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I Could Stay Awake.......  

hotdreamer1000 60M
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6/12/2015 5:53 am

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6/23/2015 3:42 pm

I Could Stay Awake.......


..........Just to hear you breathing.

I was thinking about her today, listening to this song.

She was trying to make a new start in life, working two jobs and going to college at the same time, somehow managing to cope on less than four hours sleep a night and still finding time to be in love with me. We had a....well you know...... a kind of long distance virtual love affair. And sometimes, when we had been talking on the phone, I could hear her voice beginning to slow, and I would tell her it was time to go to sleep and she would ask if we could talk a little more.

She told me once that the sound of my voice made her feel like everything was alright in the world.

More than once her voice slowed down so much she stopped talking. I could hear her breathing. It made me think of this song and how much I wanted to stay awake "just to watch her sleeping." But I knew that really I ought to say her name loudly - to get her to wake up, hang up the phone and get to sleep properly.

She got qualified, amazed herself by landing the job she had dreamed of, made a better life for herself. She still works all the hours she has, but I guess she gets a bit more sleep these days. I hear from her now and then, I think she's happy. Mostly happy anyway.

I still miss you babe, and I don't want to miss a thing.

brvrdkid 31M  
6 posts
6/12/2015 7:01 am

aww


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/12/2015 8:47 am

    Quoting Sexy_SandraD:
    I love that song. I bet she misses you too.
Hi Sandra, so good to see you visiting. Maybe she does a bit.....like I said, we are still in touch sometimes. Fond memories.


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/12/2015 8:48 am

Thanks mate.


Canus2011 53M
611 posts
6/12/2015 11:16 am

Heh ...had to come have a look at your blog after your kindly comment! You're right ...good blogging is still alive and well in arf barf barf-land!

Thanks for reminding me, and cheers!


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/12/2015 1:22 pm

    Quoting Canus2011:
    Heh ...had to come have a look at your blog after your kindly comment! You're right ...good blogging is still alive and well in arf barf barf-land!

    Thanks for reminding me, and cheers!
You're welcome - good to see you.


MyNameIsKay 58F  
11808 posts
6/12/2015 3:12 pm

That sounds bittersweet Dreamer! I want to say "I'm sorry," but I'm not sure that's what you're after. If I was within proper proximity, I'd be giving you a hug.

Swim...Bike...Done


marysia4u 64F
15362 posts
6/12/2015 3:51 pm

Beautiful song, and glad to see you back.


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/13/2015 2:13 am

    Quoting MyNameIsKay:
    That sounds bittersweet Dreamer! I want to say "I'm sorry," but I'm not sure that's what you're after. If I was within proper proximity, I'd be giving you a hug.
Hi Kay, I'd love a hug! But I wasn't aware of being "after" anything, and in this case certainly not "I'm sorry" - well spotted. It's more of a fond memory; just something I was feeling, something which happened in my life and left an impression. I suppose if I was after anything, it was words to the effect of "I understand." Which is probably what I most look for from people generally, now I come to think about it.


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/13/2015 2:14 am

    Quoting marysia4u:
    Beautiful song, and glad to see you back.


I haven't really been away, just quiet!


tigger678902 53F  
4549 posts
6/13/2015 9:27 am

le sigh

Good girls go to heaven,....Bad girls go EVERYWHERE!
I love to travel

Come visit my blog tigger678902


sexysixties2 72F  
38886 posts
6/13/2015 11:14 am

A wistful smile here from me for I have stayed awake to hear someone breathing and I love that song. ...it brings back the memories.

"Age does not protect you from love, but love, to some extent, protects you from age."

~~Anais Nin~~


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/19/2015 7:36 am

    Quoting sexysixties2:
    A wistful smile here from me for I have stayed awake to hear someone breathing and I love that song. ...it brings back the memories.
Hiya, yes - it is kind of evocative isn't it.


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/19/2015 7:37 am

Any reason why you are sighing in French? Were you?


tigger678902 53F  
4549 posts
6/22/2015 6:35 pm

    Quoting hotdreamer1000:
    Any reason why you are sighing in French? Were you?
yes I was sighing in french a-la pepe le pew of bugs bunny fame,...the little romantic skunk,...it was a sweet post that made me sigh for the possibilities of that type of connection

Good girls go to heaven,....Bad girls go EVERYWHERE!
I love to travel

Come visit my blog tigger678902


hotdreamer1000 60M
11653 posts
6/23/2015 3:42 pm

    Quoting tigger678902:
    yes I was sighing in french a-la pepe le pew of bugs bunny fame,...the little romantic skunk,...it was a sweet post that made me sigh for the possibilities of that type of connection
Ah mais oui, le romantique skernk, maintenant j'ai compris!

Thanks Tigger, and I hope you have another one of those special connections soon.


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