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Honest Sexual Truths  

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10/21/2020 4:31 pm
Honest Sexual Truths


First and fore most I'm drunk as hell. Right now as I right this. But I felt like I needed speak my mind.

I'm gonna be honest, I haven't done much sexually. Had sex once, it wasn't that great. Like I mean I made her cum, I cummed. We did more than one position, doggy, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl and sidewards. But it was a mixed bag. First time and I messed it up, and I know as someone who already has low thinking of themselves, that'll put doubt in my mind and affect me.

I've done stuff online, made videos, did roleplaying, cammed once, watched porn, watched cams, sent dick pics, received nudes, jack those nudes, jacked off online roleplaying and made a cum via roleplaying.. But that's only a small portion of my desires. It was good and fun don't get me wrong.

But the massive truth I've been slowly accepting over time, is the fact that my sexual dreams and desire will never happen. What's the reality of me finding and having friends with benefits. Actually getting do some of my<b> fantasy </font></b>and desires, actually doing this stuff.

As time goes by and things go on, the chances are slipping away faster than I wanted it be. This year was gonna be my year, I was gonna do stuff, try and do some of my stuff. At least try. But life just had throw a spanner into it all.

Yes, being on here I found one meet up, it wasn't a fake profile a real person. It actually went down, and it was fun. I'll look back at it with joy and happiness but also with a grain of salt.

As many of you will read of many great sexual adventures, dreams and desires being filled. Getting off to some and marvelling in others, just remember those people are lucky. Not everything works out for all of us, wishing and desiring. Some of us just have to wish and desire in secret, while carrying on.

Doing the same , in and out. I know I'm young and got so much life ahead of me, but there's a feeling. Something that tells me that it would never happen, that it'll fade into time and space with the rest of humanity itself.

I know sex isn't everything and I know this might make me sound concerning or weird, but it's tough hearing of all your friends adventures and fun, knowing you're about to go home and watch porn jacking off by yourself.. all just the same

I just want to do stuff, experiment. But not all dreams can come true...

Jesus this was more of a rant then I realised..

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