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Music. A natural addiction.
 
Turn off the television, escape the sad, disturbing, and exploited events for a day or an adult time out session.

Music is a great escape for the lack of a better word and each of us most likely has that one song close to heart.

There are such a variety of genres to explore, that could be a concept born into a brain in these times of quartine and the now famous phrase 'social distance'.

Just as you google information the same option applies to revive a search for free apps for your musical personality.
Do not pump the breaks at lyrical meditation your choices also include games, which offers a chance to reinvent the standard relaxation and/or meditation, plus one could also use for sharpening the brain and family fun...unless you are needing a break from your role to adult, I just use my truth and scream out that I created a dysfunctional crew and it's time to press the 'screw you' button! I have come to terms with the idea that Leave it to Beaver's family can never exist nor will I have the pleasure of visiting the Addams Family.

Now, all venting aside back to the topic. Discovering new musical interests and artists can be intriguing, think like the explorer Ponce de Leon or dare to take a chance like the famous showgirl, Christine Keeler.

I love the vocals of Ms. Etta James her soulful sound is a soothing way to reminisce the years of days past. In my opinion, most of the population is not familiar with her strange twists of fate that invaded her life and legendary career. Born to a mother of 14 years of age, her youth was spent in various foster homes where she suffered abuse. The music industry was introduced to Jamesetta Hawkins in 1954. Known as Etta; she gained fame with her amazing hit songs "I'd Rather Go Blind" and "Damn Your Eyes". Her career spans decades in which she endured more physical abuse, incarceration, and addiction to heroin. Her addiction disease led her to a short-lived absence from recording. Etta recorded the song "Something's Got a Hold on Me" about her addiction & recovery. Her strong will to overcome the unfavorable odds to be ranked #22 out of the 100 greatest artists of all time.
Grace Potter expresses her vocal talent in a soulful rock sound. When I am engaged in conversations I take part in about musical preferences she is often unknown. She can be best recognized for the hit duo with Kenny Chesney, " You and Tequila Make Me Crazy" Miss Grace and the late Amy Whinehouse each have a commonality in which fame is not what they seek, their love of music and composing are more gratifying, the art form of lyrical timeless masterpieces is the gratifying achievements sought after in their careers. Both women wanted to perform at small venues and do their art in a recording studio letting the music speak for itself. Grace and her band The Nocturnals succeed in that goal, with great sadness Amy's life went in another well-known direction. Miss Grace is fantastic as a multi-instrumentalist and her vocals have been compared to the infamous Janis Joplin and Bonnie Raitt. Her hit recordings include Paris, Starts, pls The Little White Gate. Miss Grace has been privileged to collaborate with The Rolling Stones and James Brown. My personal listen is The Lion, the Beast, and the Beat. Original Soul was released in 2002 as a solo project which awarded her best solo performance for her Blues song Down By The Water.

Who could forget The Animals and their famous song House of the Rising Sun? A true original, yet it has a new and remarkable version of just the lyrics. A gospel anomaly any spiritual person (or not) would stop and listen to. The Blind Boys of Alabama have combined the musical notes of House of the Rising Sun with the lyrics of Amazing Grace. Phenomenal, one of kind masterpiece. This award-winning gospel quartet was first performed in 1939. Their long-spanning career also included an invitation to sing for three presidents. Activists for the deaf and blind they have left a legacy that will be long-lasting as well as inspiration for other new gospel artists.

Cultural Origins of the 1960s and early '70s produced the first wave of Southern Rock. Elvin Bishop, Wet Willie, The Charlie Daniels Band, Little Feat, ZZ Top, and Lynyrd Skynyrd produced songs that are still enjoyed today. The song Free Bird has the popularity that ranks as high as the National Anthem in the most played category. The Devil Went Down to Georgia made the Violins name common called the Fiddle. Rockabilly was born and continues popularity decades later.

Late 1970 & 1980 brought new genres. The music had a new tune to listen to. Funk, Soul, R&B, Hard Rock, Soft Rock, and Disco all carved out their place in the music world. In the late '70s came the birth of Hip-Hop.

