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My covid job
Posted:Oct 25, 2020 6:01 am
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2020 8:39 pm

Covid has been a pain in everyone's life in some way or another and it for sure turned my life upside down. I am my mothers primary care giver and I live with her. When It I had quit my job in customer service to keep her healthy but low and behold I have found a new opportunity with chaturbate. My channel, for a single solo guy, is really picking now. I'm amazed at how ,any guys and gals out there love be degraded. It's a skill set that I do have in spades and it's been fun as hell boot.

I sound proofed my room so I wouldn't be interupted with outside noises and sunk some pretty good money into the hardware that I now have. My only worry is I'm going to be doing so well with chaturbate I won't want to quit. How do you tell a woman you stroke you meat on camera and degrade people in private for money? Maybe I will find a good woman that want's complete love and romance and maybe doesn't mind my cam work.
Is it a kink?
Posted:Oct 19, 2020 3:55 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2020 8:36 am

I was thinking on the typical male complaint that once he marries someone the woman become's disinterested in sex. I have always held the belief that everyone has a kink and the deviding line is some just won't admit to having a kink or fantasy. One of the most irritating answers to a question I get is that they don't have a fantasy.
My first reaction is how can you not have a fantsy but last night I wondered if they just don't know it's a fantasy or kink that they have. Do you have a fantasy actually isn't an easy question to answer.
Two of the more basic traits of a good Dominant is confidence and self control. My thought process is maybe they are taking a submissive role and don't realize it. Maybe their kink is abstinence when they are around a confident and controlled man letting the pressure build to a point where neither party can hold back their desires. Maybe women have an ability to edge on a mental level and as long as you keep your control as the man of the relationship and show self control she will eventualy show her hand.
Maybe self control is the most erotic trait those so called non sexual women subconsciously need to become aroused.
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Cruel and unusual punishment
Posted:Oct 17, 2020 3:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2020 12:35 am

Since I puberty I've had a sexual hunger I had at first hoped would subside. You're probably thinking I'm nuts for that thought but let explain something about myself.
I'm a psychic and empath. The empath side of myself is a bit hard explain someone that doesn't fully understand what it is be an empath. If I am in a large room full of people I feel the energy in the room. If every one is happy then I am having the best time of my life. If everyone is sad then I will be overwhelmed with sadness. If in that crowded room a fight breaks out I can feel the intense anger and violence without knowing it's happening yet. I guess you could call me a themometer for emotions.
When I went through puberty I was in middle school. Suddenly I could feel al those desires, hungers, and plain hormones like someone was blowing cold air across my skin. I would desire a young lady in the room because somebody else was desiring her at that moment. I guess you can see my problem now. '

So yes I spent years hoping those empathic abilities in the sexual realm would go away but no. I will be fifty in January and I still have the drive of an eighteen year old and I still feel the hormones of others around me. With age come's wisdom and I have learned control what I read. The switch around is I have found it's a bit of a super power.

A few years back I learned focus and read the woman I am with as we made the two backed beast. I knew when she needed her hair pulled or her throat grabbed. I knew when she was the edge. Yeah I can say it's pretty fucking cool but here come's the punishment.
COVID stopped my personal growth in that area as well as being single. No dating means I'm not getting better at using my new found super power. I'm just hoping to find my forever love and change her world forever.

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