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Changes..  

Sykotek0 62T
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9/2/2020 8:21 am
Changes..


When i decided Cum out of my shel.& be my True self, i didn't realize some of the changes i might go through. Not bad ones, just....Changes. As i write this, my Nipples are Sore from me pulling & tugging on them, because they're so sensitive (& Always have been, but i've been rougher with them today than ever before!) & my Balls ache from being so swollen & full due to edging myself for the last day. I've done this about 6 times so far. Also, because as i've been stroking my Cock, I've been pullin.tuggin.Yanking my Ball-sack...much harder than ever before! When i force myself STOP before i Cum, I've had a firm grip my Ball-sack, & I shake the Whole package fairly hard several times. Then, before i begin masturbating again, I've been tapping then Slapping the underside of the tip of my Cock, 4 or 5 times, also fairly hard. of these things feel so new, different, & Amazing!

I've Always been a natural Bi-sexual & naturally submissive ( in other words, it's not just a "kink" for me, it's WHO i am, see? ) but lately, as i find myself opening & Pushing myself a little more into Who i am. my TRUE SELF,, who i've denied & Been denied my whole life, i'm wanting things a little more....Rough. why? i'm not sure. But i'm LOVING IT!

A couple that I've known for probably 20 years, been Very Great friends with from day One, but NEVER KNEW about them being in the "lifestyle" accidentally (?is that the correct word? I don't know...) discovered my profile here & came up & invited ... ( ?is it "" when you Love people like, Family? i don't know the answer that question, either...) with them. These WONDERFUL PEOPLE, who i've Loved & Trusted like Family as long as I've known them, have encouraged & nurtured this " releasing" of my True self. They've opened locked doors inside me that i didn't even know existed! So they've Gently "knudged" forward into discovering my True self, & it's been Amazing! i'm So Truly BLESSED to have these Friends in my life, & i have No Words to describe my Gratitude to them. Just that i Love them, but i've Always Loved them like Family & they've always Loved & my family...

These days, I'm finding that I LOVE Cross-dressing, & do it for Them. But now, I'm wearing panties full time. It feels so...Sexy! So GOOD! I've begun building a lingerie collection, & found a place called "X-Dress" down in Scottsdale (online too) that I'm going to go to, because their lingerie, panties, bras, & accessories are geared to. Look VERY Feminine, but designed & made to fit a male's body.

Also, i've discovered that i want So Badly to be SMOOTH & Hairless! So, i'm looking into "Home" lazer hair removal systems. They're medical grade, & even at around $500.00, it's WAY less expensive than going to a salon! Now, i'm just going to have to find someone to help me eliminate all the hair in all the places that i can'treach...which sounds DELICIOUSLY FUN!!! ...how far down this road will i go? Who knows? But i'm LOVING this New road I'm rolling on!

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