No Moe Monday
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Posted:May 9, 2016 6:14 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2016 8:58 am
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I know this is going to be hard to believe, especially coming from someone as sexy and in demand as I am, but not all of my dates are filled with romance. Some of them leave me stranded and looking foolish in the line to pay at Moe's Southwest Grill.
Today, I met up with someone I've been chatting with for a while now. We were going to meet for coffee, but we ended up at Moe's instead. We go through the line and order. All is well. Until we get to the register. That's when he realizes he doesn't have his wallet. He had Samsung Pay or whatever, but no card and no cash, and they don't use the Samsung pay yet. Are you kidding me? So he mumbles something to the cashier, tells me he will be right back, and leaves. And I'm completely mortified. Am I that ugly that he isn't even willing to pay what will amount to $9.00 for my meal? And could he not just have ditched me in the parking lot? Or maybe before we ordered at least? Did he have to wait until the cashier holds out his hand for payment? No, apparently, he had to completely humiliate me in front of a bunch of people to make sure that his point was made. And what was worse was that he was going to keep up the charade. He calls me from the parking lot and says something about how he's coming back as soon as he gets some money. What? Really? The jig is up, buddy! How long do you think I'm going to wait? I can pay for my own food. I'm already humiliated, so how much worse will it be to walk out to my car and grab my own card? Or I could just leave. But it wouldn't matter. Did I fail to mention that I knew someone who works there? And she turned around when she heard my voice? And we made eye contact? And even spoke? So even if I could pretend that nothing terrible had just happened, she would be able to remind me. "Hey, do you remember the time you got ditched at Moe's?"
But stubborn woman that I am, I stayed. And he eventually came back. He really did just have to get some money. He took his Samsung to Walmart, where they do accept that form of payment, and he bought a pack of gum and got cash back. And he returned to Moe's and restored my dignity. Of course, his pride was a little hurt. But good sport that he is, he said he fully expected this story to end up in my blog that he enjoys reading so much. Well, I can't let my fans down, can I?
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Indulge Me
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Posted:May 8, 2016 5:15 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2016 5:48 pm
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So, this is another one of those famous facebook memories. I figured I would share it here. It seems like this is a recurrent theme in my life. Because I'm so vocal, it's hard for me to understand the language and demeanor of people who aren't.
Sometimes I need more than hugs and kisses
And the security of your arms
Sometimes the twinkle in your eye
Or a meaningful look that passes between us
Is not enough
And sometimes your brushing my hair from my face
And passionate embraces
Do not satisfy the aching desire of my questioning heart
That longing in my soul
Sometimes I need to hear what’s on your mind
What you’re thinking when you smile at me
What I said or did that made you laugh that laugh
That gives me chills
So I can say it again
So I can retrace my steps
Sometimes I need to hear that you are happy to have me in your life
And not just in the night time
And not just in your bed
Maybe my physical presence and embraces
Are all you’ll ever need to satisfy your hunger
To satisfy your soul
But sometimes I need more…
Sometimes I need to hear that I’m all you’ll ever need
(I know I ask questions for clarification quite a bit, and maybe that makes me seem needy. But I spend the vast majority of my time alone in life. And when it comes to you, in reality, other than questions, I ask for very little and receive even less. I hardly ever actually get to talk to you, and I rarely get to see you, so how needy can I really be? With that being said, would it kill you to give me the clarity? Would it? No, lol. So indulge my need to know and answer my questions even if you think I could figure it out or should already know. I'm a woman..I think you like that about me for the most part, lol. So bear with me when the must know before I die side comes out in me. I can keep up with a conversation, but maybe I just like it when you elaborate and say something that allows you to open up a bit.)
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A good day with an eating disorder
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Posted:May 8, 2016 6:49 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2016 9:13 am
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I don't know what I weigh. Sometimes I'm curious, but I know that the number is ultimately irrelevant. And believe me, it's taken a very long time to get to that point. I used to weigh several times a day. I also know that I have clearly gone down a few sizes. And somewhere in the last few weeks, I have begun to look at myself and say that I'm not that big anymore. When I think of describing myself, I no longer see myself as fat or obese or huge. At most I see myself as chunky. Sure, I'd like to be smaller. But I've come a long way in the last few months, and it has nothing to do with my weight.
