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In memory  

MulleenofMelb 55M
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7/8/2019 10:15 pm

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7/8/2019 10:29 pm

In memory


In memory
It was yesterday a million years ago
When we were young and did not know
How deeply words could embed themselves
In the core and being and spirit of ourselves
And they say move on and simply forget
Realise the bullies never harbour a regret
Those years of life spent hiding your
The numbers of times you felt a total disgrace
A life as a failure life and
Never one of the strong bright or cool
No place hide as world exploded
All of the self you were building corroded
Sure since then you build a patina of being
Someone worthwhile for others be seeing
Yet within the hurt and torment lingers
And you know them as well as your chewed fingers
The bullies and psychopaths lurking in your way
So you avoid them and seek safety each
Because your younger self was theirs with which
Take your younger self and from there all confidence flay
You wonder how you got through without a gun or a pill
On those days when you had had your fill
When the only reason you could find survive
Was not give them the satisfaction of you not being alive.


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MulleenofMelb 55M
3024 posts
7/8/2019 10:29 pm

complete change of tone from what I usually post on here....but you know.....when the Muse calls.....

Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ.

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yesmamallthetime 53F  
11243 posts
7/8/2019 10:25 pm

Now that was morbid but poignant Mulleen. You captured every bullied person's experience accurately. It would make great lyrics.

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MulleenofMelb 55M
3024 posts
7/8/2019 10:16 pm

it is like an eclipse
something light you miss
a way of knowing that
your days of youth were crap.

Thoughts in sensual pleasure to erotic writing writ.

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