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Another Year, But Secretly Sexy Now
Posted:Nov 9, 2020 10:26 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2020 8:42 pm

I'm one year older today at 48 years old.
Don't feel any different.
Don't look any different.
(Took my current profile photo two days ago, no makeup. That's what I look like.)

There is one thing that has changed, and I owe it all to my membership here:
I *feel* sexy despite no change in outward appearance!

If anyone here passed me on the street, not one of them would recognize me. I say this because my sense of style is purely minimalist...maybe more precisely, androgynous.

Almost all of my wardrobe is from COS stores (if any of you know it.)
Solid black, navy, charcoal gray, and cream colors.
Loose-fitting, well-made clothes and a few architectural pieces.
Nothing revealing or figure-hugging at all.

The only time anyone can make out my body type is during the summer. Florida is hot and humid and unbearable at times. I'm forced to wear shorts and the thinnest of t-shirts or dresses. My feet are on display as well with the oodles of sandals I wear. In non-summer seasons, my feet are in Doc Martens or other menswear-inspired shoes. Any shoes with height are not fuck-me heels, but rather chunky heels or preposterous wedges.

But underneath my clothes are feminine garments chosen with intention.
Lacy bralettes.
Scorching red lacy panties...or none at all.

And because I've taken/shared photos of myself in these hidden clothes of mine with naughty playmates on here, I feel an extra level of secret sexiness whenever I wear them in my daily life.

I'm thankful for this psychological gift.
There are many times when I'm suddenly aware of the feel of the fabrics against my sensitive nipples or shaved lips.
In that moment, my mind remembers online play earlier that day in said bra/panties, and a naughty grin slowly spreads across my face.

Hallelujah for mask-wearing.
I can't hide my dancing eyes, though.

My 48th year feels rather promising!
International Delights
Posted:Nov 8, 2020 4:20 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 9:23 am

I've no set location parameters here because I don't search for men.
I don't browse the Who's Online section.
I don't initiate.

My career demands that I too often lead with only sporadic opportunities to collaborate. So I take advantage of being female by wholeheartedly embracing my femininity here and choosing to be in receptive mode all of the time.

This means I've replied to men from all sorts of countries and have engaged in many spicy online play scenarios.
It's glorious.

SPAIN: He sent me a message focused on my lips. It wasn't until after a few read sentences that I realized he wasn't referring to the ones on my face. Clever man. I asked if he cammed. He said he would for me at that moment. I found him--what a ridiculously toned body for a man in his 50s. Then that erect cock. (I'm getting warm all over just recollecting this.) He turned his mic on, said he was focused on me in a sexy AF Spanish accent, and inspired me to take live photos and send to him privately as he elaborated on what he imagined doing to me. Watchers were publicly typing their appreciation. He said my username over and over again. He apologized to the watchers then privately typed me he wanted to be alone with me--he would restart his cam.

I found him again and said hello. He kissed the cam then said he wanted me to see him. I sent him a photo of my face since I hadn't any on my profile at the time. He adjusted the cam upward, and I saw a stunningly handsome face. I was so stunned that I stopped everything and just stared.

He stood back from the cam so I could see him fully. This bronzed, sensual, sexy god of a man talked and grunted and stroked and looked directly into the cam the entire time. I typed as much as I could with one hand--my toy in the other--and said I couldn't hold on any longer. I was writhing in my bed and would orgasm soon.

He approached the cam and whispered, "Yes, love. Yes."

GERMANY: He had messaged me a photo of an Asian woman intricately bound in rope on a table with a shirtless, muscular white man grabbing a fistful of her hair as he kissed her. The photo was...well, I wasn't prepared for it and all sorts of sensations ran through my body. I replied with, "Is this what you would do to me?" He immediately responded, "This is the start."

What followed was a masterful scenario of sexual dominance without pain. He only wanted me bound. I could visualize and feel e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g he typed. I would resist and typed so. He would send me photos of his large hand then type, "I'm covering your mouth. Protest again and I will show you something else to replace my hand."

He pleasured me as he saw fit and took pleasure from me.
This scenario was well over two hours.
In the end, he cradled my face and asked if I belonged to him.