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For you dear, anything
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Posted:May 7, 2016 8:59 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2016 9:15 am
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I don't know what it is about you. You either make me so uncomfortable that I do whatever you ask because I feel powerless in your clutches, or else it's that I feel so comfortable that I am willing to do anything you want, seeking the pure bliss of each moment. Either way, what you say goes without incident or argument. I'm not an eager to please type person, but I like pleasing you. I like making you feel good. I like feeling connected with you on every level we've connected so far. I like when you make those approving sounds and remarks. It turns me on to know that I've turned you on. You got me to vibe for you today, and on FaceTime? I've never done that before but, for you? Anything. Why don't you take your clothes off you said. It was a command, not a request, and it was as good as done. How about you lick your nipples you suggested. And I was circling my hardening nipples with my tongue in no time. How about you play with your pussy, you demanded. What should I use I asked. A wand or a vibrator? Within seconds, the wand was plugged in and it buzzed to life. You told me to run it back and forth against my pussy lips to tease myself before placing it against my waiting clit. I was so ready to get off, though, it didn't take me long regardless.
I was so wet I didn't even need lube. That doesn't happen ordinarily...not with the wand. It gets so hot that it burns me without lube. But I was so wet just from being on the phone with you that I didn't even need to add anything or fear being burned. The head of the wand just slid all over my excited pussy. You turn me on. From that quirky grin you have to the sexy baritone in your voice, and from the intensity of your gaze to the way you stroke your cock for me to see. You make me want you each and every day. You've made me your baby girl, and I'm so excited to get to be a part of your fantasy.
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The Fire Within
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Posted:May 7, 2016 9:59 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2016 9:21 pm
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I warned my for years to be careful
To not take drinks from strangers
To be aware of her surroundings
To only meet in public places
To never go anywhere
With anyone she doesn't know
I've pounded it into her
For as long as she can remember
Long before it became necessary knowledge
Long before she started dating
Or going off on her own
But I'm not really following the pattern
I'm not taking my own advice
I enjoy the intrigue
Playing with fire
Meeting with strangers
Dancing in the dark
With this guy and that
Throwing caution to wind
I led by example for all those years
I created a path for her to to follow
But suddenly I feel the need
To follow a different path
To go out and do the things I thought I'd never do
To walk on the wild side
Or even to run
Headlong into many a hidden danger
To find the passion
To stoke the fires
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Just thinking of you
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Posted:May 7, 2016 7:55 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2016 12:50 pm
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We've been chatting for a while now
Building a connection
Becoming friends
You've seen my face
But I've never seen yours
But I can tell you're beautiful
I can tell your eyes dance
And your smile lights up your face
I long to see you
But not in pictures
I long to be in your presence
To be close to you
To talk the way we do in our chats
The witty banter
The laughter
The back and forth that continues for hours at a time
As though we've been friends for years
I wonder how we would act if we were together
Would there be awkward silences
Or would we continue on as we do
As we have since the day we started corresponding
I feel somehow connected to you
I love knowing you laugh at my goofy stories
And respond kindly to the tales of my rough day
I wonder if you feel it too
The tug of chemistry
The pull of familiarity
I wonder what you would do if you saw me out in public
Would you come along side me
Grab my arm
And let me know it's you?
Or would you walk on by
Content with our online correspondence
Never seeking anything more
And what about me?
Would I feel your closeness?
Would I look sharply around me
Trying to find you in the crowd?
I spend time thinking about you
Wondering
Even hoping the time will come
When we meet face to face
Am I wise to look forward to that moment
Or should I be content
To just leave well enough alone
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Your kiss
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Posted:May 7, 2016 7:31 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2016 9:45 am
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Kissing is one of the best parts of sex
It's definitely the most sensual
Of all the places one can put his lips and tongue
Another's mouth is the most personal
There's a fine art to kissing
You can cup your partner's chin
Place your hands on her back
Or Put your hands on each side of her face
But the end result is always the same
Your mouth meeting hers
Lips opening
Tongues seeking then intertwining
Passion builds from a simple kiss
Answers are given
No words ever need to be spoken
I love kissing
I love when you kiss me
When you bring your lips close to mine
And lock me safely in your arms
When I'm caught in your grasp
And there are a million possibilities
Still to come
Beginning with the act of a simple kiss
Edits
Kissing is one of the best parts of sex
It's definitely the most sensual
Of all the places one can put his lips and tongue
Another's mouth is the most personal
There's a fine art to kissing
It can be passionate and needful
But still with a bit of control
You can cup your partner's chin
Place your hands on her back
Or Put your hands on each side of her face
But the end result is always the same
Your mouth meeting hers
Lips opening
Tongues seeking then intertwining
Passion builds from a simple kiss
Answers are given
No words ever need to be spoken
I love kissing
I love when you kiss me
When you bring your lips close to mine
And lock me safely in your arms
When I'm caught in your grasp
And there are a million possibilities
Still to come
Beginning with the act of a single kiss
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Losing Control
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Posted:May 7, 2016 4:08 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2016 11:09 pm
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I like to control things, probably far more than I should. New guy is trying to build anticipation, but he's also working on taking away my absolute need to control everything. And I get it. His way can be fun and exciting. But isn't it also just a tad disrespectful? Make no promises? Offer nothing in the way of guarantees, but still somehow have you wrapped around his finger? No, he hasn't done anything wayward toward me. I just don't like feeling like I'm in the middle of a game for two when I'm just sitting here waiting. And I'm not one to wait. Don't want to show me the love? Fine! I may want you, but I'm sure I can find someone who wants me enough to satisfy my urges while you're prepping me for whatever you have in store. Maybe this is the attitude that ruins everything. But I'm not a patient woman. And why do you get to have all the control? Of course, he said from the outset that I was definitely free to end things if I didn't like him or if I wasn't having any fun. But damn him! He knows I already like him. And when I'm in his presence, there's bound to be fun.
