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Transexual Life Is A Hard Life To Live. A Message From Me
Posted:Feb 17, 2016 11:34 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2020 11:33 pm
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I Been Transgender from 1980, I lived most of my life this way. I have been threw a lot. This is Not An easy life. And It hasn't been easy because some people don't understand, So instead of People trying to find out, They mock, Ridicule, And also try to hurt us mentally and physically , I was asked one day why do I go threw this? I said that It's not the fact I go threw anything.. I am Just trying to live My life as I see it. Other's who has A problem with it, Need to deal with there problem's, To find out why they have a problem with me or anyone else who want's to live our life's, Like we want... The thing that keeps a lot of us back..Is our own self, The fear of anyone knowing, And that in it self is hard but it put's so much stress On our self's . The pressure of not being able to be out true self Put's most of us to even depression mode, Make's us angry, Some even kill ourselves.
Fear Is A funny , But deadly thing at the same time. I did come out to some Family And Friend's, And yes It was hard But so much pressure has been relieved, And your not as stressful as you where. No not all the people I have told Did not like to hear that, So with some I did not have a good ending with, And so there is a strain between us. It Make's me sad but, I need to keep my head up and move on. I am not making light of this at all , As I said, This is hard to live my life. But If you never do it . Yes your going be hurting as well. Yeah A catch 22. You feel dammed if you do and dammed if you don't
But I rather Do what I want. A have a few people not like it , Rather than Not doing anything, And being upset that you haven't. The Road we take to be free.
P.S
Be Yourself Live Your Life, You Need To Be Happy With Yourself!
SYBIL.................................
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I wish
Posted:Sep 20, 2015 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2020 1:15 pm
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I wish, I wish that everyone could freely talk about what going on with them, Without being ridiculed Or being treated badly, I know our world is different, No one really likes us, It seems to be right as far as my experience is. I wish people attitudes would change About a life style That makes us so happy, I feel anyone who claims to be a friend would understand that, I wish family and friends would see That, I am happy, Instead of what others think, Or you feelings about it. Your not loosing anyone, HELLO I am still here, I look a bit different but it is still me. I changed my body/ Appearance ..Not my mind/attitude. Hell It's hard enough to just come out, I wish it wasn't so hard to come out... I wish you can just be happy for me, Because you know I am happy for anyone..
I wish we could discuss as normal adults , Without disrespect or negativity , I wish.
I wish one day no one would have to go threw what I been threw, I wish the haters Would have never hurt me, Physical and mentally . I wish, I know this wish is a lot to ask , But I wish It will come true.
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The Journey2
Posted:Jan 29, 2014 12:49 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2020 1:15 pm
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You still have unfinished business ,As far as friends and family members I told all who I thought needed to know. which I am sure by now everyone.

So As your journey continues.

You move to your next phase which is to start taking hormones.
Is another stage you feel you need to become more fem.
While taking hormones you find out your body is going threw some changes you start to cry for no reason you get upset your emotions are all out of whack.
This is when you need your friends even sometimes you don't want to be around them, they will help you get threw this.
You are heading in uncharted waters, have no clue or control any more.
unfortunately is part of the process. On this journey your body starts to develop.
You start to notice your skin is feeling softer.
your nails and hair grow.
And that your Breast are developing.

But as your journey continues There still a lot more to done.
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The Journey.
Posted:Jan 25, 2014 9:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2020 1:14 pm
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A Journey well most of us has been on one trying to find or discover who we are and who or what we are or trying to be.. it's a new its confusing, Its a scary and sad. You feel so alone because you feel no one knows what your going threw, And it is hell. I always knew I had a fem side to me. the problem was to let her out express who I am..

So your not sure how people would take you or if you have the look anyway to fool anyone so you don't do anything but stay at home and dress.
Funny sometimes even you have taken off your make up it still felt like you forgot to take it all off so your always checking your face. you feel so stressed because you can't be who you want to be.

Sometimes you get mad at your self for not standing up for you..

You keep on getting stressed out Because you hold this secret you want to tell the word but you can't. In fear not everyone is going to like your decision.

No one said this journey was going to be easy, But every little battle you win takes you a step closer to your goal your confidence.

So when you finally take that first step outside you feel good you had accomplished your first fear.

Your next step is going out like to clubs where you meet people like you. Which takes away so much pressure off you, Because you met people who are also going threw the journey..
And your not alone anymore. And now your confidence grows. My now look at you from when you first started out.

Now your going out to clubs Meeting new friends. But you still have to worry about your family and your friends.
The stress for me was not to get caught no one would ever see me.
You know I did get caught, even though I was terrified It wasn't the end of the world and all this fear was holding me back from my journey anyway. So it was a blessing that I was caught. So my journey can continue on. with out anything or anyone trying to stop me. But it funny the only one who was stopping me was me.
Now I don't even care who see's me who don't It took me a long time to realized I was my biggest critic.
And since I am not done with my journey I have more things to do and learn but at least now I do everything with confidence and worry free which is a big help makes things a little smoother.{=} I never said it was easy journey, But when you get a support system Like some real good friends your going to be fine.
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