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Yukisan2021 52F
100 posts
9/5/2021 6:49 am
网恋 Online Love

网恋有真也有假,曾遇过真的,也遇过假的。

如果十年后他依然记得你,在他感到烦心时想起了你,那他应该是真心的对你吧?!

我们十年前在QQ认识。当年我四十二,他廿二岁,年龄差距很大,而且女大男小。他居住在离我3772公里的国家。

当时他刚失恋不久,而我是婚姻遇到瓶颈。我们很聊得来,无所不谈。可能是因为只在网上聊天,不在真实生活相处的关系,根本没有代沟的问题。

我们很快就成了网路恋人。感觉真的很奇怪,怎么一个年轻人会爱上我呢?他并不是那种天真无邪大学刚毕业的小伙子,他失恋过,他已经自己创业经营着一间小公司,感觉他是比较稳重型的男孩。我们每天无论白天或晚上都有聊天。当他工作不忙时,他喜欢与我视频聊天,让我看他工作的地方。

然后我们都做了恋人都会做的事,虽然不能有真实的吻和爱爱,我们保持了将近两年非常令人兴奋情侣关系和性满足(仅在电话中和视频上发生关系)。他很喜欢叫我老婆,有一个晚上他喝醉了,半夜给我打电话。他一直叫我老婆,他说多爱我,还说让我离婚和他在一起。

就在他廿五岁时,我突然觉得不能这样拖着他,他还那么年轻,我们是不可能的。他以后还要结婚生子,有自己的幸福家庭。家里还有两老要交代呢! 想到他的前途,我下定决心和他分手。从认识到分手我们都不曾见面,也幸好离得远,分手也潇洒一些。

我主动的提出分手,然后告诉他原因。我希望他在现实生活中找到爱人组织家庭。过好他的人生和专心于事业。他哭了。。。我们是在视频中分手的。。。当然我也是泪流满脸。他答应分手,最后他对我说了一句话:永远爱我,永远记住我在他的心里。我的心真的感动还很痛!

在分手后的八年中,我俩都会到对方的QQ空间悄悄的看对方近况,却都不留下一字半句。我每隔一段时间都会上空间看他,也看看他有没有来看我。但是始终都不联系。

在2020疫情至今煎熬了一年后。我很想念他!很想很想他!3/5/2021晚上10:47pm终于忍不住给他的QQ发了一个问候信息,他淡淡的回了信息,互相问候了解近况就结束了。他已结婚有了一个可爱的三岁女儿。

四个月后,昨天(4/9/2021)晚上11:38pm,他发了个信息给我。我们聊了很多,他事业有成,也想把事业扩大到省会。然后他说疫情过后要与我见面。。。他说要得到我!我都懵了。。。怎么办?

聊了一个多小时,互道晚安后。眼泪已经忍不住了,原来我们都还没把对方放下。

今天从早到晚,每每想起他,都会眼湿,是喜是忧?他已经三十三岁了,是个成熟的男人了,他不会随便说说戏弄我的,我知道。。。 但是我很害怕。我告诉他我已经五十三了,难道他不嫌弃我吗?

问世间, 情为何物?

There are real and fake online love, and I have encountered the real and the fake.

If he still remembers you ten years later and thinks of you when he is upset, then he should be sincere to you, right?!

We met on QQ chat ten years ago. I was 42 at the time and he was 22 years old, there was a big age gap. He lives in the country 3,772 km away from KL.

At that time, he had just lost his love, and my marriage had a bottleneck. Days passed into weeks, weeks into months. We used to talk every day and night, sharing what happened at home, work, our thoughts and beliefs, food, our pasts, etc. We had developed liking for each other. It may be because only chatting online and not getting along in real life, there is no problem of generation gap at all.

We soon became internet lovers. It feels really strange, how can a young man fall in love with me? He is not the kind of innocent young guy who just graduated from university. He has broken up in love, he has already started his own business and ran a small company. I feel that he is a mature boy. When he is not busy at work, he likes to video chat with me and let me see where he works.