Country Music also is known as cowboy Western music, plus American folk music and many more named. Begining in 1920, the Carter Family emerged as the happy song family and made You are my Sunshine a song that has become timeless. The first commercial recording was done in 1923 featuring the lyrics and vocals featuring Fiddlin' John Carson with Little Log Cabin in the Lane. Men & Women made their mark in the Country genre. Bluegrass entertained us with nothing less than comedy caricatures and talent such as Lester Flatt & Earl Scruggs, plus the Grand Ole Opry. Honkytonk followed with Hank Williams. Hank's influence would prove to be an influence, inspiring the pioneers of Rock & Roll such as Elvis Presley, Jerry Lee Lewis as well as Chuck Berry. It also provided a framework for artists such as George Jones. 1956 became the year of rockabilly which was an early form of Rock & Roll. Topping the Billboard charts that year was Elvis Presley, Johnny Cash, and the original artist of Blue Suede Shoes Carl Perkins. Through the Ozark Jubilee on ABC-TV and radio from 1955-1960 gained Country music nationwide attention. Loretta Lynn, Porter Wagner, Dolly Parton, Merle Haggard, Charlie Pride. Tammy Wynette are just a few of the first television personalities. The era of the Outlaws ie: Willie Nelson, Waylon Jennings, Jessi Colter, Tompall Glaser recorded a compilation album; released by RCA records in 1976 becoming the first country album to go platinum-certified. 1980 through today brought the talent of several distinctive artists from Barbara Mandrell, Reba McEntire, Clint Black, Dwight Yoakam, Crystal Gail, T Graham Brown, Roxanne Cash to name just a very few. The best of the best George Strait, Alan Jackson, Martina McBride, Shania Twain, Rascal Flatts, Lady Antebellum, and the number one artist Garth Brooks. Country music is still evolving with the new sounds of Country Pop featured artists such as Taylor Swift, Luke Bryan, Carrie Underwood, Eric Church, Maren Morris, and more. I recommend Chris Stapelton & Alison Krauss and Patsy Cline. Since the conception of Country music to the current day is Stand by your Man, Tammy Wynette. If you are looking for a fabulous duet by two very unexpected artists, head over to YouTube and search Loretta Lynn & Jack White performing Oregon.

If you are a serious meditator I would suggest Zen music. Available at Amazon or on an Echo Dot just ask Alexa.

Seeking a fun family activity that's possibly new to your knowledge base? Try playing Disc Golf. Not expensive to buy starter discs and any course in your location is always free to play on. Google search for a Disc Golf course location in your area. This sport offers not only a family activity but the opportunity to be outdoors and to explore nature. YouTube has excellent videos about how to play. Facebook has groups that have players that will be glad to answer any questions you may have or tips on playing. I recommend The Disc Golf Mom page.

Family apps for musically oriented games.
Guess the song, music quiz.
Don't forget the lyrics.
I know this song.
Name this song.
I recommend SoundHound- Music Discovery & Lyrics.

There was no possible way I could cove every genre, but I do hope you enjoyed the topics covered plus the history and backstories. I hope each reader has a beautiful & peaceful week. Miss T.
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Music. A natural addiction.
Posted:Oct 19, 2020 12:45 am
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2020 2:09 pm
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10-21-2020


Turn off the television, escape the sad, disturbing, and exploited events for a day or an adult time out session.

Music is a great escape for the lack of a better word and each of us most likely has that one song close heart.

There are such a variety of genres explore, that could be a concept born into a brain in these times of quartine and the now famous phrase 'social distance'.

Just as you google information the same option applies to revive a search for free apps for your musical personality.
Do not pump the breaks at lyrical meditation your choices also include games, which offers a chance to reinvent the standard relaxation and/or meditation, plus one could also use for sharpening the brain and family fun...unless you are needing a break from your role to adult, I just use my truth and scream out that I created a dysfunctional crew and it's time to press the 'screw you' button! I have come to terms with the idea that Leave it to Beaver's family can never exist nor will I have the pleasure of visiting the Addams Family.

Now, venting aside back the topic. Discovering new musical interests and artists can be intriguing, think like the explorer Ponce de Leon or dare to take a chance like the famous showgirl, Christine Keeler.

I love the vocals of Ms. Etta James her soulful sound is a soothing way to reminisce the years of days past. In my opinion, most of the population is not familiar with her strange twists of fate that invaded her life and legendary career. Born to a mother of years of age, her youth was spent in various foster homes where she suffered abuse. The music industry was introduced Jamesetta Hawkins in 1954. Known as Etta; she gained fame with her amazing songs "I'd Rather Go Blind" and "Damn Your Eyes". Her career spans decades in which she endured more physical abuse, incarceration, and addiction heroin. Her addiction disease led her a short-lived absence from recording. Etta recorded the song "Something's Got a Hold on Me" about her addiction & recovery. Her strong will overcome the unfavorable odds be ranked #22 out of the 100 greatest artists of time.
Grace Potter expresses her vocal talent in a soulful rock sound. When I am engaged in conversations I take part in about musical preferences she is often unknown. She can be best recognized for the duo with Kenny Chesney, " You and Tequila Make Crazy" Miss Grace and the late Amy Whinehouse each have a commonality in which fame is not what they seek, their love of music and composing are more gratifying, the art form of lyrical timeless masterpieces is the gratifying achievements sought after in their careers. Both women wanted perform at small venues and do their art in a recording studio letting the music speak for itself. Grace and her band The Nocturnals succeed in that goal, with great sadness Amy's life went in another well-known direction. Miss Grace is fantastic as a multi-instrumentalist and her vocals have been compared the infamous Janis Joplin and Bonnie Raitt. Her recordings include Paris, Starts, pls The Little White Gate. Miss Grace has been privileged collaborate with The Rolling Stones and James Brown. My personal listen is The Lion, the Beast, and the Beat. Original Soul was released in 2002 as a solo project which awarded her best solo performance for her Blues song Down By The Water.

