT ONCE if two guys went balls deep at the same time and held it!!!!! FUCK,     |
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