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BiGuy4FunCpls 40M  
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4/11/2020 1:43 am
Taboo fantasies


I was asked recently why I had posted pics of myself in lingerie and if I had taken cross dressing? While I suppose technically the act of wearing women's lingerie does constitute the act of cross dressing I can not say I have decided take the cross dressing lifestyle. It has a much deeper long harbored fantasy behind it and I'll just share that with those that enjoy my blog entries.

So if you have read my first blog entry then you know my background in regards my use of dildos and watching<b> pegging </font></b>porn movies from my parents extensive video collection that I discovered as a when snooping. However there were other things in their collections that were even more exotic than women fucking men with strapons! One day I found a story book called "X family letters". I'm sure by the title you can guess what these stories were about, but I'll clarify. These were stories about family encounters. Mother and , Father and , Grandparents and grand , siblings, etc etc etc.

I was both mortified and hypnotized by these stories as I read them. Being mortified however quickly gave way to being aroused. I started thinking about both my sister and my mother in very very sexual ways. I would find my sisters and mothers used panties in the laundry and I would take them to the bathroom smelling them and using them to stroke my cock. I would try and peep and spy on them as they would change clothes or bathe. I wanted to do everything I was reading in those stories and I mean everything. lol

Truth be told I came very close with my sister. I think she had found the same stories and was just as turned on as I was by them. One day we were arguing and she started to push and shove on me. This became a wrestling match that ended with her on top of me. The look on her face changed and she said something along the line to me of having new moves to show me. She then grinded her hips on me about times before jumping off and walking away. I regret not bending her over right then as she tried walk away and show her some new moves of my own. Fate it seems was not my side there. Now we do not talk and I would not bet in a million years I'd ever be presented the chance. However I would take it! Even if it was known for us both it would only be once. We could still hate each other after. I'd rage fuck her pussy and ass until she crawled back her home.

Anyways back the the reason this blog exists. What got me into lingerie the first time

There was one story that clearly cemented itself into my mind. The guy in the story had come across his mothers silk and lace lingerie. He went to put it on and was looking at himself in the mirror when the mother came home and caught him. Needless to say the guy was pleasantly punished for it, but that story in particular was the hottest I had read and I wanted that story to out with my mother. So I would have these days where I would come home from school and my goal that day would be have my mother catch in the same manner since she would get home first and hope God it played out the same way.

They were clearly into<b> pegging </font></b>porn so I decided the best way to get caught would be to combine the premise of that story I loved with the<b> pegging </font></b>fetish we seemed have. I would get into moms lingerie, put a<b> pegging </font></b>VHS and start cramming her toys inside . I would fuck myself wishing she would walk through the door and catch with her panties slid sideways as I shoved one of her dildos inside and the other hand rubbing and stroking my cock. I wanted her take control of the toy in my ass as she squatted over my face to let eat her pussy before sliding herself onto my cock. I desperately wanted to fuck her and be fucked by her with her strapons.

Unfortunately I was also terrified of a negative reaction and what it could do to the family so I always chickened out and would change back and put her toys away before she would actually get home. This cycle went on for months and months and it just never happened for me. We lost her not long after so it will never happen, but every now and again I get to thinking about those fantasies and I take a trip down memory lane.

So there you have it. I don't put on lingerie to be a cross dresser. I do it because when I was a I read taboo story books that made me want to reenact the stories I read with a twist and I just do it now and again when the memories flood in.

Side note. I would lay in bed late at night and could hear my parents through the wall when they fucked. Trust me I would lay there with the biggest hard on to stroke thinking about the fact that they were using the same dildos on each other that I had just used on myself that day.

Berryblizzy 34M  
2 posts
4/13/2020 12:00 pm

i would love to try it


Berryblizzy 34M  
2 posts
4/13/2020 12:01 pm

seems fun


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