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These Dreams
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Posted:May 6, 2016 12:04 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2016 1:40 pm
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I was just awakened from this incredible dream I had about you. I had come to see you and you had company. And after the company left I remembered saying to you that I had begun to feel really uncomfortable with the other people that you had around. And you told me that you wouldn't be having these people over anymore and you wouldn't have had that person over either had she not just shown up on her own. And you said that you realized how important I was to you and that my comfort and my happiness were all that mattered anymore. And then you pulled me into your lap and started giving me the sweetest kisses. But it really was just a dream. And I was awakened from the dream in that instant and was angry at the fates that I was awakened at such a precious moment. I wanted to know what came next. I wanted to see how things transpired. I wanted to ride the dream out as far as it could possibly go. I know that a scenario like that with you could only ever be a dream. You don't want me for sweet kisses and you don't want me for loving words. Our relationship is purely physical. There may be words, but they won't be loving; there may be kisses but they won't be sweet. And it's very interesting to me to know that even my subconscious mind knows I want more from you than will ever be offered. And I would go so far as to say that I am disappointed to know that I was awakened because even my subconscious mind knows that I want more already than we will ever have. But it was a noise that disturbed my peaceful sleep. It was a noise that ruined the beautiful dream. So it wasn't my subconscious protecting me from what will never be; it was the world's way of telling me to wake up and move on. But I know that I won't move on. I will throw caution to the wind and ride whatever this is between us out, to see where it leads, to see where you want it to go, to see how far your mind might change with time.
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Passive Aggressive submissive
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Posted:May 6, 2016 8:06 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2016 4:17 am
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I guess your job is to train me to be the best little cock in the country so that when the financial market collapses under your beloved Trump, I will already have some job security, and when I have to go begging, I will already be in perfect position on my knees.
It will also give me things to write about. Win win.
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Satisfy my aching desire
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Posted:May 6, 2016 7:17 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2016 8:54 am
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My nipples are sore
Aching with need
Pushing through the fabric
Of my lacy bra
I keep hoping you will come here
And release my breasts from their confines
Let them free
To bounce
To swell and heave
To give you a soft place to lay your weary head
Or a target for your cum that shoots from your cock
I feel myself all but begging you
To take your fingertips
And rub them
Over these nipples that grow ever harder
Each time I think of you
My back arches involuntarily
Toward your hands
Toward your mouth
Please touch me
I plead
Please take me
I need to feel your body close to mine
Touch my nipples
Touch my body
Touch me all over
Satisfy my aching desire
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Fuck me now
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Posted:May 6, 2016 5:20 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2016 8:52 pm
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This pussy
You may as well have branded it with your name
It belongs to you
The tightness
The depth
It's yours
Can't you feel the way it grips you
And This ass
You called it yours
And so it is
I'm all but begging you to fill it
There is a first time for everything
And I can't wait to share it with you
You've made your claim
I've accepted your offer
It's yours
You want it
You've got it
Just fuck me
Fuck me now
Leave me wanting
But don't keep me waiting.
A work in progress* but I figured I'd share until it takes better shape.
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Shave me
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Posted:May 5, 2016 7:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2019 7:44 am
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Turn on the lights
And lay me down
Spreading my legs before you
Inspecting every nook and cranny
Of my female body
Following my lines and curves and contours
Careful not to cut my delicate pink skin
See my wetness as it increases
My lips glistening with each touch of your hand
Preparing the way for your tongue
And lips to kiss and caress me
To lick and suck me dry
And make me wet all over again
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