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My real first time
My real first time Hi there. This is a bit of an experiment see how this works. A true story, but short, to start. Let know if I should post more. First, just a little context. I spent most of my life hetero and had little thought, one way or another, about sex with another man. That started change in my 30s when I started be curious. That was many ago. One night I was alone and feeling very horny. I drank a bottle of wine on my balcony and decided go a theater. It was late. There weren't many there. After sitting in the theater, and frankly bored, I went the restroom. A man followed . I peed and then returned my seat. I had go again, and again the man followed . He was older than . He wore nice clothes. He stood at the urinal next to mine and said something about how good it felt. I just mumbled something back, zipped up, and stepped backward to leave. Next thing I knew he threw me up against a wall. He pinned my arms with my face pressed against the tiles of the wall. I could feel his free hand running down my bac He then unbuckled and pulled my pants and briefs down my ankles. It was swift. The whole time he was talking but I didn't understand the words. My head was dazed and I felt helpless and overwhelmed. All of a sudden I could feel his hardness searching between my cheeks. He continued saying things I never comprehended yet I knew the tone and tenor. I felt the tiles against the cheek of my face and then--I remember this so distinctly--I made a decision that I would not resist him. I knew what was about to happen. In that moment, the first in my lifetime, I knew I would let another man take me. I didn't understand then the importance and freedom and intimacy of that moment. I accepted him. And he took me. I felt him penetrate me. A low moan escaped from my throat. And then it was intensely carnal and my life changed. |
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