"Yes, I belong to you."

ENGLAND: He messaged me with, "What do you desire most?"
Me, "To be sexually dominated. You?"
Him, "Cuddles."

I was so taken aback, waiting for a cheeky grin, but none came.
Based on his profile photos, he was tall, lean, and handsome.
I replied, "I'm nuzzling your neck and trying desperately to run my hand through your hair, but you're too tall. Bend towards me, please?"

He and I created a sensual, passionate, almost intimate lovemaking experience.
Everything was exploratory, patient.
When he touched my lower back near my dimples (I have two dimples where a sweet spot resides), I typed that I had involuntarily arched my back. He kissed every inch of my lower back then before moving to my inner thighs.

We took our time and used our mouths, tongues, fingers, lips all over one another.
And when he sent me a photo of his cock, I thought this man will virtually break me in one thrust if he types that.

Before I could finish typing that he'd have to ease into me, he responded, "Just a little bit at a time. Kiss me until you can take all of me."

It was one of my most enjoyable orgasms here.

This post is becoming quite lengthy, but I've also had the pleasure of playing with France, Sweden, Switzerland, Belgium, Canada, Australia, Hong Kong, and on and on. For those who turn on their cams, oh their accents are delightful to my ears.

Do you have memorable international play, virtual or in real life?
Did you notice any interesting cultural differences?
Is there a country whose people you find exceptionally sexy, sensual, or passionate?
Wait, No Flirting?
Posted:Nov 3, 2020 6:15 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 9:25 am

It seems that I don't flirt a lot on here. And I don't understand how that's possible because that means:

1. I reply to a message.
2. He replies to mine.
3. We're creating a sex scenario.
4. We cum.
5. We thank each other.
6. (Optional) Repeat steps 1-5.

I'd think flirting would occur during steps 1 and 2, but nope. I looked through recent sex play messages and talk about a straightforward path to fucking me virtually.

My first thought was, "I'm a word ."
My second thought was, "Wow, I'm really easy online. That's fantastic."

Then, I realized:

1. Initial message to me was different from the usual lazy lines thrown into my Inbox.
2. His reply is more often than not, funny.
3. His sex scenario is interesting and/or detailed throughout our exchange, making me reply quickly and passionately.

I'm glad to receive realizations 1 through 3.
I'm still fascinated that flirting is not only absent, but unnecessary.
In real life, flirting is part of engagement!

Hmmm, I think I'm going to try to flirt more before the virtual sex.
Strengthen and tone my flirt muscle.
Maybe tighten that first before the other pleasure-providing muscle...
My First Friends-with-Benefits Experience
Posted:Nov 1, 2020 6:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 8:07 am

A few facts: I've only had sex in relationships. No one-night stands. No friends-with-benefits (FWBs) situationships. I'm either dating with intention for an exclusive relationship or celibate. Just how I am. I've no hang-ups about sex and certainly don't judge others sexual activity. It's only that monogamy gives the sense of security be completely uninhibited sexually and the emotional bond is solely responsible for heightened sexual experiences with a partner. I prefer the utmost I can get from sex, I suppose.

Now, onto the show.

Courtesy of AdultFriendFinder, I've made a friend with benefits although "pen pal with benefits" is more precise. He's in London; I'm in the US. And I couldn't be more delighted.

We started communicating because of my blathering in this space. He'd read a few blog posts of mine, and we exchanged a few messages about this, that, and whatnot. An interesting tidbit about the day, respective work projects, a bit about a memory, a comment or two on a past relationship.

Then one day in our live exchange, I was imagined to be in his office as a colleague. He was standing and leaning against his desk; I was sitting in a chair in front of him with my legs spread enough that he could see I wasn't wearing panties. I think we can all imagine what happened from that point forward.

Now, here's where it gets interesting. Instead of our relating becoming one-dimensional sex talk and scenarios, we continued talking about other things afterwards. Musings, real life, sharing our experiences with others here such as live cams with naughty chats. The Englishman is truly a friend with exhilarating benefits!

