My First Post....
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Posted:Dec 4, 2017 11:28 am
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2018 8:37 am
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Captains Log
Sol-date 2017-12-04
I masturbated today on webcam for a few people.
It wasn't about them it was about me.
I came hard.
I also shaved my legs on camera, which turns out not to be as hot as me just goofing around on camera with makeup on.
I guess I am learning the difference between hardcore and softcore, Bluntness and Seduction.
It turns out I can seduce better than I thought. Which is a statement that makes me happy.
After all the sexiest thing a woman can do is seduce.
I need someone to seduce me to teach me how to seduce to a degree I am not yet capable of.
It is empowering to be in control of a sexual situation, and even more so to control the pacing.
I find myself horny all the time, even when my energy wanes and I am incapable of much else.
I guess that means my sexuality is finally on.
I prefer mindful seduction, in person meetings.
But this new medium I am playing with... webcams.... is fun.
Now to get sex toys that work with the webcam.
And a better webcam.
I really wish I had a benefactor.
I want my whole life to be about sexuality and creativity. I want to further myself and play with others.
I guess my wants are just now starting.
this is my we(b log).
I guess it will explain what I'm trying to do with my sexuality.
which will in turn help me to figure out my life.
I guess I will always be looking for people to guide me and come with me.
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