Who could forget The Animals and their famous song House of the Rising Sun? A true original, yet it has a new and remarkable version of just the lyrics. A gospel anomaly any spiritual person (or not) would stop and listen to. The Blind Boys of Alabama have combined the musical notes of House of the Rising Sun with the lyrics of Amazing Grace. Phenomenal, one of kind masterpiece. This award-winning gospel quartet was first performed in 1939. Their long-spanning career also included an invitation to sing for presidents. Activists for the deaf and blind they have left a legacy that will be long-lasting as well as inspiration for other new gospel artists.

Cultural Origins of the 1960s and early '70s produced the first wave of Southern Rock. Elvin Bishop, Wet Willie, The Charlie Daniels Band, Little Feat, ZZ Top, and Lynyrd Skynyrd produced songs that are still enjoyed today. The song Free Bird has the popularity that ranks as high as the National Anthem in the most played category. The Devil Went Down to Georgia made the Violins name common called the Fiddle. Rockabilly was born and continues popularity decades later.

Late 1970 & 1980 brought new genres. The music had a new tune to listen to. Funk, Soul, R&B, Hard Rock, Soft Rock, and Disco all carved out their place in the music world. In the late '70s came the birth of Hip-Hop.

Country Music also is known as cowboy Western music, plus American folk music and many more named. Begining in 1920, the Carter Family emerged as the happy song family and made You are my Sunshine a song that has become timeless. The first commercial recording was done in 1923 featuring the lyrics and vocals featuring Fiddlin' John Carson with Little Log Cabin in the Lane. Men & Women made their mark in the Country genre. Bluegrass entertained us with nothing less than comedy caricatures and talent such as Lester Flatt & Earl Scruggs, plus the Grand Ole Opry. Honkytonk followed with Hank Williams. Hank's influence would prove to be an influence, inspiring the pioneers of Rock & Roll such as Elvis Presley, Jerry Lee Lewis as well as Chuck Berry. It also provided a framework for artists such as George Jones. 1956 became the year of rockabilly which was an early form of Rock & Roll. Topping the Billboard charts that year was Elvis Presley, Johnny Cash, and the original artist of Blue Suede Shoes Carl Perkins. Through the Ozark Jubilee on ABC-TV and radio from 1955-1960 gained Country music nationwide attention. Loretta Lynn, Porter Wagner, Dolly Parton, Merle Haggard, Charlie Pride. Tammy Wynette are just a few of the first television personalities. The era of the Outlaws ie: Willie Nelson, Waylon Jennings, Jessi Colter, Tompall Glaser recorded a compilation album; released by RCA records in 1976 becoming the first country album to go platinum-certified. 1980 through today brought the talent of several distinctive artists from Barbara Mandrell, Reba McEntire, Clint Black, Dwight Yoakam, Crystal Gail, T Graham Brown, Roxanne Cash to name just a very few. The best of the best George Strait, Alan Jackson, Martina McBride, Shania Twain, Rascal Flatts, Lady Antebellum, and the number one artist Garth Brooks. Country music is still evolving with the new sounds of Country Pop featured artists such as Taylor Swift, Luke Bryan, Carrie Underwood, Eric Church, Maren Morris, and more. I recommend Chris Stapelton & Alison Krauss and Patsy Cline. Since the conception of Country music to the current day is Stand by your Man, Tammy Wynette. If you are looking for a fabulous duet by two very unexpected artists, head over to YouTube and search Loretta Lynn & Jack White performing Oregon.

If you are a serious meditator I would suggest Zen music. Available at Amazon or on an Echo Dot just ask Alexa.

