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The Time  

hotdreamer1000 62M
9639 posts
10/19/2021 2:13 am

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The Time


Some days I breeze along and get things done. Sometimes all life around me makes me smile. Sometimes I wish I had a river to skate away on.

Sometimes nothing seems worth the trouble - I notice everything that's wrong. Sometimes my heart is gladdened by the rain.

I wake each day and estimate my outlook - a day to muddle through or one to fly?

And sometimes, by my second or third tea cup, I manage to achieve something with my time. But lately the whole process seems much harder; less light, more shade. I'm not sure where I'm aiming.

And the time passes. It seems like there is much less of it left, but I'm no nearer knowing what I want it for.

hotdreamer1000 62M
12244 posts
10/19/2021 2:13 am

Some days I breeze along and get things done. Sometimes all life around me makes me smile. Sometimes I wish I had a river to skate away on.

Sometimes nothing seems worth the trouble - I notice everything that's wrong. Sometimes my heart is gladdened by the rain.

I wake each day and estimate my outlook - a day to muddle through or one to fly?

And sometimes, by my second or third tea cup, I manage to achieve something with my time. But lately the whole process seems much harder; less light, more shade. I'm not sure where I'm aiming.

And the time passes. It seems like there is much less of it left, but I'm no nearer knowing what I want it for.


Only_one_14 52F
4056 posts
10/19/2021 9:24 am

I hear and feel you. I turned off the news and the days seem to just go along with chaos and turmoil! The hardest thing for me is change. This virus has disrupted my normal life. I second guess. I doubt. I anger. I look at things differently. These things either cause my day go slow down or speed up.

I drink coffee in the morning and relaxing tea before bed. Sometimes, I need a midday boost of white chocolate mocha!!!

I know winter is coming. Those are dark days. Cold dark days! Yuck!!

Sometimes, it’s just easier to snuggle the day away.

A Man who knows how to use his tongue is extremely useful!


hotdreamer1000 62M
12244 posts
10/19/2021 10:24 am

    Quoting Only_one_14:
    I hear and feel you. I turned off the news and the days seem to just go along with chaos and turmoil! The hardest thing for me is change. This virus has disrupted my normal life. I second guess. I doubt. I anger. I look at things differently. These things either cause my day go slow down or speed up.

    I drink coffee in the morning and relaxing tea before bed. Sometimes, I need a midday boost of white chocolate mocha!!!

    I know winter is coming. Those are dark days. Cold dark days! Yuck!!

    Sometimes, it’s just easier to snuggle the day away.
Hi Only One, thanks for your comment. I have a small number of very close friends I keep in constant touch with. I have never been much of a one for big groups or parties, or occasional acquaintances, always more comfortable one to one or in a small group. I have worked from home for twenty years or more. I have always shopped locally and I don't go out to the cinema or whatever that much - usually I prefer a coffee or a country walk or a quiet drink with a friend.

So the pandemic hasn't changed my life all that much on the face of it and I am at a loss to work out whether my changes in mood (which I have always had, but which seem worse now) have anything to do with it or not. Yes, the news can make me edgy, so I don't always listen, but like you, I second guess, I doubt, I anger - you put it so well. But I can not see the reasons for this, and it worries me!


Naughtypursuit 54F  
2735 posts
10/19/2021 12:53 pm

Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present. - Keane

The hardest lesson for me to live by is to live in the present


missthee 55F  
4457 posts
10/20/2021 12:21 am

I know better than to fall into the loop but somedays I just can't free myself from the loop.


hotdreamer1000 62M
12244 posts
10/20/2021 8:56 am

    Quoting Naughtypursuit:
    Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present. - Keane

    The hardest lesson for me to live by is to live in the present
Important to live in the present, check.


hotdreamer1000 62M
12244 posts
10/20/2021 8:56 am

    Quoting missthee:
    I know better than to fall into the loop but somedays I just can't free myself from the loop.
If I knew exactly what you meant by the loop I would agree, lol.


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