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Another reason it just doesn't work.  

Toriamanda69 58T
6 posts
8/27/2020 3:00 am
Another reason it just doesn't work.


I left a life of so I could regain respect for myself. Unfortunately, I've found the dating sites, regardless what company puts them , are going consider , as nothing but a<b> fetish </font></b>oddity.

I live in a society that took my ability to support myself away, by telling I was no longer welcome in my employment field, due the fact a prejudice population will boycott their businesses.

I am in a corner with insurance companies, rather than approving the cosmetic issues that. Might actually change my life, but do nothing but install roadblocks make sure they are completely unattainable.

I make enough survive, barely, but not thrive and attain real goals. So I search for a potential partner in life change that. I come in with the knowledge of exactly what I'm looking for. Then I find it doesn't exist. My only offers on any sites are causal sex.

Well I've had the sex I really need in this life. Sex is not my motivator. The ability to prosper through partnership is. I don't want or need a ring. Alas I must be too old and ugly now for that to happen.

The way I see what's being offered to any and dating sites is men gaining control be able participate in sex with no skin in the game. Treating women like sex workers they don't have to compensate.

As I'll never prosper, and just passing my 55th birthday I know for a fact there will not be a 56th. There is no reason suffer in loneliness and an hour of dick here or there only worsens the feelings of abandonment.

We will not see me on camera anymore. I won't be in the rooms. I will stop in a couple of times a week and see how unpopular I really am. It's not worth the heartbreak investing time.

I will not be used like a sex toy. I was worth far more than that at one time.

Toriamanda69 58T

8/27/2020 8:25 am

“She was completely alone in the world. There was no one at all for her. No one in the world who cared whether she lived or died. Sometimes the horror of that thought threatened to overwhelm her and plunge her down into a bottomless darkness from which there would be no return. If no one in the entire world cared about you, did you really exist at all?” -Cassandra Clare


lindoboy100 61M
23969 posts
8/31/2020 3:36 pm

Goodness m'dear, that's a difficult read. I'm sorry you've had such a difficult time. I don't think many people can begin to imagine the adversity you've faced and overcome. Please hold on to that, because it's what makes you the person you are. Many people, myself included, would never have come so far as you have.

Keep the faith in your strength and progress, I appreciate that you are not as far along as you would like but it seems that you have gone a long way already.......

And always remember that although this weird and wonderful forum on a.f.f is often flawed, many come here to share and find relief and strength from it.

Good luck to you, and all the very best from scotland.


Toriamanda69 58T

9/13/2020 7:57 am

Other sites want the scammers and use them to make people think they are getting allot of attention. I come here as I've only had a couple here over the years. That said, I get no attention here. I have no purpose in life and nobody willing to give me purpose. The men on here view the site as an alternative to prostitution. They love it cause they don't have to pay for sex here, or so they think.

I am too old and ugly to be of any real interest to anybody. I can't work due to society being a bunch of bitches that think my presence is a negative thing to customers and co workers, who are allowed to stand in judgement while I am not allowed to live a productive and fulfilling life.

I have thus, made my plans. If I had a partner in life, to stand beside me in defiance to the idiots of America, I might be successful, but alas, I will never be anything but somebodies experiment.


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