Seeking a fun family activity that's possibly new to your knowledge base? Try playing Disc Golf. Not expensive to buy starter discs and any course in your location is always free to play on. Google search for a Disc Golf course location in your area. This sport offers not only a family activity but the opportunity to be outdoors and to explore nature. YouTube has excellent videos about how to play. has groups that have players that will be glad answer any questions you may have or tips on playing. I recommend The Disc Golf Mom page.

Family apps for musically oriented games.
Guess the song, music quiz.
Don't forget the lyrics.
I know this song.
Name this song.
I recommend SoundHound- Music Discovery & Lyrics.

There was no possible way I could cove every genre, but I do hope you enjoyed the topics covered plus the history and backstories. I hope each reader has a beautiful and peaceful week.

Miss T
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My View!
Posted:Oct 15, 2020 1:04 am
Last Updated:Jan 16, 2021 12:59 am
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“I walk air when he crosses my mind therefore I’m never grounded”.

It was absolutely worth the wait, yet my craving is at an -time high. My
senses heightened with a sharpness of lust and love that felt priceless
the woman he helped become. Yes, he also understood with no reservations
the man he truly was.

We never would let the ideas that had once been placed like a mind-altering cult in our thoughts. Never live to doubt our self-worth another second,
redemption, and the justification of the truths we vowed plus honored only lead us to the
knowledge of guilty acts first done by others. Harsh words, hammering away at our self-esteem in every way imaginable so their own drama, lies, and deceit would not surface to expose
the hurt from the low road they traveled.
Only a blind fool will never witness the first stone thrown. Sad, yet true in some form we
are blame for not giving the attention a covenant deserves. A misfortune that occurs
75% of the time in today's society.
I finally realized that I was a pure woman just as he would never question himself as a truly
honest man. Grievously the conquest for the sincere artless downright genuine emotions
we were seeking lead us all to the lives of others that wasn’t planned. There are several
nouns, adjectives, verbs that are used to describe what I believe is the most predominant
description of the evident blame game that will happen with certainty.
The bad comes with the good and the good comes with the bad. For every action, a reaction
will follow. So, listen to all; when we practice deceiving a tangled web we weave.
PERFECT WE ARE NOT AND IN LIFE SHIT WILL AND DOES HAPPEN!!

I have been on both sides of the court and it made my feelings numb to the emotions
of others, yet it also made the entire situation more visible with clarity unfortunately it
was oblivious of understanding or to concede. The same can be said for both sides of
the aisle, leading to the destruction that time never forgets.

I do not know where to search first in the massive library of Mr. Webster’s vocabulary
to describe how fortunate we are to of stumbled onto what we feel is so valuable and nothing short of perfect… except the morning’s secret. We are more than content in this
one in a million discovery.
I dare not explain the components or inner workings, no pray tells the longer the mystery
remains the longer our unfiltered passion will be intact. In a complete relationship, there
are many factors that must knit together in absolute unabridged harmony. Like a 3-D
puzzle, all pieces must fit in unison, with complete trust in where they are placed. That my friends takes hard work and the ability to accept all the reactions that may or I should
say will eventually happen. The popular television series Grey’s Anatomy is synonymous
In coining the term ‘My Person’ please feel free to seek out Google for the most accurate
description for this new age term, I’ll wait. Such beautiful terminology that applies to any
two individuals with such a strong bond. Psychic’s today use the term ‘Twin Flame’. I prefer
the first term myself. Each individual on the planet deserves to feel the extraordinary bond
we all grow dreaming of. It may not be with your first choice of a new name and it may
not happen with the name you offer. Edification is a learned talent, empathy must be a
value instilled. Integrity, honesty, selflessness, self-esteem, self-respect, compassion, good
stewardship, soberness, unentitled, education, leadership, and more begin at home.
I must add one parent is strong enough for both roles, but two parents complete an anomaly.

This very special man in my life completes me. I love him, I’m in love with his soul. the other exquisite times we share in life is an added bonus. We escaped emotional hell
together with no intention of hurting anyone; only to find what we knew was missing in
life in which we both needed so much, not for pure fantasy, just to complete what was absent
and longed for. I will have pure love, unconditionally for him until I take my last breath. There
Is no doubt he loves me the same. It makes for a marvelous world.

Perfection can never be achieved, but there is no reason to short change yourself or settle for
less than desired. Yes, we do have the ability to love more than two or people at once,
LOVE is infinity. Smile more often, share a conversation, say thank you & please, it forward
and never forget words are a double-edged sword and once said can never be unheard the
soul. Don’t waste time regretting or over-thinking life. KISS IT: Keep it Simple Silly!!

My life is HAPPY, and I hope yours is too.

