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CCcouple25m27f 40M/40F
252 posts
10/25/2006 3:57 am

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Cant seem to shake...

The sad feelings running thru me. This past Thursday I lost someone precious to me. My Grandmother was 92 and had been diagnosed with lung cancer.

Mom told me that evening as I was leaving work... I'm somewhat shellshocked. No closure between me and Gran... I feel guilty that I didnt get up to visit her after she moved up north and I never called like I should.

This is honestly effecting how I work and daily lifes activities. My mind wonders more than it usually does and all energy seems to be sucked from me before I'm dressed and out the door.

Our net service is still down but I am borrowing computers as I can to keep in touch. Wish we had service at the house but it will probably be a week or 2 more til its back on.

I feel like I need to apologize in advance for my attitude, this is worse than the worst PMS mood swing. I can be happy one moment then so depressed and crying the next. All I can say is I'm forewarning everyone and I'm sorry if you encounter my quicksilver moods. (especially the darker ones)

Hugs for all

rm_CCLordDamien 44M/42F
77 posts
10/25/2006 1:05 pm

No worries, love. i've been there, too. you know where we're at if you need to talk. feel free to call.


rm_treblegne49 71M
8 posts
10/30/2006 1:48 pm

So sorry to learn of your loss. I can assure you that since you feel the way you do, your Grandmother knew only too well how much you cared for her. She would be at peace with that knowledge. I hope your grief is short and you can reflect on all the wonderful thoughts and memories that she brings to you.

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