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Me and the potgoblin the saga continues!
Posted:May 30, 2020 7:49 am
Last Updated:Sep 9, 2020 12:33 am
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First let just state 1 or 2 things I don't write about and her for others I do it for as a way of dealing with the situation and her have found our selfs in and making sense of the past year and the shit that acured in that year were we are at the present time... yeah the potgoblin thing that's my pet name for her because she consumes enough of the shit keep a small country going!!!lol.so are u sitting comfortably? Then I shall begin...things were never easy for me and the potgoblin from the very start shit was agenst us we live thosends of miles apart there's a bit of an age gap and crown it of people who are aparntly old enough know better stupidly got themselves into a situation were promises were made that hadn't got a cat's chance in hell to be kept well not as a long term thing or indefinitely anyway.im not gonna cover old ground be repeating things iv put in other posts but to keep a long story short and for those that haven't got a fuckin clue what I'm going on about what I'm saying is shit turned bad I mean really fuckin bad for me and her to the point of having to start from the beginning step by step.even thought even though I didn't know she was thinking the same there was so much more between us a bond a friendship that I really wanted to save at all costs.so even though she made it as difficult as possible for me I went after her message after message refusing to answer the phone that sort of thing frustrating Ahhh!!lol I mean all she had to say was leave me alone... But she didn't nore did she block me from contacting her?? Hmmm interesting??. My persistence payed if wether it was because like a bad case of the clap she couldn't get rid off me or she was curious about what I was gonna say I don't think I will truly ever know she finally answers me.so slowly we begin to billed and billed to were we are now and I'm happy to say I don't think me and her have ever bin closer yeah there's a sexual aspect to our friendship we wack of with one and other every chance we get on cam lusting after each other like fuckin horny teenagers lol but it's just fun we not hurting nobody we even cyber sleep with each other!!! I shit u not!!lol I don't sleep to good and she worries her so to make sure I was sleeping she sed to leave our cams on so she could see for her self that I was sleeping it actually helped knowing she was there helped me sleep I mean it's not the same as snuggling up to each other but beggers can't be choosers!! It has one or draw backs like she fuckin snores like fuck and farts in her sleep but I wouldn't change it!!!lol wether we are the first do it I don't know but if it starts a treand we were the first!lolso yeah I'm truly thankful for her being in my life she makes a difference that is for sure I'd be so much worse off without her that is a certainly. the other day we started bicker when she was parked than out if nowhere a car backed into her so we seen it as a sign as if the universe was saying shut the fuck u there has bin quite enough of that shit from u !!lol so yeah the potgoblin I'm thankful for her I wouldn't swap here for the gold in fort Knox she makes my life that little more tolerable and if I was to be truthful I'd be lost without her thank you potgoblin thanks for being there.xxxxx Mareus
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B┼Ľothers divided by half the word but brothers none the less.
Posted:Mar 29, 2020 11:45 am
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2020 4:02 pm
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There is no other reason for this blog than too say thank you thank you to my friend friend Rocky a big old redneck boy ut I met in a chat room here even though we have never met in person we have a kindred feeling towards one another Brothers is no other word for it the chaos that is facing is all worldwide here in the UK and over there in the States I want to say thank you to my brother Rocky offering me aid from Half the World Away two men that have never m e t t but Brothers non the less thank you Rocky from the bottom of my heart thank you.
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Quiet before the storm
Posted:Mar 24, 2020 11:21 am
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2020 11:42 am
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that is how it feels here in in what I now call Alcatraz UK this morning I went take a piss in a free country when I return return my cornflakes I find myself in an Island prison I hear wanted people say yeah it's not that bad oh yes it is it's a lot worse than most people I think it is. I got a message this morning from golf UK saying effective immediately enforced stay-at-home policy dont get me completely wrong it;s not it not a total lockdown yet you can leave but only if unavoidable and supplies but apart from that where prisoners the army is on 4 hours standby to have boots in all major cities people in London are not taking things seriously which will force the government and they will implement martial law. For those who don;t know what that means suspension of all civil liberties and in extreme cases rioting,looting authorisation of deadly force on civilian population. I do not nlmean to scaremonger until I hope to god I;m wrong but Im an ex serving soldier the British army in our streets is saying that they know police force will not be able to handle what is coming so are positioning themselves quietly but surely so when the storm comes and it will there will be ready to clampdown. In short things are going to get rough.mareus
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Getting older ( growing up!lol)
Posted:Mar 10, 2020 5:09 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2020 12:32 pm
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This is something we all must do. But not all of us want to do it!!lol march the 11th marks my 41st year on the planet and it has not bin plane sailing just about every wrong turn and dead end in life i have taken them.but if i could go back and change it would i do it.no becuse its the wrong turns in life that has made me the person i am today its those fuck ups that tought me lessons that u couldnt learn anywere else bar the universaty of hard knocks. However I've always seen myself the somewhat and Peter Pan the piece of paper that I'm 41 doesn't necessarily come inside with my mentality in my head I'm 18 and always fucking will be I will drink a pint off frothy stale goats piss before I am told anything different lol in my opinion life and its trappings are taking far too seriously something I just can't do no do. MAREUS
