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Inner Transcendence: A Story about discovering your inner being  

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2/24/2021 8:01 am
Inner Transcendence: A Story about discovering your inner being

If this is my way of coming out into the open, well I guess I am finally comfortable in sharing what has been twenty years of exploring myself and how gay I really am, the role I want to be as a sex partner and how I want to please another man.
I do not consider myself gay or straight, I just happen to enjoy the pleasure of my favorite inch dildo working my anus and going deep inside me until orgasm. I like suck on my dildo practice how I would give another mans<b> penis </font></b>head and how I would massage so ejaculated.

Twenty years ago, my curiosity of what it felt like give myself anal sex began. I started small and enjoyed for awhile. wouldn't be until many years later that I felt a hunger for , and not just an itch, I mean I wanted a serious pounding.
I was living in Washington State in 2014 when a birthday present to myself arrived in the , and I felt like a little girl all of a sudden. Unfortunately I was living with roommates and secretly tried keep myself very discrete that I had wait for when I had the house completely myself. was on a summer afternoon that I took my virginity on a inch dildo, and slowly kept riding deeper and deeper until eventually had all inside me that I felt an orgasm I had never ever felt before. My legs were shaking, my body was quivering and my mind was in euphoria from something so big inside me.
As I further explored myself and my curiosity, I began accept that dressing in a bra and panties was a huge turn on for me especially on those moments that I wanted get stuffed by my favorite toy. On occasions I have gone hiking in the forest wearing nothing but a bra and panties and would for a secluded area where no one was near and start playing with my favorite toy. I would begin by giving it head allowing my body to get and wet that, my nipples hardened, my anus quivered in anticipation that when I slowly pulled down my panties my mind drifted into an erotic state. My toy slowly pressed against my anus nudging open. I then applied a bit more lubricant that it ran down my crack coating the head of my dildo so it could now slide inside. The sounds of the forest, the trees swaying in the breeze, the birds chirping while I was being stuffed with my dildo the point that was deep enough inside that I could just leave in and allow the walls of my anus clamp around and tighten on my toy. I was on my hands and knees bent over for ten more minutes just feeling the sensation of something big, thick and slippery as I just listened to the sounds of the forest. Afterwards, my dildo pulled out of me, leaving my anus to pulsate as I cleaned up my toy and put away. I then stood up, pulled up my panties, and enjoyed the feeling of my anus dripping wet as I hiked out of the forest and returned home.
Since discovering how much I love anal sex, and dressing in bra and panties, that I had come to accept how much I wanted to find a man now to be with that they would fulfill on the fantasies provided by my toy.

I am 46 years old and now ready to experience getting naked with a man and feeling their body next to mine. Since taking my virginity I have always desired being with a man but felt I wasn't ready, that I needed to fully be comfortable with myself being naked in front of another person.

Stay tuned for how my experience goes, when the day happens where I get to to have my hands around another mans penis, massaging it and sucking on it, getting penetrated by it and pounded until ejaculation of their sperm either in me, or on my skin or in my mouth.

I get super turned on by the idea of tasting another mans semen in my mouth, or ejaculated on my body and or dripping out of me.




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