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11/27/2019 5:51 am
Love is Still the Answer


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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/27/2019 5:52 am

I Will Survive
Grace
Bad Bad Leroy Brown
The Logical Song
Hotel California
Stuck In the Middle with You
I39m a Believer
Bohemian Rhapsody
How to Forget
Suspicious Minds
The Joker
Killing Me Softly with His Song
You Dont Bring Me Flowers
Crazy Train
Change The World
Power of Love
Sweet Dreams are Made of This
Mr Blue Sky
You Matter to Me
Change
Unlonely
Mr Curiosity

Also in mid September, one night I was sitting in my room reading, when I saw lights shining through my window above my bed, then the other one. Now, I have put treatment on both of my windows. I took some fabric and mod podge (school glue and water mixed together) and I plastered the fabric to my windows. Then, I painted over top of that. I have a “thing” about privacy.

I got up and walked towards the front of the house so I could look our the front windows, carrying a Louisville Slugger, calling Mainman's name. By the time I got the front door open, there was no one there, and Mainman came out of his room. I asked him if they tried to shine lights in his windows and he said he was asleep.

The next night, I was standing in the driveway, leaned over the Lexus, looking at my phone. (The car belongs to a friend of Nick's,we've been “storing” it for a few months now). All of the sudden, I noticed there was this big truck with a huge spotlight on top of it shining into my house from David St. (Our house faces a crossroads) It just sat there for like five minutes, so I called Mainman to have him come out because I was starting to freak out. Two minutes later, Nick pulled into the driveway and the truck just pulled away.

Nick asked who that was, and I told him I had no clue. Mainman wasn't sure either, so we were stumped. I was also being cyberbullied pretty heavily at this time, if you remember. So, I went to the Sheriff's Office on Sept 19, to file a report. I mean people were shining lights in my window and I was having some serious issues with people online, including on this site. (Which was reported to the site administration and ignored, by the way)

Well, the Sheriff's Office listened to me and filed a report, and told me that I had to go to the FBI for the Cyberbullying and Hacking. When I got home, I filed the report with FBI...which...of course...was ignored. But, I did my civic duty, and reported all of it.

Three days later, I went on my breakfast date with the retired DHS Agent, you know, Eagle. Breakfast Date It was our first meeting. Now, I actually didn't know he was a retired DHS Agent when I went to meet him for the first time. I did find out after our conversation, though. And, that's where the idea to bully Anonymous in my blog came from. In truth, I thought Eagle would listen and help me, he didn't though...

As an aside, I received a piece of mail the other day. Snail Mail, you know, the kind that shows up in your mailbox that's actually delivered by a mail person. It was from Eagle, and it was a letter of gratitude plus a token of affection, something he brought back from Vietnam. Eagle, if you're reading this: You're Welcome and Thank You...it's lovely.

I spent the latter part of September dealing with a person still trying to tell me what to do in my text messages, you know the man who said he worked with Black Shelton; dealing with cyberbullies on this site and Instagram; and dealing with some real life weird shit. Including the moment when I figured out that Mainman was a “plant”. And, doing it all while providing therapy; campaigning; and writing a blog here.

Now, look, eventually, I'm going to tell you the whole story of Mainman and how we ended up taking him in, because it's a far more interesting story than many I've told. Here's a man who used to be HEAVY into the game here in Florida, as well as being a fairly successful minor ball player until a car accident messed up his hip.

But, for now, I will tell you that Mainman knows a LOT of people, and he kept bringing those people over to my house to meet me. Look, I'm not saying I'm anything special, it's just that in my neighborhood, I'm a curiosity. I'm a middle aged white woman who lives with a man she's not romantically involved with; walks the neighborhood and to the store in dresses wearing headphones; and picks up trash while she does so. I make cat houses, feed feral cats, and roll around in the grass. And, well, I put on a Halloween show for the kids every year for the last three years. (Game of Thrones 2017, Ursula 2018, and this year was Harley and her Henchmen).

Though I know both my next door neighbors and across the street neighbor very well, the rest of the neighborhood have been curious. And, Mainman was satiating their curiosity, though there was a lot of push and pull. I just don't like a whole bunch of people in my house, and I kept trying to tell him to bring them over one at a time.

What I didn't know? Mainman had the WRONG impression about me. It seems he was almost “pimping” me to his friends. Bwahahahaha. No, really, he thought I was looking for someone to fuck, and he was bringing over his friends to see if I “liked” any of them. Head meet desk.

