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You Wish I have been feeling a bit reclusive lately I think. It even seems to have affected my sex drive. Not that I have any sex to be driven to, (well there was a recent opportunity, although I resisted trying to make it happen) but you know what I mean. I think because for me sex (even imaginary sex) is all about mental intimacy as well as physical, and for some reason I don't really seem to want too much mental intimacy just now. I can't quite put my finger on why. I don't really like being like this and I expect it isn't terribly good for me either. Part of the reason is that I just don't really like very many other people. A lot of people just are not very nice. It's not just that I expect too much of them, (I am learning not to be like that) but more that a lot of people really are too selfish to be likable. But I also have friends, good friends, with whom I have not been in touch for a while, and I can't seem to find the enthusiasm to contact them. I don't want to let that go on for too long, but on the other hand I don't want to force it, as I have occasionally done in the past, and then piss them off by making excuses, appearing to not want to spend time on them after all. Oh well, I keep working, churning out the admin on other stuff I have to deal with and generally interacting with people, but my heart and soul isn't in it somehow. Normally it would be. Normally I don't bother with anything much unless I give it all of me. I just don't feel like I currently have that much to give. Downer of a post, sorry. Back next time with something up-beat, sexy or funny, I promise. And if anyone I meet criticises me for being this way I am going to say "You wish YOU were reclusive." I learned that from V. |
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i wish we could be reclusive together!!!!!  sometimes, it helps me to listen to the song called "misery" - but not the original... you need to hear the cover by Mike Tompkins. he always makes me smile. even laugh.  and i'm glad i wrote something that made you smile. i hope you get a lot more smiles, that always shortens the duration of a funk. --Author Unknown
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I'm feeling a bit the same myself....not sure what's wrong really but I seem to be quite happy hiding away by myself. Here's hoping we both get out of the rut soon. ~~Anais Nin~~
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There could be all sorts of reasons. I think most people have similar phases and, you're right, there's no benefit in fighting it. I'm sure you'll feel more like yourself soon enough!
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i wish we could be reclusive together!!!!! sometimes, it helps me to listen to the song called "misery" - but not the original... you need to hear the cover by Mike Tompkins. he always makes me smile. even laugh. and i'm glad i wrote something that made you smile. i hope you get a lot more smiles, that always shortens the duration of a funk.
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I'm feeling a bit the same myself....not sure what's wrong really but I seem to be quite happy hiding away by myself. Here's hoping we both get out of the rut soon.
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You skank! --Author Unknown
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You wish you was a skank!!!!
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You are right. It isn't so much the friends I am apologising to, it is more to myself I think.
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Thank you, and I am glad you like the post. I like you!
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You won't get any criticism from me: I agree with what you said about not liking people and expecting a lot from them. Being reclusive is actually pretty cool.  Elevate me... 
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You won't get any criticism from me: I agree with what you said about not liking people and expecting a lot from them. Being reclusive is actually pretty cool.
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