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In the bedroom, there is no shame
Posted:Oct 13, 2019 8:30 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2019 8:57 pm
Hey misfits! Long time no speak . So im going get straight the point. I was dating this guy for a short while and his major issue was insecurity which i could work with. Many things im tolerable of but there was thing that he refused admit me. While he claimed he was attracted me he had big prblems getting hard with me. I would do everything from being naked literally all day, throating his cock for hours, and talking him up like he was a greek god; nothing. He would get hard for 45 seconds and be done. We both knew what was going on but he refused talk me about it. I clearly saw the signs of erectile dysfunction and while i didnt judge and made him feel like a king, he was a flop. Literally. He projected his shame onto me and made me the bad guy. Suddenly i wasnt trustworthy, and i was cheating and all these things that simply were not true. He ended up cheating on me with a 20 his junior. She admitted me she wasnt interested in sex with him hence his confidence in cheating; emotional cheating is much easier than forcing an erection.

I write about this because for the entire time i was berated and accused, vervally abused and ultimately abandoned and cheated on despite my efforts, i blamed myself and my appearance for his problem. I began hate myself and question my sexy. I began picking myself apart and allowing his insecurity shatter my security. I want share that regardless of what we may be suffering, whether medically or mentally, a real partner will never judge, never poke fun or never dismantle. A real partner will see you in your brokeness and want work with you and stand with you.

I sat and tolerated months of not being pleasured, not orgasming, not releasing or being appreciated sexually for the sake of his ego. I tolerated his micro penis so he could be secure and i ended up the punching bag.

I wabt you men to know to never be ashamed to your demons. Because you never know what angel you have in front of you help you through it. What you hide will sabotage your destiny.

Be brave and rock on!
Posted:Oct 22, 2017 6:08 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2017 1:55 pm

Thinking of starting a web cam but where to start?? I see so many and i dont want to be the same old boring slut. I want to be epic and fun to watch but what to do?? Hmmmm the possibilities are endless. Ill let my followers decide....what do you want to see me do?
Public masturbation
Getting pounded and violated
Playing with random toys
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Slut Thought
Posted:Oct 22, 2017 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2020 11:15 pm

I want more cock...day and night...in any one of my holes. I want endless cock. Big cock, Dominant cock. I want more cock

That is all
The kind of threesome i want
Posted:Oct 22, 2017 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2017 7:10 pm

The kind of chic that wants this level of degrading is the kind of slut i want to add.......

"Being brought in to be a toy for a couple. My role is only to enhance their pleasure, not get any of my own. And they both gain pleasure from hurting me.

So I suck the girl’s clit and play with her nipples while he fucks her pussy until they both cum. I lick his asshole and balls while she gives him a blowjob. She rides my face while I watch. He spanks me while I eat her pussy. I kneel on the floor at their feet with the chain of my nipple clamps looped over his cock while he fucks her standing up, every thrust tugging hard at my nipples. He fucks her doggy style while I lie underneath them and she pulls and twists my nipples, harder and more painfully the more pleasure she’s getting, until she almost rips them off as she cums. Basically anything they want to do to me, they can."
Degrade me
Posted:Oct 22, 2017 5:36 pm
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2017 5:37 pm

I sat long and hard thinking about why i love to be degraded so much and it boils down to the exterior matching the interior. Its all about balance and order. Degrade me. Tie me to the bed naked and place a ball gag in my mouth. Make me lay there and stare at you staring at me with that look on your face as you examine every inch of my terrified body. Turn into a monster and rip away the comfort i once had knowing you are a sweet, caring guy. Steal my security and ravage my safety. Wrap your fingers around my throat and squeeze. Squeeze so hard that i begin to cry at the thought of you no longer caring that im in pain. Watch my face turn red as you smack my tits over and over. Smack my face and force me to keep eye contact while you begin to verbally rip me apart. As you ram your cock in my throbbing pussy tell me every obvious thing wrong with me starting from the physical and not ending until you use every inch of my secrets to break me. Tell me my tits are small and that my sister is hotter. Tell me i dont deserve any better than a cock in my mouth because my words are useless and pathetic. Tell me youll leave and never call after you are done then tell me youll tell everyone you know how disgusting i am. Tell me you will ruin me then pound the self respect right out of my pussy. Bend me over and violate my ass until im left a snivelling wench with no real worth but the hole you just ruined. Degrade me, violate me, then dispose of me for the next dream come true.

Give me what i deserve because im nothing more than a cum dumpster .


Thank you daddy
Sexy maid- slut thoughts
Posted:Oct 20, 2017 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2017 7:13 pm

So its midnight and im thinking, is there a market for an erotic maid?? I got so wet at the thought of being half naked cleaning some strangers house and suddenly finding a large cock in one of my slut holes while im trying to load the dishwasher. A standing appointment of vacuuming and being pounded. Paid in cum on my face. How hot would that be??? But i wonder in this conservative area how many guys would hire a horny slut like me to clean their homes? And how many would be bold enough to grab my hair and ram their cocks in my slut ass?

Things that make you go hmmmm
Hey ladies, ever been death rolled??
Posted:Sep 18, 2017 10:32 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2017 9:50 pm
Yeah, you heard me..death rolled while sucking cock? .....yea me neither......until today. So i was sucking Sirs cock while he was laying back on the bed with his back against the wall while looking through my phone. You know, one of those casual cock sucking moments where its hot but nothin is really going on just yet. ...yeah those! Anyway..i was sucking his cock and all of a sudden i find myself in this aligator death roll at full speed to the floor. I said to myself "oh shit!" But a good slut knows to never let go of that cock. So while im having this deep thought with myself during this sudden tossing, i find myself landed on my back about 3 feet from the bed....STILL with cock in my throat. So imagine me trying to chill and suck cock and this ninja decides to wake up and realize whats going on so now i got a face full of spit, cock in every inch of my throat, cant breathe with a big sexy man growling at me. It was way too much for a monday morning but HOT DAMN WAS IT FUN!!!