Look, if you all think I talk about sex a lot here, you should hear me at home. I just have a real twisted and raunchy sense of humor. Shoot, I can't even SAY pork butt anymore without smacking my own ass and giggling as I say it. I find myself HYSTERICAL, but Mainman? Well....he didn't understand, still really doesn't.

I'm a woman with sexual freedom and that excites some men; scares others; and angers the rest. It scares Mainman, less now than it did in September, though. During September, men of all ages, sizes, and races were marched in front of me. Men I never met, men I was definitely not interested in. These were men who didn't want to treat me well, they wanted a hole to stick their dick in, and I wasn't having it. No matter how many times I told Mainman I wasn't interested in his friends, he didn't seem to want to listen.

To be clear, I was still dealing with the Hacker; though I had walked away from talking privately with people on Instagram and Twitter. I walked away from WhatsApp before the malware issue they had; and refuse to get on ANY chat program besides Skype with anyone nowadays. I don't feel it's safe; you don't know who you're talking with in those programs.

And, that's where I'm going to leave it.

Next UP: Man who said he worked with Blake Shelton in my text messages.

Happy Wednesday

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Love is Still the Answer
By

Jason Mraz
The question is why, why are we here?
To say our hello's and goodbye's and then disappear
This beautiful life, what is it for?
To learn how to master peace or master war

There's only one answer that matters
Even if your heart has been shattered
Whatever you want, whatever you are after
Love is still the answer
Love is still the answer

Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love

We all make mistakes, no, we're not perfect yet
Maybe God made us all from an accident
And the question that sits on everyone's lips
Is why should we pick ourselves up and start over again

There's only one answer that matters
Even if your heart has been shattered
Whatever you want, whatever you are after
Love is still the answer
Love is still the answer

Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love

The question I'll ask at the end of my days
Is what did I give and what will I take

There's only one answer that matters
Even if your heart and your dreams have been shattered
Whatever you want, whatever you are after
Love is still the answer
Love is still the answer

Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Love is still the answer
Written by: Daniel Wilson, Jason Mraz

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/27/2019 7:13 am

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It really is....

Thanks!

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SpunkyMonkeyz58 62M
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11/27/2019 7:16 am

Very interesting our dear friend n truth, Love always is the best Xx Oo Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows


author51 57F  
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11/27/2019 7:39 am

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I second that emotion....It is the one gift we can freely give to one another..Great song is right but I second That Emotion by Smokey Robinson is now playing in my head....lol.

One can never have enough JOY in their life...


Paulxx001 63M
17066 posts
11/27/2019 7:41 am

Good song 💚

... is there another way to look at it.
We Have Lost Forty Million Good Men WTF


Logan0867 52M
190 posts
11/27/2019 11:35 am

Yes it is....and OY lol *hugs*


pacnwlover42 51M
7900 posts
11/27/2019 1:28 pm

I'm glad you enjoy your sexual freedom and keep your integrity as well. Happy Wednesday to you!

Funny women are incredibly sexy!


citizen4722 62M  
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11/27/2019 4:16 pm

Mainman had no right in bringing all those people to your house. He showed very little respect for you.


EnigmaInitiative 52F  
2713 posts
11/28/2019 5:15 am

    Quoting SpunkyMonkeyz58:
    Very interesting our dear friend n truth, Love always is the best Xx Oo Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfect Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Meooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooows
Love, though sometimes painful, is the best the world has to offer!

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrfecttttttt
Awrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Meoowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Xoxoxooxox

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/28/2019 5:16 am

    Quoting author51:
    I second that emotion....It is the one gift we can freely give to one another..Great song is right but I second That Emotion by Smokey Robinson is now playing in my head....lol.
Great Song Joy!

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/28/2019 5:16 am

It is <3

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/28/2019 5:17 am

    Quoting Logan0867:
    Yes it is....and OY lol *hugs*
Oy is right. LOL Hugs

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/28/2019 5:18 am

    Quoting pacnwlover42:
    I'm glad you enjoy your sexual freedom and keep your integrity as well. Happy Wednesday to you!
My integrity means far more than any roll in the hay ever would.

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EnigmaInitiative 52F  
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11/28/2019 5:19 am

    Quoting citizen4722:
    Mainman had no right in bringing all those people to your house. He showed very little respect for you.
Mainman is a product of his upbringing and this neighborhood. You're right, he did show very little respect for me, but he's learning.

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