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Depression again  

ShedrivestaxiSF 54F
339 posts
5/2/2016 3:38 pm

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5/4/2016 2:39 am

Depression again

I haven’t written in a while because I have been very depressed. Life here is wonderful and I am trying to do things to help me get out of this depression. I am eating a little bit better, trying to get out of the house a little bit more and thinking about the positive things in my life. I have an outward appearance of being happy but inside I am very sad and really just want to sleep and stay in bed. I am even struggling with writing this blog post, which I love doing. I love my job and I love to share things with you but when I feel like this, I just do not have the “time” to write my blog. It makes me sad and the depression keeps coming back no matter what I do. Such a horrible cycle. Summer is coming so the tourists will be here and I will be busy again. That normally helps with the depression. I am still keeping track of things that happen to be during my nights via voice memo on my phone. Much easier than trying to remember them after I get home and I am super tired.

So I am doing what I can to survive and make every day count but it is tough. I know it will be over soon. Summer is coming.

Thank you again for reading my blog.

Thank you very much for reading my blog!

I love you very much!

citizen4722 62M  
67093 posts
5/2/2016 4:08 pm

It really is good to hear from you
I hope the Summer will be long and fruitful for you. I really missed your blog posts.

ShedrivestaxiSF replies on 5/2/2016 6:56 pm:
Thank you! I will be back soon. I just need to write instead of watch tv. This is so much better for me.

classicalrebel4 64M  
1446 posts
5/2/2016 4:22 pm

Hang in there we're all pulling for you.

Please don't let me be misunderstood.

ShedrivestaxiSF replies on 5/2/2016 6:58 pm:
Thank you very much! It is awesome knowing others are out there for me. Thank you again!

justskin1 68M
11659 posts
5/2/2016 4:25 pm

Beating depression is tough. I have found that for me exercise helps and that the meds often have side effects that can add another reason to feel down. (No libido for one.)
Hope things improve for you soon

If you see me in the real world, come say "Hi Justskin."

I always behave. Preferably not well.

ShedrivestaxiSF replies on 5/2/2016 7:07 pm:
I am trying to keep motivated but it is hard. I have gone the medicine route before but I don't like the way it makes me feel. I keep hoping they will make meds that work but I am still waiting.

It doesn't take me long to get back to normal. Thank you for everything.

nightsoul1962 58F
17862 posts
5/2/2016 11:16 pm

I can definitely relate to it


ShedrivestaxiSF replies on 5/4/2016 2:38 am:
It is hard but at least there are others in the same boat. Kinda makes it easier to deal with, sometimes.

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