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9/13/2020 12:13 pm

As a wordsmith, 'COMPERSION" is a word I find intriguing.

here is how Google defines it: Compersion is an empathetic state of happiness and joy experienced when another individual experiences happiness and joy. it is commonly used describe when a person experiences positive feelings when a lover is enjoying another relationship. its opposite is jealousy.

I had a relationship with a lover once where we actively played with other<b> couples </font></b>and I learned experience a certain thrill when watching him with others, especially if the other person was my girlfriend. I knew she loved me , so I never felt jealousy when they were together; in fact, it usually got off watching them. But this like watching a top physically hurt a bottom, didn't come naturally to me. I had to actively work at not feeling my ego bruised and work through any feelings of jealousy. Most of the time this worked, as lopsided the relationship was, at times. (eg, we often had FMF or played with a couple that we had to say yes to, in agreement, but he did not enjoy me with another man. I can count on one hand the numbers of times he watched me with another man; and usually, it was only when he was involved with the female of the couple first. We never had an MFM together; that was to come later on in my book of life. His excuse was he never found the right man to invite into our playtime. But he wanted to control the rules, in his hypocritical unfair way, and I allowed this in my younger . I no longer would allow this imbalance happen anymore.

But compression is still a worthy, rush of endorphins feeling that is worth cultivating. it rides the thrilling edge of jealousy and arousal.

have you, my readers, ever felt compersion for your partner?

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