So ladies i say all that to say this....suck cock with a purpose because you never know when your ass is gettin tossed


Slut Thoughts
Posted:Sep 18, 2017 10:06 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2017 9:52 pm
Welcome to the jungle and yes we have fun and games!!

Who knew ide have a blog on this site but hey a sluts got to think at least once a day right?? LOL anyway im new to the lifestyle but took to it very easily as ive spent a lot of my twenties doing a lot of what i never knew had a name. I am owned and i am still embracing those inner parts of me that are helping to reshape my sexuality, sensuality, and self actualization...i know i know big words..sorry.

This blog is filled with just my random thoughts, ideas, and self conversations about being in the lifestyle overall. I am many things but here i am a slut by occupation, a sub by determination, and daddys good girl by dedication.

I hope you enjoy this ride....i sure will

Men, there is more to submission than deepthroating
Posted:Sep 18, 2017 5:39 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2017 9:53 pm

As a sub, i see a lot of men in vanilla relationships that are screaming from the roof tops wanting their women to submit. Sure submission is in the mind of the beholder but men, before you demand submission pleaae understand what it is and what it is not.

I get the constant messages of random men demanding i bow down to them, suck their cock, or meet them right now to be tied up and fingered. Hot to read but not appealling. Submission is more than ramming your cock in my throat. Submission, to me, is a yield to the power, strength, and wisdom of a wolf, a master, a man that knows what he wants and knows how to control himself before he gets it. Hes the man that sits patiently like a stalking lion and carefully chooses his prey. Hes the man that we subs know are there before we even get there.

When i submit to Sir, its not just me on my knees, its me in position to receive mentally and emotionally. He doesnt force me to suck his cock, i crave it. He doesnt tie me down against my will, i go and fetch the restraints before he gets home from work. My submission is a choice, a daily choice, not a demand or law thats super imposed by a creature with a penis.

So men, when you see these smoking hot women saying they are subs, go a step further and dont demand their attention, but do something within yourself that gives them no other option but to want to serve you. Make submission sexy by showing us that the power you have as a king is well refined, well deserved, and well controlled. Show us confidence and maturity and most importantly, show us those tastey cocks so we can worship them approprietly.

Cock chaser...slut thoughts
Posted:Sep 17, 2017 7:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2020 11:15 pm

Its one thing to appreciate the male form but its a whole nother to be a cock obsessed slut chasing the scent of cock from across town. Ive always loved cock of all colors, shapes, and unfortunately sizes. Ive always been the chic the first to get the guys to pull their cocks out at a party; why?? Because cock is one of those things that make life great. Im sure you are asking why im talking about cock so much. Thats simple. Its because im a cock chaser, a slut, and a cum dumpster. I love cock. I love seeing it, tasting it, holding it, and having it in my mouth. I dont believe that there are straight females out there that cant relate to this post. Those midnights when you cant sleep and you find your hand between your legs praying to the Heavens for a large hard cock to slap on your face. It cant be just me that sees a cock bulge in public and would risk jail time just to run your fingers on it through those tight as jeans or those grey sweat pants those f*ckers have nerve to leave the house in. The shame of it how men know exactly what they are doing by wearing that stuff. They intentionally get slut like me hot and bothered so that the minute i get in the car i have to finger myself on the highway. Its a setup. No chasing cock isnt easy...but shit is it worth it once i get it in my hands.

The moral of this story is........ladies chase as much cock as you can. Men...show me your cock 😉
Invitation for fun..Looking for a playmate
Posted:Sep 17, 2017 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2017 7:38 am


Young couple looking for an attractive female to join for a playdate. Male is an experienced Dom and female is a kinky sub looking to enjoy her 1st woman. NON-SMOKER, 420 friendly, can host, looking for bi or bi curious female not afraid to explore with many kinks. NO DRAMA, DISCREET, NOT LONG TERM. Must be clean and respect boundaries and dynamic rules.
If interested, email or kik: holdmedownandtakeit

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Slut thoughts 3: being the prey
Posted:Sep 17, 2017 1:13 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2017 5:07 pm

See there comes a point where you realize that you are no longer a participant in the session. That his cock is rock hard and every single male hormone he could have is pounding into every part of his body and he switches from mere man to a thirsty, ravenous beast that will tear apart whatever enters his hands. That moment when all you can do is hold on for dear life because he is fucking the joyous sh*t out of you, he is in FULL control, and he will stop when HE wants to, not when youve had enough. At this point your pussy is beaten and soaked and youve cum so hard so many times that you lost count. Its just one continuous orgasm as you hear his growl get louder and louder. The moment you can literally feel the heat come off the hand that is on its way to your throat. That tight white arm locks around your body and you are done for; anchored and locked to his throbbing cock like a mattress strapped on top of a honda. At this instant youve become his meal and there is no hope for you. He made you his and you may never be seen again and your okay with that..then just as you accept your fate he explodes in you in a way that you never thought a man could...THAT you sexy men is what its like to be a strong, sexy wolfs prey. Thank you!
Slut thoughts 2
Posted:Sep 16, 2017 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2017 10:38 am
Lazy saturday afternoon and all i can think about is fat white cock in my ass. My pussy throbs at the thought of him on top of me sliding that cock in between my soaking wet lips then ramming it deep into me without any mercy. The smell of his cologne and sweat after a hard days work completely ruins any chance of me gaining any control while hes in my room. I need his hands around my throat and his cock deep in my tight ass. Its a sin to want to cum this bad. The thirst for his hot cum on my face goes unsatisfied while i finger myself. FUCK i need his cock

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