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Time Flies
Posted:Apr 3, 2018 8:16 pm
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2020 5:34 pm
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It's hard to believe yesterday makes one year since my wife past. It really doesn't seem that long. I was asked if I had considered dating and to be honest, No. Sure I miss having someone around, but I have my FWOB that yells at me when I'm not taking care of myself, discuss my latest toy purchase with and how big the bruise on her ass from her latest sexcapade is. Just so there's no questions, She won't do anyone that's as old as her father and my would disapprove of me being with anyone younger then her. Mostly I'm content with being by myself. I come here, read the blogs, flirt and perv pics and videos. I work a lot, probably too much, but it's something I enjoy doing, so I don't have time to date anyway. Who knows, one day I might meet that person that will change my mind.
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It's about time
Posted:Dec 31, 2017 9:07 am
Last Updated:Jan 18, 2018 12:46 pm
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Finally. The end of this year is upon us. 2017 can go down in the books as bad year. It even beat out 93 when I was looking out a sliver of glass wearing an orange jumpsuit. With my marriage ending in April with passing of my wife, finding we didn't have her life insurance long enough to payout. May, I got to enjoy a weeks worth of hospital food, adding more to the finance joys, which didn't add up to what it would have cost me to have health insurance for the year. And the list goes. I'm sure there are others who's years have gone much worse, and to those, I give a heart felt sympathy. Things are already looking up for 2018. Getting some much needed work done on this old house so I can get it on the market next year. being a carpenter trying to work on your own stuff, just takes longer. The doctor says my heart is showing some signs of improvement and I hear Viagra is coming out with there own generic pill. So this evening I will sit back with a good cigar, a glass of my favorite Scotch and happily kiss 2017s ass goodbye. I'll probable be in bed before midnight. I don't need to see it leave, it can just go, don't let the door hit you on the ass as you leave. I wish every one a Happy and safe New Year.
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A deeper look
Posted:Aug 31, 2017 9:35 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2020 10:43 am
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It's time for a deeper look into the old bastard.

I was the black sheep of a christian family, blamed when one of my cousins did something that was frowned upon. Blamed for my mothers suffering as she died because I was not saved. I did not believe and was doomed to suffer in hell, at least according to one Aunt.

Well I do have my beliefs, I have my gods.

Mother Earth: Without her we would be adrift, at the mercy of the four winds. I can use what she has to offer for shelter, food and clothing. In her realm dwell the other elements, Wind, Fire and Water. We can use their power, but can't control them. With them she reshapes herself and heals herself. An ever changing world that will be here long after we're gone, Mostly by our own hands.

Father Sun: He gives me light, He warms me, in the rays of his light there is life giving energy, energy that can take a life too. My favorite time of the day is the sunset, When father Sun kisses Mother Earth goodnight, she smiles, blushes and it reflects across the sky. A gesture that will be repeated in the morning, only not a vibrant as she is not quit awake. There are those days when she blocks him out. She will cry, whip a storm of rage, but he is always there waiting for her to open up to him, at which point he will give a ring of many colors to show his love for her.

Sister Moon and the Stars: They light the night sky so I shall never walk this land in total darkness. I believe the stars contain the souls of those who have gone on before and a falling star is a sign of a soul returning to take its place back here on earth.

I do not pray to my Gods, they don't listen, But I will on occasion thank them. If there is a heaven, I don't want to go and hell is what many live in already in their minds. So what is the purpose of our being? I have a few theories as do many others. In the end there is only one way to know for sure and I'm not in a hurry to find out.

And May the Gods smile upon you my friends.
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Things are looking up
Posted:Aug 16, 2017 9:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2018 9:14 pm
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I'm a man of habit. Every morning I have stop at a nearby convenience store and on the way home I stop again. There is a woman that also stops in about the same time in the evening. We always talk, maybe a little flirt, but usually just chit chat.. The other day during our conversation she turn and says, When the hell are going to ask me out? I stand there a little dumb founded and she says, I've been doing all this flirting and waiting for you to ask me out. Well I thought you were attached. She says yes , but live separate lives as a divorce would be a pain in the ass. So now I'm working my ass off to get all these extra jobs done so I have some free time this weekend to actually enjoy it. I might just have something worth while to blog about.
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Re-Awakening the old pev inside
Posted:Jul 21, 2017 6:45 am
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2017 8:41 pm
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Starting to return to my old perverted self
Had someone tell me to go fuck myself and my first thought was "that sounds like fun " so on the way home, I stopped at the local toy store. I have a few toys, but wanted something a little different. I found a cyber-skin dildo, not to big, not to small and headed home. A quick shower, pulled out the penis pump, didn't want to go at it half cocked, lubed up and had my new dildo up my ass, my fleshlight on my cock, a good video on my monitor and rode my chair like a pony. It took me back to my second wife who love anal. Me in her ass and her viborator in her pussy, which made both of our orgasms intense. In turn, me being a guy that believes in being able to take what you give, would let her put her viberator in me while she rode my cock, again, intense orgasms. My late wife wasn't into anal and I being to good husband didn't push the issue, but now I can once again feel pleasures I haven't been able to fully enjoy for quite awhile.
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Just keeps getting better
Posted:May 18, 2017 8:10 pm
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2017 6:27 am
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It's been over a month since my wife past and getting on with my life. Ready to enjoy life again after years of taking care of her. I didn't feel real well over the weekend and Monday when I went to pay my doctor bill, I decided to make an appointment. The receptionist say they could get me in in about a half hour. Sure, not how I wanted to spend my lunch hour but what the heck. After she ran a few test and checking me she threw my happy ass in the hospital. After 3 day of poking and prodding and test after test, we have good news and bad news. Good news, your still alive, bad news, your hearts only running at about 30%. So I come home with a load of meds and a list of does and don't and a crap load of appointment for my future. Wonder if I can get by with a hottie that can perform cpr while fucking my brains out.
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Mixed emotions
Posted:Apr 5, 2017 9:26 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2017 7:51 pm
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Its been awhile since I put up a post do to the lack of anything besides the normal posts of not getting any, blah blah blah, that I see so much of.

