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partygald 38F
2617 posts
8/8/2020 2:57 am

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8/21/2020 11:41 pm

Opps I did it again

After the last encounter with the fwb, I told myself I'd practice a little bit self restraint. I mean, I've always thought....ok, I've always wanted to think, that IF I wanted to, I can say no. This came about when the husband called and texted me that evening and I didn't answer til the next day. I knocked out. Sexual rendezvous are tiring. I called him back the next day and I told him that I met with the fwb. Granted, I didn't tell him everything, and certainly not meeting with mr greek (another...player in the game, I suppose) but he in fairness, he didn't give much of a chance tell him either. We ended talking about why I like the fwb, even though I can't stand spend an entire day with him. .

So anyhow, the conversation with the husband kinda made think about my willpower. I think I've got pretty good control over my own urges. Mostly. I can control my chocolates and ice creams and what not (mostly ). So after that, I told myself I'd give myself a break. Take at least a week or two off from the boys and reflect.

Mr greek called and texted a few times, asking if I wanted hang out, or grab dinner, etc etc. I held him off okay. I wasn't rude, but also managed decline his advances pretty well. Then after two days of silence, the fwb texted Friday morning tell his dick was sore and his balls emptied. He still had make his fiancé happy LOL That sparked off a series of texts that led meeting him for coffee shortly before lunch. I told myself he wasn't coming back to my place after, so that was my....weak attempt of self control. That was the intent, anyway. I had a free afternoon so I figured we hang out a bit. Turns out he was on his way back from office, and his fiancé was out, so one thing led to another, and I ended hopping into his still banged car, and us driving back his place. Soo....two days was my...self control had offer -_-

Anyhow. It was a bit weird and...awkward fucking over his place. I mean, I know I'm playing a part in his cheating, and judge you want. It is what it is. The crux of it was, it happened anyway. Then I also realised what it was about him. It's big guy sex. LOL

Now, I admit, I'm not exactly small. I'm 5"8, and I'm well aware how heavy my ass is. I've struggled with pull ups for years now (side note, I am getting closer though ). It's not every day I get fuck standing . Or carried, more like. Or the standing 69. Given, the husband is strong enough for standing sex, but he's also close my height and the standing 69 works best with a guy, in this case, the fwb, who stands a full head taller than I am. So there. I said it - I like big guy sex. LOL It's fun. Judge all you want, I don't care.

I also realised that there IS too hard. This is a mistake I'm doomed...just doomed to repeat. It started with him literally throwing me onto the bed. Then he asked if he could choke me. I wasn't feeling it so i told him to stop after a few seconds. He then asked if he could pull my hair. I told him only if he flip me around and fuck me from behind. Which he did. The hair pull in the doggy is just the best. LOL. I also wanted him to slap my ass, hard, and pull both my arms back, or hold my arms behind me, all the while I was screaming for him to fuck me harder. Uh...no....I'm not demanding. LOL

This is why I always say, there isn't enough hands to go around. I needed at least 2-3 more pairs of hands. Anyway, I digress. Too hard, I was saying. He smiled into me really hard once and he let go of my hands and I kinda was thrown forward and ended knocking my head into one of the bedposts. There was a loud enough thud we both stopped. What I should have done was ice it immediately. But I kinda climbed on top of him and rode him. I didn't realise it at the time but he also bit me a bit too hard on my breast beside my nipple and now it's fucking bruised. Add that along with the bump on my head, the slap marks on my ass and bruises on my arms....yeah. Maaaaybe I need to take it down a notch or two.

Annnyways. I'm taking the weekend to rest . I DID want go the beach, or swim, but I think now might not be the best time. Trying keep this short. Thanks for reading! Now go get laid!!

partygald 38F
1813 posts
8/8/2020 3:00 am

Now to work on that willpower. I was just saying in one of my last post about how some people just have your number. I guess this guy is my kryptonite
Uh...everyone's got one.....right? Come on....do share.

givinituprtnow 46M
29 posts
8/8/2020 4:42 am

Damn..you sound fun!

boyhowdy53 66M
629 posts
8/8/2020 5:00 am

Sounds like what your really looking for is, Won't Power! Lol

inneedofurpuss2 56M  
13 posts
8/8/2020 5:34 am

great story ..wish you were my neighbor

Looknfind18 68M  
4278 posts
8/8/2020 5:40 am

yes, i had one years ago.......we were each others and that gets scary at times......Enjoyed reading as usual.

dogslife2live01 68M
2118 posts
8/8/2020 5:59 am

some call it willpower others call it stubbornness
sex has no calories... it burns them
sex does not clog your arteries... the increased blood flow is beneficial health wise
so if you want to be practical cut down on chocolate, invest in protective gear and fuck away
fuck away
fuck away my dear

there is a world of difference between insanity and stupidity

13556 posts
8/8/2020 6:35 am




<~~~ I Know About Kryptonite*




proteus_2a 54M
7927 posts
8/8/2020 8:04 am

You're gorgeously incorrigible my lady !
And that's what I like most about you !

As for your question, I'm certain we all have our weak spots, we always give into....
And don't trust anyone that says differently !

Cheers - P

DoctorBooty 39M  
6375 posts
8/8/2020 8:26 am

Yep, big guy sex, I think thats why the hotwife is coming over here today and again next weekend to stay the weekend.

She loves that I'm so tall and dominant in bed.

MyBaffies 51M
4413 posts
8/8/2020 9:03 am

I wonder if the head bump and bruises are some kind of moral punishment for the breakdown of your willpower.

Have a good weekend.


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ClitLickB4DickU 61M
1224 posts
8/9/2020 9:47 pm

I've got to agree (from a male perspective this time) that Hair and Arm Pulling while Slamming a Girl Doggie is the best, as well as a giving a good hard Spanking.


danfunone69 34M
55 posts
8/13/2020 12:05 am

I love your stories about self control

discreteSteve62 52M
2077 posts
8/21/2020 1:23 am

Rough sex is hot until someone get injured!

And failures of willpower make much better stories.

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