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12/9/2019 7:35 am
American Girl


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I Will Survive
Grace
Bad Bad Leroy Brown
The Logical Song
Hotel California
Stuck In the Middle with You
I39m a Believer
Bohemian Rhapsody
How to Forget
Suspicious Minds
The Joker
Killing Me Softly with His Song
You Dont Bring Me Flowers
Crazy Train
Change The World
Power of Love
Sweet Dreams are Made of This
Mr Blue Sky
You Matter to Me
Change
Unlonely
Mr Curiosity
Love is Still the Answer
Material World
Beat It
Landslide
Gypsy
Whatever It Takes
I Won39t Give Up
If You Leave Me Now

Remember, folks, almost every sexual relationship I've had since the early 2000s started here on Passion. Sure, there have been exceptions, but they're rare. In fact, I can name them off here. Rob, in Michigan, lived in my apartment complex. Val and Robin were the couple I met on OKCupid. And, I met Nick on OKCupid. Everyone else? I met on Passion, and that includes Storm.

I've lusted after this man for almost a year now, in a way that's difficult for me to express. Here's a man that I've only had Penis in Vagina sex with once, in that entire year. And, I can count on both hands how many times we've been physically intimate with each other in other ways. We've had what I can only describe as a “rocky relationship”.

I suspect our problems boil down to miscommunications due to text messaging and emails. We don't spend enough time talking with one another, in person, and that's mostly my fault. I usually want to jump him right away. And, the beginning of November was no different. Though, he didn't let me have my way. Nope, he wanted to talk with me before we got naked.

And, We did.

I'm not going to get into everything we spoke about, though there was talk of missing text messages and my “data dumps”. No, really, I was definitely sending him too many text messages and emails during this crazy summer I had. I understood his point of view in everything he was saying to me, and I thought he understood mine. I was wrong.

We had adult naked time, and then he got up to leave. This was not what I was expecting, I was expecting him to spend the night. I was wrong, obviously. I took it in stride, though, or I tried to, until the next day.

When I woke the next morning in the hotel, I had an email from Eagle. Him and I were discussing a bunch of things, actually. The email exchange went on for most of the day. Then, I was talking with Logan, then I was talking with Storm in text. It was...interesting.

Remember, Eagle and I had stopped seeing each other in any intimate fashion, though we never sexually connected beyond kissing. We were speaking purely as friends. Then, he pissed me off, like big time, and I told him to stop emailing me and to never contact me again. (He did contact me, by the way, he emailed me here on AdultFriendFinder to tell me that he was closing his account, like I cared). I look back, now, and see some of the problems boiled down to miscommunication.

However, honestly, some of the problems were his heteronormative thought processes. Lort, he freaked out over the most ridiculous things, because he kept forgetting what I said to him, or he didn't listen. or, whatever it was that had him freaking out over the story I wrote. The time travel story erotic story. You all, the fallout from that on his end was ridiculous when he knew it was purely fantasy.

In the end, I was just plain tired of being confronted about MY sex life, like it was any of his business what I did with MY body.

Fuck, talk about a turn off.

Then, Storm was mad at me. And, no, you don't get to know why.

Here's the thing, I care about Storm, but I suspect Storm is not interested in the same type of relationship I want, or maybe he doesn't know what I want. I can't, honestly, remember if I told him. Things have been so crazy, it's possible I didn't. It's not like I've been all that clear with anyone except those who I spoke with, at length, in person.

I'm just going to lay it out here because I suspect Storm is still reading my blog to this day. We've spoken since this last fight, by the way. We aren't “fighting”, but we aren't really talking either. I want to have face to face conversations because I feel it's the texting and emailing that's causing our problems.

It boils down to this:

I want someone I can “run” with, some may call it a “partner in crime”.

I want a bisexual man who will play sexual role play games with me with other men of OUR choosing.

I also want my freedom to pursue other outside relationships and he, obviously, would have his as well.

This would something where we didn't live together, but got together at least twice a month or so.