Miss T.
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The Truth in the blog stories... so far!
Posted:Oct 14, 2020 3:43 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2020 4:11 am
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Upside down emoji , the witty answer a phone call. The small things that produce a much-needed smile after a hectic day that felt as if there was not an ending in sight.

A humorous conversation with banter back and forth, off the cuff scenarios one would not ordinarily think of began flow with ease as the first in-depth, without subject matter conversation was taking place.

The obvious was very apparent. Southern twang was spoken fluently. Homegrown manners were apparent. Many social activities were shared, yet not together. It really is a small world after all.

He: NSA. Her: FWB. It turned out to be one amazing love story. To this day the magic of love remains for them both. I think they are in agreement that each person needs his or her own "Person". A special bond that is polished like the perfect emerald or sapphire. A language only they understand. who intertwine as one, discovering the fantasies we once thought would fade. A feeling of comfort only shared with 'Twin Flames"

'Penny for My Thoughts'. True and most remarkable time shared together.
'A Forbidden Love'. True and the work and dedication it takes to remain without
the loss of cherished love and memories made.

As of today --2020, the creation still exists and odds are it will remain until their breath is gone.

Thank you for taking your valuable time read my stories and random thoughts. Over the past decade, plus I have met fantastic people on AdultFriendFinder. It has been an adventure, to say the least. It is here I found my last love, a love worth more than the world's gold or silver. Amazingly my heart can host many more friends, adventures, and if truly blessed 3 X a million more memories.

Miss T. AKA: Directexpression
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Penny for my thoughts
Posted:Oct 12, 2020 12:41 am
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2020 6:05 pm
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Just a penny? My thoughts are worth far more than a coin you can’t even use to purchase
your way out of a Walmart parking lot!
That may be my name yet, I know my self-worth.
Getting older but still hoping in our memories.

Older women get horny too. I hope that doesn’t surprise
you. YES! Finally, some humorous ways to see life.

Is the world stoned or am I?
We go and do some stupid crap. Not my monkey!
I got accustomed to our time.STOP! Like a telegraph.

I was so fucking happy, life is right. Magical, we both
agree. The sounds of his key in the door; coming in for me made me
wet. I was convinced he could read me. Experiencing fun
and lust. The more I had him the more I wanted with him.
I saw his true eyes. He always looked at me, busy hands too.
I have no doubt he was Loving the sex and us.
Watching him tower over me was hot and he made it so sexy.
He loved my body the way he wanted to. Eager, wet and just anticipating
his touch always made me cum. He liked it when I teased him and so did
I. His eyes spoke volumes, he wanted my pussy like an addict wants drugs.
His hard cock needed a good massage, he loved my mouth. I
ask him to video me? He was quick to oblige my request. ($1000 bet
what song?) His voice was his pleasure. Listening to his sounds was
my pleasure and sucking his cock. He wants to cum yet that total
man held back. Damn! He has his mouth all over my pussy. Damn,
he found my pleasure places just as I had found his………… I had to cum, I can fill my juices flowing as I cum again. He had his strength holding
me down. Fuck! He is sucking on my clit. I am not able to get enough of
him. I lean back and reach to part my lips, so swollen and wanting
more. He needed to see what his mouth did to my pussy. I raised up
sliding back until I felt his cock. I took him all inside of me and I went
for a ride. My head would collapse on his chest every time he made
me cum, I was not shy to let him know how good he feels. Amazing how
he always makes me feel whole. Convinced; I had found what I had always dreamed
of. I knew him and his desires very well, there was more and I was ready to
accept him in any way he needed. I loved on his body as long as he would
make his sounds of pleasure; so pleasing to my senses and I felt as if
I was the woman he had searched his fantasies about.
His touch electrified me. Did I lean in close to ask him for his touch inside
my body? He was glad to give me what I asked for as he always was and did.
His strong hands could move me very easy and that was a powerful electric
surge for me and my body. His thighs are my favorite ass resting place.
I watch intently as he soaks in his forever invitation. My secret thoughts that
I repeat silently to myself, commanding his sexy strength be mine.
I watched him love me and I mean love me.
Warm feelings as he exploded cum deep inside me. Just him and me.

“ I’m not going anywhere”
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A forbidden love.
Posted:Oct 11, 2020 2:06 am
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2020 4:14 am
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It was one of those balmy evenings with nothing do with my interest, not TV. I was not in the mood the online “fuck” site, that was where I had fun testing the limits of many
men just for fun. I had made some elite friends over the years.

I had an interest in men hoping continue chatting with them. Armed with my sarcasm. I continued those chats. I had given two of these men my cell phone number. August 8th, 2018;
I received a text. An upside-down emoji, at an odd time too. I answered with humor. We
spoke on the phone for hours. His unique charm, wonderful sense of humor, explained his only free time. I agreed and gave him my address.