He tickles me when I tell him about some of my online scenarios because he often inserts himself in them, writing what he would've done to me instead. I laugh aloud when he shares scenarios with other women because I cheer him on--in one scenario, I got so frustrated with how long the scenario was taking and told him to virtually grab her head and face fuck her.

We talk about our fantasies and in fact, we have included each other in one of them. There is one setup in which he is my Dom, and we attend a kink club together. Our dynamic is thrilling--almost like monogamous hedonism.

I feel he is an actual friend of mine. In fact, I hope to vacation in England next year and envision us meeting briefly over drinks or a meal and enjoying each other's company immensely as friends.

I look forward to his notes, excited to read what he will share. There is no such thing as the mundane with him. I understand real-life FWBs can be fraught with complicated feelings, so I appreciate that this dynamic is completely free of any complication due to it being strictly predicated on words. At any moment, we may find ourselves discussing current events or in the middle of naughty, erotic !

I want no more or no less than what we experience at any given time. Imagine that. Pure non-attachment because of complete focus and appreciation of the present, live exchange at each moment. It's another benefit I'm receiving from the Englishman since it has translated into my real-life dating. I'm no longer projecting/hoping for more when getting to know a man; I'm simply paying attention to what I'm learning to objectively glean whether we could be a compatible match or more suited for friendship.

The Englishman has done wonders for my imagination, way of thinking and relating. I am attracted to his mind, humor, and body. I am a lucky woman to have this man in my Inbox.

*bright smile*
Maybe I Could Be
Posted:Oct 27, 2020 2:58 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 9:28 am

I joined this site, but 4 months ago. And now I'm thinking maybe I could be someone's vixen/hotwife. *laughing*

Interesting how the imagination expands with exposure new, exciting, titillating ideas/scenarios/porn. I'm still monogamous-minded, but I've been chatting with a few men who enjoy imagining me being fucked by someone else then later reclaim me. Sometimes, they like imagine being fucked by several men. They all reclaim me in the end.

And I like it---a lot.
I'm so wet from the fiery exchange that you can literally hear my wetness as my toy goes in and out of me.

I have my kinks (clearly from my username). They're centered on power dynamics. And imagining a dominant partner--not a cuck--fuck me senseless after watching me with another/several men arouses me more than I thought it would. Detailed scenarios help.

I'm enjoying my openness to the possibility of broader sexual experiences.
I'm already thinking of joining/attending a real kink club even though I'm without a partner.
And I've researched secret beaches of pleasure that allow single women and men, not just couples.

The flip side of this is now that I'm more and more open sexual experiences, the more uncertain my dating life will become. It's challenging discover chemistry--moreso when your sexual appetite craves a buffet.

I'm giggling at the idea of asking a man on a second date, "Your career sounds incredibly interesting. And your kinks?"
Relished Words
Posted:Oct 20, 2020 6:30 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 9:34 am

Yes, yes, this is an adult hook-up site where people are primarily seeking something involving sex ranging from naughty chats to private orgies. Regardless of what's being sought, you've got to admit that this place is good for the ego.

Steady streams of IMs with the briefest of words that may not compel a reply, but together stroke the ego (and maybe more for you men):
*Hi sexy
*You're hot
*Love how you sound
*I'd fuck you hard
*Let me taste you
*Meet me now
*I want you

There are three words I receive often in messages and IMs that make me shiver in pleasure. I've never had any man say these words to me in person, but here, I'm lucky to read them. I'm sincere in saying that I'm lucky. It makes me feel good, and I confess, boosts my self-perception.

These three magical words make me feel like a truly desirable woman:
"You excite me ."

[contented sigh]

I wonder, is there a particular string of words you receive here that make you feel good? Add to your sexual self-esteem? Bring a smile to your face?

And are there words you enjoy sharing with others sincerely that elicit an appreciative response?

I've noticed that these genuine words from me are warmly received by men:
"I think you're yummy."
Sexy Saturday Means No Panties
Posted:Oct 17, 2020 10:46 am
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2020 8:58 am

It's a beautiful, cool, lightly breezy Saturday afternoon.

As I finish up my grocery list and remember last night's and this morning's virtual play, I'm still wet.
I'm feeling sexy.
I've decided to wear a short dress sans panties when running errands today.