These last couple of years have been a bit stressful. That stress has ended and new ones lay ahead. Sunday, my wife of just 17 year passed away from lung failure, I write this while smoking cigarette, smart right? The last six years have not been our best and our relationship was pretty much over. The last four I became mostly her care giver and was praised by her family and physicians for being a caring and loving husband, should have been an actor at least the loving part. We had discussions of caring about each other, but not in love. I believe and pretty much know that she had forgotten what she had told me six years ago and I wasn't going to remind her. Her in and outs of the hospital these last couple of years angered me for her lack of listening to the doctors and me. Many times I wanted to just walk out, but her relationship with her family was also strained by her not listening and I chose to stay. So now I sit saddened remembering the good times and angry for what she put me through and I let myself go through. I think this relationship will take a little longer to get over than the others, at least those we can cuss each other for what we put each other through.

Maybe my next will be the joys of owning a fleshlight.
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How about a kiss
Posted:Dec 25, 2015 6:05 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2018 7:55 pm
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Ahhh Mistletoe. That lovely plant where two people lean in and kiss each other in an expression of love and holiday spirit. So what exactly is mistletoe? Well, it's actually the result of bird dung. Birds eat the mistletoe berries, the berries go through their digestive tracks, and then the droppings are, um, ya know, released. The fecal matter lodges in trees and grows as mistletoe. Romantic right?

But fun fact number two: Most forms of mistletoe are also parasites, sucking life out of their host tree in order to survive. And if that's not a symbol of love, I don't know what is.
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Self Pleasure
Posted:Dec 5, 2015 10:39 am
Last Updated:May 18, 2016 10:13 pm
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Masturbation, choke the chicken, spank the monkey or rub one out. How ever you want to call it, it's one of my favorite sexual pleasures and my only pleasure at this time. I love to watch other pleasure them selves. I like it real with no directing, no acting, fake moans and all the other stuff. I have seen a few pros that if they were acting, they are really good at it. I'm also not picky, male, female, couples, mutual or groups. That being said, I'm off to check out some videos and shake it and choke it till it pukes.
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Happy Halloween
Posted:Oct 31, 2015 6:00 am
Last Updated:Jul 9, 2017 10:02 pm
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Crystal water turns to dark
Where ere it's presence leaves it's mark
And boiling currents pound like drums
When something wicked this way comes...

A presence dark invades the fair
And gives the horses ample scare
Chaos rains and panic fills the air
When something wicked this way comes...

Ill winds mark it's fearsome flight,
And autumn branches creak with fright.
The landscape turns to ashen crumbs,
When something wicked this way comes...

Flowers bloom as black as night
Removing color from your sight
Nightmarish vines block your way
Thorns reach out to catch their prey

And by the pricking of your thumbs
Realize that their poison numbs
From frightful blooms, rank odors seep
Bats & beasties fly & creep

'Cross this evil land, ill winds blow
Despite the darkness, mushrooms glow
All will rot & decompose
For something wicked this way grows...

Ray Bradbury
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Today
Posted:May 25, 2015 2:05 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2018 8:05 pm
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An open bottle of Lite in the middle of the table, Smell the grill fired up and getting hot, the grill master bragging up his meat. I hear the king of the horseshoe pit as he clams another victory, the splashing in the water, "Don't break your sister" I yell. A day filled with fun, food and friends. The storms have held off again as they have every year keeping the temperature just right. As the day comes to an end, the foods gone and the coolers are empty and time to go home, we gather around the table. The one the Lite was opened for never showed up and hasn't since 2004. We pass the bottle, each taking a drink. Goodbye my friend, you and those who have gone before and after are not forgotten.
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A debate
Posted:Dec 27, 2014 7:29 am
Last Updated:May 18, 2016 10:15 pm
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As we come to the end of another year, I debate on whether to stick around. It's not that I don't like reading the blogs and perving pics, It's more that I lack a reason to. I've not been in the best of moods lately and not being able to achieve and maintain an erection is not helping. I guess its true what they say " Use it or lose it " . I wish everyone a Happy New Year.
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Meanwhile back at the ranch
Posted:Sep 2, 2014 9:38 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2019 7:09 am
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Been a fun filled couple of weeks. I took a much needed break from work a couple of weekends ago and after driving through a torrential rain storm, spending 2 days with in-laws and driving back through another torrent of rain, I find out they moved a closing date on a house...... Oh Joy. At least this weekend was enjoyable I did have a good time with my granddaughters birthdays, a one year and a ten year. Then while preparing for the BBQ on Sunday I find a pile of limbs by my deck, as I look up I see a branch on the 20k new roof I got from the last tree that fell on it and resting on my power line......Fun times all around. I braced it up, cooked and enjoyed the rest of the day. I removed the branch yesterday and was happy to see I only have to replace a couple of shingles. I'm glad I don't have to call the insurance company because according to them I'm not insured for wind, WTF, I live in Kansas, the wind blows all the time, when asked if the wind always blows this way out here, the response is No sometimes it blows the other way. It been real tough to be my normal chipper self lately.. I hope everyone had a relaxing and enjoyable Labor day weekend.
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