The morning I had been anxiously waiting for finally arrived. I answered the door.
Inviting him in and expressing I was glad to meet him. I shared a house with other
women. It was a good arrangement, we are family. I had the back two rooms but only
One chair. The solution, invite him my bedroom.

I got the best hug and a friendly kiss. I liked it, I liked it a lot! His voice was a song
my ears, he was Southern! Tall and obviously strong. My type of man exactly.
We got better acquainted; after all, we had planned be intimate. I was not disappointed
or left wanting anything. The humor in our first rendezvous was I forgot his name!
I remember he sat beside me and whispered ‘Bubba’. I knew what happened that
early morning; what I did not know was how my life was about be forever changed.

Time went by, our inhibitions disappeared. For reasons only known by the cowboy and
the frog, we went our separate ways. I missed his company, friendship, humor, sex, and
our conversations.
I joined the local gym keep my mind busy since he was always my first thought of the
day and my last too. We had no bad feelings between us, I was just being greedy.
The hope of him returning back to my life never left my thoughts. We kept in touch
In a casual way. He had told at one point in time, he had feelings for me and I
acknowledged I did as well.

At last! We had a conversation and we had included the option I wanted. I would see him soon.
Twice a week evolved into more mornings. Like our magic, soon it was every day.
Amazingly we both were discovering first time actions. The morning he reached for my hand to hold while he was making love to me is the memory I savor still
to this day. We just shut the world we were trying to escape out.

Days turned into weeks, weeks into months. We had found love that felt right.
We found the treasure we both were seeking. We were so happy and I knew
beyond any doubt I had found MY PERSON. He claimed me as his person too.
Freely we said “I love you” often. Showing how much we did love one another
came easy. We ask nothing from each other but honest love. No promises were
ever broken. We respected the small, kind things that were done for each other.
It is the small gestures that mean more than all the world's silver or gold.

Happy New Year! 2019 was here. I was faced with two very important
decisions that I had no choice but to choose. Our living arrangement was
ending. I was sadly looking for housing. I also had received a call
advising me to return to South Carolina. My beloved uncle needed me.
I am independent. I got moved and made arrangements to care for my dear
Uncle Daddy. I felt as if my new found happiness was being stripped away.
I did the right thing, as a family comes first. I wrote plus told the cowboy the frog said see- ya. I don’t like to say goodbye. I had no idea how long I
would be gone or if I even could return. He understood. The last night shared; we shared as if tomorrow would never come. I felt as if I left part
of my soul, my reason, my spirit, my happiness, my person behind.
I wanted a garden that burst into life; instead, I was a blackbird flying into
dark of the dead night.

We remained in touch. He wanted to see me as much as I wanted to see him.
I prayed each day for God to find me a way to make a long-distance relationship
work. I was selfish to ask for my wants in prayer. REMEMBER THIS: You can
never do anything that will make God not love you, not a single thing.
With uncertainty and mighty faith, I gave all my concerns to God. I patiently
listened for His instructions. If it is meant to be God will clear a path in His time.

The days and nights went by at a snail's pace. I had left Florida & cowboy long
days ago. Just as I was the fact, I would be a lonely frog with no escape.
Greyson, my cousin walked in the back door. I was so glad see him; it had been
a year ago since we saw one another. Two days earlier I phoned him let him
know and get his advice, Uncle Daddy did not recognize ! I saw it happen right before my eyes. I saw his struggle. It was the longest two minutes of my life
since my dad had walked Heaven. I felt numb. I forced myself be positive.

Later that evening Greyson and I had a chance talk. No ALS centers, no treating
him any different, give him every chance be self-sufficient, find the best Doctor
and treatment if needed, decisions are his after he assures us he understands
exactly what is being explained him should that become necessary, he was
always be at his home, Greyson and I would keep open lines of communication.
We discussed options and business matters. We each had our -do list.
We watched the sun come over the pond.

It was music my soul and I smiled when Greyson said after we complete our list, I
should return Florida make sure is fine. He did have return back school for 3 more weeks. I was a NASCAR driver, an Olympic track runner, stubborn enough
not take no for an answer, a 5 star chief of making frozen suppers, checked my list, and
checked it again. I could go Florida! I did not tell the cowboy, not that I lacked
trust, not surprise him. I needed see and check my and g-babies
first. I’d call when my family visit was complete. It would be like waiting open a
Christmas present. I had a strong craving for his body! With missing him so
much; it was poison in my veins. Cowboy made the frog young again.