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Something worth fighting for
Posted:Feb 25, 2020 3:34 pm
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2020 4:20 am
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If it for her i would never have started wrighting a blog she was the one that was the insprasion for my first blog c a l l e d the wood nymph and and just about every other blog written just over a year since my first blog and in that time I'm me and said woman I've been to hell and back because one another considering 4000 miles apart. In that year we've gone from long distance relationship 2 major falling out trying to fuck each other over anyway we could just to hurt one another now I'd say it's fair to say on the hurting category I've been hurt most is a fair assumption and I'm not guilt free I'm- on get my own back which is quite tricky considering the distance between us. Any rational person would say just walk away not so easy I seen far more in her from the moment I met her that was a Bond which both of us agreed existed I told her man is lucky to find a buddy in a woman as well as a lover well the lover part did not work out too well between us both left marks on each other metaphorically speaking. This has been any other woman I would have walked away without another word but not this woman Bond that can transpire an ocean in my book is worth the battle 2 try and keep and have I battled to keep the friendship at all costs. Just about every aspect friendship has been tested not least Trust we both just about completely lost trust in one another this not been to just one but both our doing no matter what I point Blank refuse to give up on I have always said was one off kind . so as it stand and at the moment we both need to step by step build trust in one another. Personally speaking if it takes another year to regain that Trust in my book it will be worth it. Now her view on this subject I don't really know. If she did not feel this Bond that I have spoken of surely she would have disappeared into the horizon a long time ago would she have not? But as far as I'm concerned in my mind even though others completely disagree and think I'm a couple of Screws Loose in the head for pursuing this friendship I will keep pursuing this Bond that I value so. Just because I love affair didn't work out does not mean that me and her cannot be good friends. Mareus
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Jugemental winey prick!
Posted:Dec 23, 2019 6:57 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2020 11:49 pm
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Why is it that some people feel the need get involed in other peoples bissness?i have a female friend who iv mensiond in prevous posts and over the time we have gotten know one and other had ower fair share of drama.both sides as bad as each other when it comes shitty things we have done hurt one and other.but still mange see the good in each other.nothing worth wile is easy won.but in the chat room we both frequent certan self apointed defender of the opiset sex sees it as his duty get involved in somting he knows fuck all about.you would understand if it was a frind of his but she not and beleve when i say she is more than capable of lookin out for her self.in this instance im the bad guy and yeah iv sed some shitty things which i take resonsabilaty for.but when all is sed and dun all that matters is what my frind thinks and as long as were all good.i dont see why others should involve themselfs in somthing thay no very little too fuck all about.Mareus
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a lesson that never gets easier
Posted:Nov 7, 2019 10:59 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2020 6:27 am
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Now I'm not what you would call the gullible or naive type in fact I'm far from it academically not most strongest but Street smarts I live buy them kept me alive over the years but when it comes to women no matter how many times you say that will never happen again it seems I have an Achilles heel I believe what I'm told by a woman another the reason then I expect them to believe what I say but you now honestly I can say I'm quite childlike with it am honest believe it or not! Now I can just about here every dude killing themselves with laughter while reading this say well you're not that fucking smart are you lol if it was somebody else are more than likely laughing right alongside you saying the exact same thing but sadly it's not somebody else it's me and no matter how many times shit go south with a woman because of my puppy like loyalty the Sting never gets any easier she says we're still very much friends I'm starting to doubt this sadly. Please excuse the bad grammar but in this case that's the last thing on my mind.Mareus
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Why am I here? What am I looking for?
Posted:Jun 15, 2019 8:05 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2019 8:26 am
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Before I start I would like to point out this is my first attempt at anything like this and as far as grammar and punctuation goes not great at it so if you are looking for an apology your shit out of luck you ain't getting one!!lol are u sitting comfortably? I shall begin. So why am I here?emmm good question indeed why am I? This internet hookup site thing is a new concept to me yes that have bin round for years know but I spouse u could say am an analogue person living in a digital world yeah that's a pritty good analogy of my self I would say well I don't really know myself sex,curiosity, boredom, lonely ness, any of the above u could say let's start with sex I live in the UK and most on here live in the good old USA I spend a lot of time in a chat room there Tennessee in fact why there well if it was for sex I have to say I do have a fondness for those southern women those redneck lady's and if I had my pick it would be one of those lady's. Just that way that are dose it for me considering my only real interest I have had here in the UK has bin from a bisexual transvestite no thanks not my cup of tea so is it boredom? I suppose that has something to do with it loneliness? maybe a little so what is it am I looking for? Yet again I didn't really know however are discovered people you could call friends so if like me and this is all new to you don't go rushing in with with pictures of your dick in your hand believe me when I say there are lots of people who think that is the best way to attract a member of the opposite sex I wouldn't recommend it so if you don't find straight away what you are looking for don't be disheartened give it some time and like me you may be surprised what you end up finding.Mareus.
