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Imthatgirl1122 38F
1197 posts
1/19/2020 9:38 am

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To all of you :)

I just realise something. exactly one year ago today, I supposed to get married after 9 together and it all falls apart and for the next couple of weeks last year I was locking myself up at home all alone..picking up all the pieces of my heart and tried to mend it. I'm all sorts of fucked up.

its been a year... I'm always surprised of how fast time flies. when I think of it...I can still remember all those awful feelings...of what I should do just to survive another day. I remember calling my sister day and night crying and screaming...fuck.. I hate myself that time.

oh yeah...the broken heart heals slowly... I'm actually glad that I didn't ended up to marry the wrong guy..but lets not think about that. past is past.

I remember though...couple of months after that around march, I signed up again in the AdultFriendFinder ...simply because I love sex too much and I do need sex haha. I could easily picked up a guy in the club but I much prefer to talk and get to know each other a bit before we hooked up. too many psychos out there...im one of them hahaha... only in certain situation haha.

anyway, I met one or two guys that become regular and some ONS which was great. but thats not really the .
the important is that I'll never forget was the day that when I started write blogs...either about sex or about me or whatever...and I got to interact or got advise or got comment from everyone that read my blogs. and I'm proudly say that it's kinda my turning . no matter what kind of site this AdultFriendFinder...that very first day when I wrote my first blog and read the comment.... thats the first time that I'm actually felt better in months. that I don't feel alone at all.
im fucking serious.

and time passed and i got to know some of you deeper and even become friends.... it was really great....this blogville actually save my life in some way... all of you..that's been reading and commenting my blogs....it might not a big deal for you guys but It kinda big deal for me. I have new friends and I get to talk about things that I love.

am I being too emo? lol...anyway....im just glad to be here today...saying 'fuck you' to one year ago. and thank you thank you thank you to all of you that's been there for me when I needed someone the most.
and for all the guys that I met here or other places...let's keep on fucking

thank you

Imthatgirl1122 38F
1447 posts
1/19/2020 9:40 am

hugs to all of you!

Oralrapter69 60M  
333 posts
1/19/2020 9:44 am

Love yourself and its all good.....

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:44 pm:
trying hard here...thanks for stopping by. hugs

author51 57F  
86447 posts
1/19/2020 9:44 am

Oh my sweet friend.. I for one am so very proud to call you my friend and remember that first comment you made on my blog many months ago. It led us to finding a new friend and one we connected with no matter where we are in the world..People tend to think this site is strictly for sex, but they forget about the human element of who were all are underneath the sex.. People still with hearts and souls..I am so glad we met and yes my friend, we will still have that coffee one day, you and I.....xoxo..Luv ya Lady....xx

One can never have enough JOY in their life...

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:46 pm:
im soooo happy that I met you.... and how we connected to each other. oh ill make that coffee happen for sure sometime in the future...that's already in my to do list! hugsssss

author51 57F  
86447 posts
1/19/2020 9:45 am

Hugs back......xoxo

One can never have enough JOY in their life...

profcoquin27bis 55M
2750 posts
1/19/2020 9:49 am

happy to you

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:46 pm:
thank you..hugss

Thefrog207 32M
2 posts
1/19/2020 9:55 am

That is very interesting wish I could come meet you sometime in the future

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:47 pm:
thanks a lot!! hugs

dwz5234 67M  
244 posts
1/19/2020 10:07 am

You sound like an amazing woman glad your blogs got you out of your shell, there are still people on here with big hearts

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:47 pm:
there's a lot of people here with big hearts.... I'm pretty lucky. hugs

Leegs2012 47M
49814 posts
1/19/2020 10:18 am

I'm so glad you moved on away from your hurtful experience. Yes, this is a wild and crazy site, but in some way it gets us away from the daily problems. I love sex too and what better way to express ourselves on here. You will do fine, you are sexy and very intelligent. You will find someone new!

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:48 pm:
hehe thanks a lot. not easy but you helps along the way so thanks again. hugsss

jajo696 65F
1418 posts
1/19/2020 10:46 am

Congratulations for making it thru and coming out on the other side. I def know how hard that is....as i am still in the process myself. Kudos to you for moving on and recognition of how hard it was and for understanding ( and verbalizing ) how impactful this site can be. Huggss to you too~~

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:49 pm:
it's bloody hard right...but I'm sending you big hugsss....if you need someone to talk to...drop me a line anytime.... thank you for stopping by

DoctorBooty 39M  
6288 posts
1/19/2020 11:01 am

The blog keeps me sane as well, and even more when i used to write a lot more often.

Seems I have to censor things too much for it to be an outlet anymore like it was.

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:51 pm:
this site is not like it used to be...but at least I can still count on the people in here thank you...send you big hugssss

Boatsandhoes007 36M
16 posts
1/19/2020 11:15 am

Right on

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:51 pm:
thank you

Justaverageone 34M
4 posts
1/19/2020 11:32 am

Great post

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:51 pm:
glad you like it ..thank you

Pleasureinc 56M  
1203 posts
1/19/2020 12:11 pm

Glad the blogs have been good for you, and that you have survived and thrived this year. Yes,....human beings are social animals!

Imthatgirl1122 replies on 1/19/2020 12:51 pm:
we certainly are...thanks for stopping by. hugs

MyBaffies 50M
4009 posts
1/19/2020 3:30 pm

At least you've not spent the last nine years regretting that decision. Sure the past defines what type of person we are, but no point in wishing things had been different.

Here's to happier times ahead.


My Blog: MyBaffies

looking4u69ca 59M  
2881 posts
1/19/2020 9:53 pm

Life is hard but it has enjoyable moments.

azriel1970 49M  
28512 posts
1/21/2020 4:54 am

It is amazing what a difference a year or even a day can make! Congratulations on moving on with your life!!!!

dogslife2live01 67M
1694 posts
1/26/2020 4:25 pm

wow! somehow i missed so many blogs from you. i chose this one to answer because of what you wrote.
no matter what you think of yourself think only good things.
yes i read of how you like to fuck, suck cocks, and show no guilt only joy... just remember those that judge you
(1) the ones that you rejected
(2) the ones that wish they could live your life and don't
hate and love begin in the same place in one's mind. when they are happy they spread happiness. when they are unhappy they spread hate

there is a world of difference between insanity and stupidity

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