Then we did what lovers would do. Although we could not have real<b> kisses </font></b>and sex, we maintained very exciting relationship and sexual satisfaction for nearly two years (only on the phone and on the cam sex). He likes to call me “wife”. One night he was drunk and called me in the midnight. He kept calling me his wife, he said he loved me so much, and he asked me to divorce and be with him.

After about 2 years chatting with him. when he was 25 years old, I suddenly felt that I could not drag him like this. He was so young that it was impossible for us. He will get married and have in the future and have his own happy family. Thinking of his future, I made up my mind to break up with him.

I took the initiative to break up and told him the reason. I hope he finds a lover to organize a family in real life, live his life well and concentrate on his career. He cried. . . We broke up in the video call. . . And I also burst into tears. He agreed to break up, and finally he said to me: love me forever, keeping me in his heart. My heart is really touched and sad! Since we broke up, we have never contact each other.

In the eight years after we broke up, we both visit to each other Qzone to check current situation quietly, but we did not leave a word.

After a year of suffering from the 2020 pandemic. I miss him very much! At 10:47pm on 3/5/2021, I finally sending a greeting to his QQ Chat. He faintly replied to the message, greeting each other and understanding the latest situation. He is married and has a lovely 3 years-old .

4 months later, yesterday (4/9/2021) at 11:38pm, he sent me a message, we talked a lot. He has a successful career and wants to expand his career to the provincial capital. Then he said he would meet with me after the pandemic. . . He said he wanted to get me! . . . How should I do?

After talking for more than an hour, after saying goodnight to each other, my tears can not hold back anymore, it turns out that we have not put each other down yet.

From morning to night today, whenever I think of him, I shed tears. Is it happiness or sorrow? He is 35 now, a mature man, he will not tease me casually, I know. . . But I am scared. I told him that I was 53 now, I afraid he dislike me when meet in real?

what is love ?



juankratos 40M
205 posts
9/5/2021 8:00 am

this is tough, but my experience says just remain friends, x make things complicated. but then its ur personal choice.


Yukisan2021 replies on 9/5/2021 1:58 pm:
Thank you for your advice

5432345pg 53M
25 posts
9/5/2021 9:21 am

Would be foolish to,


Yukisan2021 replies on 9/5/2021 1:59 pm:
How to say that?

BiSussi 61F
1169 posts
9/5/2021 11:11 am

Go for it, meet him !!!!
LOVE is forever
What I have learned from my ex-boyfriends who are now married, wanted a family and indeed have one now, including children. Love doesn't stop and marriages are not always perfect
Don't break up his marriage, but if he has challenges in his marriage, you actually could safe it I am certain you will enjoy meeting him, you will be as delight as him, just rule out any possibility that you two could ever become a couple !
Age doesn't matter, I have boyfriends who are 18 and some of my ex-boyfriends who I still meet up with, despite being married are in the late twenties, thirties and older.
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Love doesn’t discriminate, nor do I Married or single, you love me & I fall in love with you, you may ask for anything It is not about 88b size it is all about LOVE What is Your position on DP Very young and steel hard is what I desire, but twenties and early thirties will not be refused when love is part of it


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Yukisan2021 replies on 9/5/2021 2:05 pm:
Hmmm...how different thinking between woman and man. Thank you sister

romamdick2 46M
31 posts
9/16/2021 11:49 pm

我想他是認真的想得到妳,那種感覺,不單只是普通的慾望,也不會是戲弄,我認為也不會嫌棄妳,應該是因為當年的那一段,妳們都是真誠的,他應該只是想要圓滿那一塊拼圖吧。


Yukisan2021 replies on 9/18/2021 2:38 am:
的确,我也是这么想。谢谢你

Mr_Mercedes 59M  
571 posts
10/4/2021 8:49 pm

Your happiness would be my first concern, because you deserve true happiness.


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Yukisan2021 52F
80 posts
10/5/2021 4:00 am

    Quoting Mr_Mercedes:
    Your happiness would be my first concern, because you deserve true happiness.
Thank you for your concern. True happiness in very short period


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