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Jerkin off and cam girl's!
Posted:Jul 16, 2020 3:36 am
Last Updated:Sep 18, 2020 5:36 am
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I will start by saying this is pokein fun more than anything but it's something even after my 2 and a half years I still can get my head round... paying wack off!!!lol are u fuckin kidding !!the way I see thing is there is very little in life that's free and worthwhile and jerkin off is one of them rare things it's every man's fuckin god given right wack off unhindered,when he wants,were he wants.. within reason lol and more importantly for fuckin free.now far be it for frown upon anyman that gets his rocks off on cam and pays for it.i have a cam girl that's a dear friend not just a wank buddy she goes out of her way makein an effort for she gives little suprises never know what she will be wareing when I answer her but fuck she never disappoints she fuckin rocks my world in that respect!!never ever gets old that's for sure!! I wouldn't swap her for fuckin 3 girls half her age and she a little older than but none the less sexy as hell!! My point? She dose it because she wants and it's 100% free and only for which I get an enormous from! Mine and only mine!lol but paying do what I bin doing since I figured out that my cock was for more than go per pee?!fuck na I remember the days when u had make do with a magazine and as I recall not once did it ever ask for points!lol so no hell will freeze over before I do what every man one the planet wether he admits it or not. if he denyes it he's a fuckin lier! lol was born with the right do!. Mareus
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Defending a hopless posison
Posted:Mar 12, 2020 11:06 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2020 6:27 am
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Thats what it seemed to be hopless.im refering to my frindship with the women i met here over a year ago i have spoken of her in most of my bloggs and the rollorcoster ride we bin on.and the shit we put each other through ind we did shit flying at one other and tested each other to the limmets.but in the end when everyone around me and her were telling us to just let it gowhich i blank refused to do.we both have emerged as freinds good friends im happy to say and thankful for.she may not be perfect which was the first thing i sed to her and shes no angel we nether am i to be truthful but if two people from diffrent countrys can recansile there diffrences and reconise that thay mean something to one and other without actuly meeting in person.its a hopless posison i am hppy to have defended.mareus
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Venting a little steam
Posted:Jan 20, 2020 12:40 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2020 11:25 am
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I will start off by saying that I am writing this blog for myself for my sanity and my general welfare no I can't speak every man when it comes to dealing with the opposite sex you know women. You might get this little naive but I take at face value what woman tell me! Un fucking believable I think at almost 41 you would at least have a working knowledge of how a woman works. I think this is a question that will puzzle mankind to the end of days lol do women ever say what they mean or do what they say they will do??? Lol I got it there forever moving the Goalposts lol I really don't think man is psychologically equipped to deal with the way a woman processes logic. I mean what's the deal for example they will tell you one white lie but then that leads to another white lie that eventually leads to one big fucking black one what given half a chance she will quite happily pin on you you somehow making all your fault? Now I've been a serving soldier and a bouncer for over 20-years and in all my time I'll never come across anything more deadly sleek it conniving and downright underhanded as a woman underestimate them at your peril lol as I said in the beginning I write this for me it may not make sense to you it makes hell of a lot of sense to me and I feel hell of a lot better. So today she took the time to actually read this rambling bullshit I thank you like I said it may not make sense but it made me feel better Marius lol
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Can a man and women be frieinds?
Posted:Dec 16, 2019 6:46 pm
Last Updated:Feb 26, 2020 7:08 am
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Can man in woman be friends? This wasn't my post this was somebody else's but my answer to this yes they can. I met a woman on here we started off as cyber lovers you know the cam thing then we got to know each other decided to try a long distance relationship needless to say that didn't work feelings were hurt nasty things were said threats were made even after all this I still founded that I wanted her in my life so I battled to save our friendship. Although in the beginning after a fall with a far from Friends but I persevered and pursuit that friendship after all in my eyes and in my heart I felt it was worth saving. thankful that she scene passed all my hurtful things that I said knowing I said them because I was heartbroken and didn't mean any of the hurtful things I said. We are very still very much friends so man and woman can be friends if that friendship strong and valued by both there is no reason why they can't be friends. Marius
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Bling
Posted:Oct 24, 2019 6:43 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2020 1:47 pm
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As i have sed in previous blogs technology is far from being my strongest point but recently i have discovered that i have a bit of a flare for designing bling but i have major issues with enlarging it .so im reaching out to enyone and everyone for any or tips that u would be willing to share.this would be greatly appreciated.Mareus
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