I text him that I was home in Florida…….Are you serious? the cowboy replied.
I could hear him smile. I LOVE THAT MAN. Very soon I was looking at his
eyes or getting one of those absolutely perfect hugs. Calmness was rushing in
every part of my body. Cowboy had a very happy expression on his handsome
face. So did I. I had been missing my person tremendously. I will make a bold and
honest statement of fact now! Cowboy is the anomaly of men and he lets you
know what is on his mind. So, if in any way he was not happy see and be
with again, he would have already called “bull-shit”. That is a pure man.
Yet, he agreed with afternoon and made his princess. Double dare
you disagree! The proof is in our photos.

The early hours of the morning are our times. He would be back soon. I wanted, I craved,
I needed to make love with him! My person felt so right in a million-plus 3 ways.
Soon we would be wrapped in each other's body. I will beg for his release but,
not before we both are drowning in each other’s passion and words expressed in
truth. Cowboy is the first man whom I made real love with and . Regret that fact
is impossible for do nor do I want . Many women and men don’t get
experience this emotion purely. Twin Flames.

Time went so fast. I had return S.C. My smile was upside down. Now
at least I could expect relief. I would be back. I will be patient. Just when?
I would always feel empty, like a part of was missing when I was not able
reach out the cowboy. It went back and forth, sex was the magic force between
us. We formed art and no one shared it but us. Damn, is almost the first word
I said, short version; life was dreams come true. Still, if you believe we were having
the continued first, explore? No boundaries! It is a special time in my life.
I knew what was going happen each morning at 4 and so did he. Cowboy
left a note the calendar every day, each word was gold . The Frog was experiencing this absolute new freedom. The cowboy was right there too.

July 1st, 2019. I was having a large-super-sized craving for his strength. He never
guessed wrong until this night. Monday morning; anxious to see each other. As usual, he was a jokester. He let his guard down when I whispered to him I want to
tie you up***********rapidly he wore red bandanas. I had a feast with
his body. Teased his self-control without mercy. I had never felt so much like a
woman, ever. I told him. I told him everything, the cowboy was my person.
Frog. We had a language of our own. of our words made us smile. Lips and hands- every part of his body. Then Frog put her wet pussy in front of his face and he
watched as the frog pleasured herself. He asked let him eat my pussy many times. Yes, he was more eager than ever. So was I. I needed this cowboy inside of me. With my legs straddling each of his shoulders; I gave my cowboy a face full of what he does .
As I looked into his eyes it was apparent he needed his dominance back. I let him
go as I ask him to use my body for his perfect pleasure. No words but, I did get the
most fantasizing kiss. Both arms he easily spread my legs and pulled my ass onto
his knees. Cowboy liked to look at my wet pussy while doing that sexy thang. He asks
if I was ready? Yes, I said, anything. I can take you! A little tease before he enters
. YES, I savored the moment. Every ounce of man he is, I felt. I really wanted it too.
Feeling drops of his sweat I ask him to give me a taste of us? I kept my ass high and
where he could see. I took all of him at once and got that cowboy rock hard. I reached
around my hip and started fingering my pussy. His aroma and voice assure me he needs
to cum! Behind me and deep. I did not have to say more he was in me again. I loved
his talk and sound. I begged him for his cum, I squirted. He stopped and began to
finger my pussy. I could tell he was jacking off, so sexy! I moved my ass so I could
grind on his hand. When he moved my hand, I made my pussy ready for him. I told
him to fuck me, he asks if I was ready? I pleaded with the cowboy to make me warm.
In an instant, his cock exploded inside my pussy. The next few minutes are ours.
Magical bliss in the purest form.

The next weeks were double the magic.
Also the hardest. I was tired, the cowboy was too.
In an instant, worlds change.
Mine will never be the same.

Wait! The Sequel. 3
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Having fun with ALEXA!
Posted:Oct 8, 2020 3:17 pm
Last Updated:Jan 16, 2021 12:59 am
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I love my Echo Dot. Even better, I amuse myself by asking questions that randomly cross my mind. Admit it, we all from time to time have strange questions that suddenly intrude on our normal thought process.

A wide range of topics, silly thoughts, taboo ideas we once were scared to admit. Humorous questions just to see if an answer would be given. All in fun, after all, laughter, is a great stress reliever. Knowledge is power plus, comes in handy if you're playing trivia.

I love linguistics. Words and the use of words intrigue me even though I am from the south where country twang is prominent and extra syllables seem necessary.
Hoping to never lose my twang yet, seeking a superior vocabulary to throw off unsuspecting "high riders" and the "stereotype bigots" by replying in a comical way of words, they had never heard. I had 2 choices at my disposal or in my personal arsenal.
The Oxford Dictionary's 171,476 words in current use plus the 47,156 obsolete words that were stored in my brain and I could remember or go completely redneck country backwoods slang in my reply. It all depended on my mood or the circumstances.

