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From mind to page  

widower6731 73M
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8/26/2021 11:06 am
From mind to page


When did start, probably when I was around fifteen, not really knowing anything about girls, not looking at boys other than teammates, considered a jock, but raised a caring good catholic boy destined for the priesthood until.

She was a friend of my fathers , long black hair very cute, encouraged dance with me, the music turned slow and she put her arms around my neck, her perfume wondering into my senses, then her fingers gently stroking nerve ends on the back of my neck, and skull, my first true induced erection which she gently ground against through the song. Breathless, asked her what she did to me, with a coy smile something girls know..

Hockey, and football finally had to choose, hockey was speed and agility cold and refreshing, physical and mental until a car accident took it away, twenty-three years old and life felt like it was over, puck bunnies dried up, alcohol soothed some of the brain, at least I could work and make a living.

Met my wife and for thirty-two years we stayed together raised two fine but something was always missing, how the mind could remember those fingers, how the manhood responded way back then. One day while working on a new design for traffic control, trying to find an electronic component, a wrong address opened up chat rooms, and a hidden society called bdsm.

Educated into the dominant, submissive terminology, the bondage and discipline, words like Mistress and yes Sir, but most of all the honest expression of human sexuality. My wife not interested giving permission as long as I did not spend the retirement or loose the house, keep the as well as your arousal in your pants.

Thought I fell in love, a Mistress called me regularly at work, another closer home explained many faucets of how women released the stress of engineers like myself, then those rooms closed. And erotic hypnosis entered, the shame of all was how break the cycle, buying files, paying talk someone dominate and almost always the mind working faster than 's for is a business for them and for me was looking soothe an internal emptiness.

Wife catches cancer and passes away, two three years later am trying understand, and with every boulder moved, every corner turned the want have a woman into my eyes, cause the brown orbs to gloss over and shiver, for her scent to invade my nostrils and weaken my resolve, fingers gently touching naked arms or, have breath against my neck or wet tongue finish a whispered sentence in my ear.

She stands before me close enough that as she knowingly causes the erection to fill with blood that she has summoned, gently grasps and squeezes what she is considering owning, then forcibly pushes on the shoulder for me kneel in front of her but never taking my eyes off of hers, and with the<b> control </font></b>in her corner of my mind, words she wants hear are spoken, and slowly but surely She has the conquer.

Please if this is fantasy or possible in a for scenario let me be free, or if such a woman exists in this world find me and prove me that all these years is the emptiness that can be filled and that rendered will fulfill the people pleasing side of my existence and the sensual, sexual awakening would be like the immortal realization of life

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