The thing is, people, I LOVE my sexual freedom, but I also want someone I feel connected with to do it with. It's just how I'm built, how my psyche developed, I prefer being partnered sexually speaking. I sure don't want marriage, monogamy, or heteronormativity. But, what I do want is love and respect.

And, well, that's not easy to find in today's 24/7 society where people are, often, looking for the bigger better deal.

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American Girl

By

Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers

Well she was an American girl
Raised on promises
She couldn't help thinkin' that there
Was a little more to life
Somewhere else
After all it was a great big world
With lots of places to run to
Yeah, an d if she had to die
Tryin' she had one little promise
She was gonna keep
Oh yeah, all right
Take it easy baby
Make it last all night
She was an American girl
It was kind of cold that night
She stood alone on her balcony
She could the cars roll by
Out on 441
Like waves crashin' in the beach
And for one desperate moment there
He crept back in her memory
God it's so painful
Something that's so close
And still so far out of reach
Oh yeah, all right
Take it easy baby
Make it last all night
She was an American girl
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Songwriters: Tom Petty

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SpunkyMonkeyz58 62M
1297 posts
12/9/2019 7:45 am

Very 'nterest'ng and well done and r'ght from the heart o'r dear fr'end and lots of love and h'gs sent yo'r way o'r dear, dear fr'end Xx Oo Mmmmmmmm Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows What yo seek so not an easy way o'r dear fr'end b't, tr'th, so poss'ble wth the r'ght people Happy Monday


Paulxx001 63M
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12/9/2019 8:30 am

Ya got some hot 🔥 irons in the fire 🔥 💦 😮 😘

... is there another way to look at it.
We Have Lost Forty Million Good Men WTF


PAWAPh 44M
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12/9/2019 8:56 am

Hey, Friend.

*Interesting Blogs As Always*
(When Is The Book Release)

~A Great Song~
{R.I.P Tom Petty}

Peace!

J
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Logan0867 52M
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12/9/2019 8:42 pm

I think a lot of societys problems can be boiled down to miscommunication.


EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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12/10/2019 8:19 am

    Quoting  :

Thanks, it is, isn't it?

Thanks for coming by!

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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12/10/2019 8:21 am

    Quoting SpunkyMonkeyz58:
    Very 'nterest'ng and well done and r'ght from the heart o'r dear fr'end and lots of love and h'gs sent yo'r way o'r dear, dear fr'end Xx Oo Mmmmmmmm Prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows What yo seek so not an easy way o'r dear fr'end b't, tr'th, so poss'ble wth the r'ght people Happy Monday
Thank you my dear freeendz...I know you're right, I know it's possible with the right people. Hopefully, one day, I will find my right guy, or maybe storm will come around, who knows what the future will bring...yes?

Happy Monday My Freeeeeeeeeeendz, the Monkeeeez

Awroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow
Xooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxo
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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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12/10/2019 8:21 am

    Quoting Paulxx001:
    Ya got some hot 🔥 irons in the fire 🔥 💦 😮 😘
To which irons are you referring, Paul?



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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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12/10/2019 8:22 am

    Quoting PAWAPh:
    Hey, Friend.

    *Interesting Blogs As Always*
    (When Is The Book Release)

    ~A Great Song~
    {R.I.P Tom Petty}

    Peace!

    J
    a
    c
    k


Hey Jack,

Thanks

Not sure, yet.

It is, and RIP Tom Petty

Peace

Debbi

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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12/10/2019 8:23 am

    Quoting Logan0867:
    I think a lot of societys problems can be boiled down to miscommunication.
So true. So true.

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SpunkyMonkeyz58 62M
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12/11/2019 3:51 pm

Yes, tr'th o'r dear fr'end and what the f't're br'ngs no one knows 'nt'l 't comes Xx Oo Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm P'rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows


EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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12/12/2019 7:20 am

    Quoting SpunkyMonkeyz58:
    Yes, tr'th o'r dear fr'end and what the f't're br'ngs no one knows 'nt'l 't comes Xx Oo Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm P'rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows
Exactly, that's why when so many "predict" the future, I'm always left wondering...well, how do you know? History may be a great predictor, but it's not infallible. Ya know?

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