This is a big deal because I'm 5'2".
Many items, especially in a grocery store, are on higher shelves that require me on tip toes to reach.
When dressed normally in shorts and t-shirt, men are quick to assist.

When I'm in a short dress without panties, men stand back and I catch them watching me intently once I turn around to place the item in my cart.
Only one man to date has offered to assist me while leaning his body into me.
He whispered in my ear, "If you need anything else throughout the store, I'm here. And can be closer."

How lucky for me he was tall, incredibly handsome, no wedding ring, and only slightly older than me with gorgeous salt-and-pepper hair.

I'm excited to run errands this Sexy Saturday.
I'm a Basic B*tch
Posted:Oct 16, 2020 4:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 7:58 am

Talk about basic and cliche.

I've been fantasizing about being fucked senseless.
Being restrained, pushed down, ravished, and fucked hard.

That's it. Like that's the whole fantasy when I'm not watching porn while self-pleasuring. I'm not even imagining a man's face--only his hands, mouth, and the weight of his body on .

I've never claimed be an interesting, captivating woman. And thank goodness because based these recent imaginings while naked with my toy or fingers, I'm just a basic b*tch.

Note: I promise I know how to use words, spaces, and punctuation. Things go missing once I leave this space. Much like wet socks placed in my dryer.
Best Porn Watching to Date
Posted:Oct 15, 2020 12:14 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2020 8:40 pm

I came so hard this morning. Holy cow, Batman. I can't wait to replicate the experience because I've discovered the three magical ingredients of the ultimate pleasurable porn for me .

1. Keyword search: white guy, asian girl
2. Look at thumbnails for women who look similar to me (at least in build) instead of focusing on the hotness of the man
3. Then click those videos for 10-15 seconds to discern whether the Asian woman sounds like me when pleasured

And voila! Instant insertion of myself in video, yielding an outrageous orgasmic experience!

Ohhhhhh, I'm so excited to have discovered this.

I'm even thinking of some men with whom I exchange naughty chats here...perhaps moving to phone chat where I may describe what I'm watching to them breathlessly.


Note: The Preposition, Conjunction, and Random Noun Thief has visited this post. I hope s/he is wearing a mask, at least.
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In Need of Well-rounded Online Playmate
Posted:Oct 14, 2020 10:49 am
Last Updated:Oct 24, 2020 8:08 am

I engage in verbal/spoken naughty play with men in a variety of categories:
*Vanilla with a touch of rough, forced play
*Role Play
*Porn-inspired scenarios
*And many more

I can't keep up with all of these separate chats as arousing as they are. I don't know how this happened, honestly. And I've tried to move BDSM man into creating a public play scenario, but he roped me back into his virtual bedroom and tied my wrists and ankles for taking charge. (In hindsight, I shouldn't have attempted so with him.) I tried to take Discreet Public man into discussing porn fantasies, but he kept returning to finger fucking me under the restaurant table. With Sensual/Erotic man, I tried to be more aggressive for rough play, but he reached for more oil, straddled me as I writhed underneath him, and kept slathering my naked breasts.

There's got to be ONE single, heterosexual, dominant man with whom I can create ALL of these play scenarios, right?

Am I asking for too much? I need to know because my ultimate plan is to find a partner in real life and have our sex life comprise as many of the above categories as possible. *laughing*

Bonus points for deep, passionate online kisses and slow caresses.

P.S. I'm not so arrogant to seek what I myself cannot provide. I'm versatile and an enthusiastic playmate myself.
Romance on AdultFriendFinder
Posted:Oct 11, 2020 10:07 am
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2020 10:23 am

A man just came for me on his live cam, and he did something that I found romantic.

His mic was on, and he said, "I'm stroking for you, Curious. You tell when you want my cum."

I was enjoying watching him stroke, so I privately typed that I wasn't ready yet. I was playing with my toy and building. I wanted him to imagine me lowering my wetness onto his hard cock. Hear me whimper. Let me kiss him deeply, passionately as I continued moaning in his mouth.

He generously responded, "Yes. Let's make out. Take your time, baby."

Ohhhhh, he was soooooooo delicious!

