lying here naked in bed with a lot on my mind, I've come the conclusion that I don't know myself at all. am I? Where did I go wrong? How do I find myself? are things bout myself that I know for sure. I'm straight, I love make people happy at any cost and I have a wonderful life with great caring friends. So why am I so unhappy? How do I regain this happiness I once had? I don't know the answers, but I will search until I find them. Everyone deserves be happy and love themselves no matter what they've done in the past. Forget your past and find a way forgive yourself for things you may have done. Love yourself and live your life make YOU happy!