Alexa is full of knowledge and useless knowledge. Expand your horizons and ask the questions that seep into your mind. I would have never gained the expertise I possess now if I had not to ask does the jolly green giant has a big penis?

The best and most comical questions are beckoned to be shared.

"T"
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A Better Rain
Posted:Oct 8, 2020 12:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2020 9:43 am
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Making Memories.
In life, we are always making a memory. The amazing brain was designed to do that automatically. The more
knowledge gained and adventures took the more memories that are made. Some remembered, some
forgotten, some cherished, some are regretted, some
are celebrated, some we don’t give our attention to.

Falling out of the clear blue sky like ‘Chicken Little’ came
the memory I will never leave behind stopped at my soul.
In the beginning, I didn't even have this heart-stopping
vision in my thoughts but, time can change anything.
The simple time of day, your mood, you’re private
Thoughts, no matter the circumstances you will get
a piece of life that forever changes you.
Life, I think should resemble a graph flow chart.
Hills and valleys are the truth of life. ’s
Fairytale books started out as horror stories to
capture the unpleasantness of day to day existence.
Changed over time to imply unicorns and fairy dust
is all around us. Gold slippers will get you a dream life.
Bears are inferior, Wolves can talk with pigs plus a woman
who lived in a shoe because she fucked too much.

I am a ‘left-brain’ type of an amazing person. I am proud of my age, my floppy boobs, stretch marks because they are a road map of my memories. Even the ones I would rather take a digital delete button to. The Skeletons, we all have them.

We all have or had a special dream. I never gave my greatest bucket list item the attention it needed.
It is apparent to me now just how much my desire to live on my own was the one thing that was able to break down the held hostage emotions I was burdened with. Complete freedom from the world others wanted me to accept. No, I needed my pasture of completeness. The day I put the key in the door lock was incredible; frozen in place, speechless and so in love with my dream maker. Rapidly running through my emotional arsenal I became toxic on grateful bliss with-out any lingering suspects. I realized that I have been blessed for no other reason than honest love. A petal in the wind.

I had a new life experience too. Someone was near-by to cheer me on. Each of us enjoyed the big move and getting my home in the order I wanted. Surprise drop-in visits to help me was just so romantic, kindness is sexy, he is very sexy too. I have that thought often, I always smile. A multitude of positive events or heartfelt actions were packed by the Bushel for me.
“REALIZE THE GOOD: LEARN FROM THE NEGATIVE”

The morning we first were alone was a happy and special time for us both. We imagined the idea of us being totally alone one day. Now, that time was here and we made our own kind of celebration. The start of inhibitions being left at the door while we became free to express our own unique ways. No one shared our intimate times, it was ours only. We got as close to each other as physically possible. Emotionally connected like ‘Twin Flames’.

Personality traits: A multitude of differences between him and me. We interlocked at almost record pace. No reservations were anticipated or expected. Sunday kind of love.

I am very proud of the ‘persons’ we have created and nurtured. We built our own castle with the draw-bridge up and stuck. We have a playful side, a supportive side, a protective side, a confidant side, a flirty side, a sentimental side, concern, respect, trust, southern style, sexy beyond any descriptive words plus most importantly we had honest, true love from our souls for one another. You could feel it. Most people in today’s society never feel the comfort of unabridged, unfiltered, unconditional pure love as we do. Compare it to a priceless jewel and you are still off the mark. Nothing could ever compare! I am a lucky woman no doubt. He hung the moon!

Prior to August 2018 life was existing but with my sense of humor. I renewed my former account with AdultFriendFinder, the world’s biggest hookup site. Finding the obvious rude males, I needed to be a pain for them so it was soon called cutting bait. I had always made good cyber friends in the past on that social site. I made three chat buddies I was fond of; we were in touch often. The Fireman, good conversation, considerate, respectful too. He had me interested in him as possible Cougar bites. The Banker, very hot, very young, very responsible, a good sense of humor and was not shy or timid to express his wishes that we fuck. Elvis, he was the most silent. Fantastic to converse with when he would chat or text. He was the only one out of three to get my cell number. I had to at least meet this Elvis dude. We got more acquainted over weeks and shared many laughs and I was glad to tease him with my photos. After all, it is just a mating game of thrones. Imagine that, I would beat the record, have good & ready spider senses. I invented the record we are attempting to break plus I am free to make my own decisions. FWB… plus LOVE.
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