Many of the men I watch often talk to me or privately message me if their mic isn't on. It strikes me that I return to watch them over and over again because they'll say/type after a period of time, "I'd like to cum for you."

(One man even kicks everyone else out or restarts his cam when I say that I'm ready. I say it isn't fair to the other watchers who'd like to see him cum, but he says he only wants to finish for me. It's entirely possible that I have slight crush on him.)

I find this ....well, romantic. In real life, I can't remember an ex asking or saying they'd like to cum. They just did. The men on AdultFriendFinder not only say they want to, but ask if they can and if so, am I ready. They want to know that I'm close cumming, too. They ask if I'm wet. They tell me to play with my clit harder, imagine them sucking and tasting me despite my having set up that they're fucking me already. Even that switch to pleasuring me at that moment is ridiculously romantic .

Generous and giving.

My best exchanges are peppered with laughter. Bantering brings a sense of fullness to the mutual masturbation experience. Our real selves interact when we spontaneously diverge from the naughty talk. When we return to the fantasy of skin-on-skin sex, it's a fuller and rounder experience for me.

The climax is exhilarating! He cums hard, sometimes saying my name. My eyes are glued to the screen, my arousal heightened beyond belief. Nine out of times after we catch both of our breaths, he says, "Look what you made me do, Curious!" This makes me laugh and honestly, happy.

AdultFriendFinder has shown me that romance can exist in fantasy and desire through thoughtful words.
Generous imaginings.
Considerate action.

Such a lovely discovery.

Note: A new thief abounds in this post, stealing prepositions, conjunctions, and random nouns. Perplexing.
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I'm Not That Kind of Girl
Posted:Oct 11, 2020 8:23 am
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2020 12:07 pm

I seemingly type the words that are this post's title the most in my IM/ replies. That isn't say I respond every incoming communication, only that somewhere along the way, I end having state what is so obvious from my profile words. And then I feel deflated because the communication that point was delicious some degree.

Requests :
*Meet for a quick or ongoing fuck
*Send photos of my fully naked body, often a close- of my wet kitty
*Be the mistress/side chick
*Be used as a sub that's pretty much 99% of sucking cock
*Join a couple
*Join a random threesome
*Be flown a man's city for a weekend
*Receive a man willing fly my city for a weekend
*Peg a man
*Consider a cuck
*Consider being a vixen/hotwife
*Experience as a Domme
*And so much more

Are met with: I'm not that kind of girl.

I'm the kind of girl who:
*Has a high sex drive that is
*Reserved for one, single, heterosexual man who I envision is
*Naturally dominant and
*Monogamous-mind and is hopefully
*Looking for me.

In the meantime, I'm an online slut who whores around with my naughty and dirty written (and sometimes spoken) words. Okay, and real-time videos. *laughing*

Side Note: I'm receiving an influx of messages from men who tell me they're looking for genuine connection and ultimately an LTR when their profiles clearly state: FUN, FWB ONLY, ATTACHED, NOT INTERESTED IN SOMETHING SERIOUS...

You men --> , stop ! Stop with the, "I'm really wanting the same as you are." There are plenty of available, hot, interesting, and MUCH SEXIER women here who are aligned with what you seek. I'm not judging what you want, but it makes zero sense receive messages from you lot!
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The Skilled Hand
Posted:Oct 3, 2020 5:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2020 8:01 am

Any man with hands that type imaginative, sensual, and/or erotic messages me gets an immediate reply regardless of distance and sometimes, age.

Those hands are being led by a sexy brain.
And that brain is what's guaranteed bring us both limitless pleasure.
My brain isn't necessarily sexy, but it can evenly match the naughtiest of men's intentions toward me/my body.

Those hands masterfully string words together that make me wet.
Those hands make my nipples hard.
Those hands make me moan, often naked in my bed while playing with my toy.

And this only via IM/messages.

I'm beginning to discover those hands are tied to a gifted tongue, both through steamy phone chats and the wicked way it virtually/imaginatively invades *both* of my lips.

The skilled hand caresses, seduces my mind.
I can't help but folllow.

To link to this blog (CuriousSub1972) use [blog CuriousSub1972] in your messages.

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